• Published 28th Jun 2012
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A lost spark - NightmareBlaze



A young man distraught with losing his sister commits suicide.

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The finding of the Nights Ash

Ash walked towards the hospital one day after school. He was smiling because his new girlfriend had just asked him to prom.

'I can't wait to tell Summer about this!' he thought happily

As he arrived he walked over to his sisters room- as they were wheeling her out. Ice cold terror washed over him as he saw this.

"M-mom...?" he asked quietly to his sobbing mother.

"Sh-sh- SHE'S GONE!" she managed to wail before breaking down.

His eyes widened brimming with tears as he texted Raven. He then called a cab.

Once he was home he ran to her room.

"Summer....." he sobbed as he picked up her guitar that was worn at certain frets.

He turned on her iPod and turned it to her favorite song and the song she won first prize at a world-wide talent show.

He subconsciously started strumming and singing.

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do

He sighed as he put the guitar down. He looked at her nightstand and saw a slip of paper on a box. It wasn't there yesterday.

'She must've written it when she was home gathering her clothes.' he decided as he read the paper

To Ash.

Do no open untill it is past my time.

Tears brimmed his eyes as he opened the box where he gasped.

Inside was a beautiful scrapbook that help all of their pictures.

It started with their first birthday and went to when they first discovered My Little Pony.

He cried as he reached the end where there was a bracelet and a letter.

The bracelet had the words "Life is a treasure" on it.

He put it on and read the letter.

Dear Ash

Don't cry during my passing. I've known this was coming for ages. Your support helped me the most. The laugh you gave me when you brought me all the ponies you could find to the day we just sat there and bawled about the inevitable. I am in a better place now. Remember our song? Barbecuing Barbie? Try that. It always made us laugh. Remember our wild Friday nights? Remember the good not the bad dear Ash. I will watch over you untill the world ends.

Love your angel

Summer.


As he sat staring at the paper he felt tears streaming down his face at this he closed the scrapbook and took the box which rattled into his room. He looked and saw all of her money. The hundred dollars she collected.

He finally broke down as he lay on his bed tears streaming down his face and he sat bawling screaming her name.