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Mochas Dungeon


My darker (fun) side resides here.

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I see nothing wrong with this, hardly worthy of rage reviews unless all foalcon ends up there. But it's easy to forget that with how well you portray the guilt and self-denial he feels from the judgements of others. Out of curiosity what are your personal views on the matter?

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Personally, I find it a challenge. I don't have such desires, per se, but it has to be difficult living with a piece of yourself that the world demonizes and can't explain.

I don't see it as a problem to be punished, but one that needs to researched and helped. Curing it isn't possible, but there has to be a way...

This is my funny reaction:
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This is my serious reaction:
Damn, son. This is some deep sh*t right here... The dude/dudette should find a mare that looks like a filly.

as someone with these desires, thank you for writing this. the pain and loneliness is hard to describe. most people dont understand and dont try to. we're just evil in their eyes, something lesser than human. knowing kids and interacting with them can be easy, but its also torturous, knowing we'll never be with them for real. nor can we be, nor should we be. but its what our bodies desire. what our minds crave.

dealing with family is hard, too. everyone expects you to marry and raise a family. they dont consider that many of us arent attracted to adults. marriage would be a lie.

most of us dont act on our desires. we admire from afar. if you truly love a kid, you dont want them hurt. for most kids, a sexual relationship with an adult will hurt. mentally if not physically. so we watch, we yearn. we try to find outlets. we try to deny our impulses. realizing early on that you can never be with who or what you love and lust for is a horrifying experience that never gets better. after some time you just get numb to it all. acting out and having sex with a child is wrong and despicable, but not everyone has the fortitude it takes for a lifetime of denied urges. i can understand where they come from, even if i disagree with the action.

good story. haunting.

7493210
Right on. I have my own demons, we all do.

Coming to terms with ourselves is just as bad as confessing to others what they are.

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Personally, I find it a challenge. I don't have such desires, per se, but it has to be difficult living with a piece of yourself that the world demonizes and can't explain.

I can relate.

I don't see it as a problem to be punished, but one that needs to researched and helped. Curing it isn't possible, but there has to be a way...

The problem lies in the feeling of conflict between the individual and society. Society made the blanket decision to make it immoral or illegal regardless of other people's experience and point of view. Since we do not know what all children think, it is presumptuous to say they are uncomfortable with all sexual acts altogether. I was around two years old when I started masturbating and by the time I was around seven I had fetishes. If an attractive girl or woman came along that knew what I liked and how to entertain my fascinations I would have been very pleased with them.

On the other hand there are pedophiles that can't tell when a child is uncomfortable even though there should be some indications. So, we have to strike a practical balance between what society and individuals want while gradually evolving our laws to reflect a more compassionate and less rigged and judgemental view of other people's preferences.

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There are actually two schools of child lovers. Ones that do and the ones that don't.

It's not as black and white, though. The ones that don't openly villify the doers, knowing that the children are people. The doers are, basically, abusing in the worst way.

The grey area is that the ones that don't are also watchers, so they may leave their imaginations and watch, thus breaking the societal moral code.

It's, huh... How do I say it... Basically, it's 'okay' to fantasise, but when you watch, watch others do, or do yourself... OR ADMIT YOUR FANTASY, it's all over.

7493285 Yeah, it's a fine mess. My issue is not with children though, it's with vore, and it's really the same principle. Society does not like people to act on pleasures or altered states of consciousness that it doesn't understand.

Society has made it illegal for someone to be consensually eaten and they jail the person who carried it out even though they have no idea what the appeal is. If they did know, I believe they would not be so harsh unless they think high levels of arousal are a sin in general.

There was a man in Japan that cut off his genitals and nipples, cooked them up, and served them to people to eat, which was legal, but they tried to arrest him for it before realizing they couldn't. This is the kind of knee-jerk immature attitude society has against people who have discovered different pleasures from them and make their own choices.

So, I'm not going to do this stuff for real either, but I'm just saying the attitude of society upsets me because I'm sure they're misunderstanding.

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WHAT THE FUC# did I just read...
I must say, I like it.
It gave me chills at night, and filled my head with thoughts of these people and what they desire.
Its a good story, the structure of it is great...
But the topic, I find myself, disgusted but, I don't know how to put this.
What I'm trying to say is this is a unqiue story, and I loved it.
Creepy, pervertive, and well written. 666 stars out of 666

7493083 I don't know. There are some who confess their desires and say that they want and need help. But there are the ones who kidnap and rape, they deny deny deny. They hide in our society and usually talk about pedophilia like most people do, with a touch of hatred. I believe that those types of people, the evil ones, don't deserve to live on our planet. But I do believe that its a mental problem.

7493222 Ya everyone has their dark, and their light. Ying and yang. I sometimes feel like I want to do terrible things to people who hurt other people and animals, but I'm slightly confused, is that bad or not? If is bad, then I'm a bad person, if not, then good. But I also hate Islam, my demon is that I want to kill their priests for spreading a religion based on rape and killing of other cultures and religions. Most people disagree with my views of Muslims, but I've seen them, they scare me. Their like, wolves...

Daxn #12 · Aug 19th, 2016 · · 1 ·

I always like seeing stories dealing with such an heavy topic. The sense of guilt described is rather realistic and, well, it was easy to relate to.


I am in a similar position as 7493210 but I am also attracted to adults, which makes it somewhat easier, but not by much, since it almost feels like the perfectly way to derail guilt away from you if you fall and act upon what you wish to do.

I do believe there is a cure. I seriously hope its discovery will be preferred over giving anti-paedohile Associations the automatic moral High ground.

Comment posted by ThePonyBro deleted Aug 19th, 2016

This rigth here is one of the main reason I still stick around fimfic, sometime you find little gems like this. It adress some issue rarely found in fiction and in some case rarly adressed even outside of fiction.

Well done for your bold exploration of this topic, and the guilt and loneliness such individuals tend to feel.

This was...wow. To venture beyond the norm of writing. I applaud you for that. This was really good. Very dark. :pinkiecrazy:

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Walking a very fine line was difficult but groundbreaking.

Thank you for reading and your comment.

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