Maybe I'm Dreaming

by Night Flight

CH 23- Why Soarin?

Shattering sound of my glass of soda that hit the ground made the
whole room quiet.

And there I was standing…

With eyes that couldn’t believe what they see. I was sure about
something. Soarin wasn’t drunk for sure cause when we were at
restaurant he told me that he hated drinks so that only meant one
thing:

He did that on purpose…

But… but…

“Rainbow! I’ll explain…” said Soarin. Tears filled my eyes as I heard his
voice and I certainly didn’t stayed there for him to ‘explain’. I’d see
enough.

I opened my wings and flew…
Flew out of that damn building with the fastest speed I could muster.
All I wanted was to go away from there as soon as I can. Why
staying there while my Soarin didn’t want me anymore.

* * * * *
“Soarin… Soarin… oh my Soarin… why? Why did you do that to
me?... Didn’t you love me? Didn’t you know that I just realized that
you’re the one that I can rely on? The one that can show me what
truly love is… you ruined it… you ruined everything…” I said as I
talked to the space in front of me. “YOU RUINED EVERYTHING
SOARIN! EVERYTHING!” I shouted as tears ran down my cheeks.
“You… ruined… it,” I muttered before broking into tears.
In front of me, the first and last bay I’ve ever seen, was quieter than
any time before. There wasn’t even a single wave crashing to cliffs. It
was as if Soarin himself was there.

That was why I went there. From the first minute I saw the bay, I saw it
as a pony. A pony that I can tell everything to and that pony was
Soarin. Even he wasn’t loyal to me, the bay was. I could tell all of my
problems to bay. It was exactly like a second Soarin to me.
Too bad that I couldn’t tell these to the real Soarin…

“Soarin, please… please come and tell me that they were all
nothing but a lie… Please tell me that I was only dreaming…”

* * * * *

Next day, I woke up where I exactly was.

Well…not EXACTLY where I was.

There was a blanket over me and my head was on something soft
and somepony was caressing my mane slowly.

Wait… somepony was caressing my mane?

It couldn’t be…

I slowly opened my eyes and looked up to see the pony that was
caressing me. OH MY GOSH! IT WAS SOARIN!

I couldn’t believe he actually came after me. And there I was, lying
on his lap, and he was caressing me. Slowly, memories of last night
came to my head.

The surprise birthday party, gifts, dances, Soarin’s gift, bay, and

Soarin…

Soarin…

SOARIN!

HE CHEATED ON ME.

Then what did I do on his lap? Wait…

How dare he hugged me? How dare he even caressed me? He
loved another mare. Not me… another mare…

It was my damn tears that let Soarin know that I’m awake. He looked
down at me and smiled. “Rainbow… you’re awake.” Soon, he
realized that I was crying. He picked me up and hugged me tightly.

“Rainbow, don’t cry. Let me explain.”
My eyes went wide at what he said. I quickly pulled away from him
and stood up. I didn’t want to stay with him even for a second.
“Explain what? I don’t need explanation. I have my damn EYES! At
least they don’t lie to me like you did.” I shouted.

“But Rainbow, I didn’t lie. Just let me…” said Soarin calmly before I
interrupted again.

“NO! I DON’T NEED ANY EXPLANTION! JUST LET ME GO!” I shouted
again.

“But…”

“You know what? I hate you…” I said with a look of hatred on my
face. There wasn’t a place for me to stay. Not any more…

* * * * *

THAT EVEVNING

‘Concentrate Rainbow. Concentrate, concentrate, concentrate,
CONCENTRATE!’ I thought as I tried to review what Rarity told me
again.

I was in front of my brother’s home, waiting for him to open the door.
Speedy had gone to doctor for an unknown sickness and Hurricane
was resting after his ‘hard’ day at Wonderbolts.

It was the right time for me to talk to him about it. I was a huge idiot
to still do it after all of things that happened at my birthday night and
the morning after but there was something telling me that I have to
do it anyway. Although I didn’t have a good feeling about Soarin
and was too angry to see him again but I had to do this.

Previous night’s experience made me realize that it’s really hard for
me to let Soarin go so it was better for me to stay away from him. I
had to find that mare as soon as I could and there was only one way
to find out…

“Oh, hey Rainbow. Speedy said that you’ll come here today,” said
Hurricane with a smile. “So why did you come here anyway.”

I frowned. “Hey, there’s no reason for it. Can’t your sister just visit?” I
grinned in my thoughts as I said. ‘Awesome Rainbow. First step of
Rarity’s lessons is done!’ I thought.

“OK, OK, come in,” said Hurricane. I quickly entered the house and
placed the plate of food on counter. “What’s this?” he asked as he
spotted the plate.

“Oh, nothing. I just thought that you might don’t have dinner tonight
so I baked you something to eat.”

Hurricane who seemed surprised said, “OK.” Then he continued,
“Thank you too much. Speedy said that she won’t be home tonight
and will go to visit her sister and I was just wondering what to eat
tonight. Thanks for helping me in such a hard decision!”

I rolled my eyes. His hard decision was to choose between hothay
and hayburger. “Yeah, such a hard decision…”

“Wait a second!” said Hurricane with narrowed eyes. “Something’s
not right. You just don’t visit me without wanting something let alone
caring about my dinner. So, tell me… what do you want?”

Oh great… perfect! He caught me but I wasn’t going to let it go just
like that. Not yet. So I gasped and said, “How dare you? I just missed
you and wanted to see you.”

“Missed me? You just saw me last night,” said Hurricane with a raised
eyebrow.

“So what? Like I said, I just wanted to come and see you. Can’t a
sister come and visit her brother?” I said as I tried to muster the cutest
pout I’d done.

Hurricane who was still looking at me with a raised eyebrow, smiled.
“Yeah, I guess you’re right. So what do we do first?”

I tapped my chin and pretended like I was thinking. “How about
telling me about some of your memories with Soarin?” I said with a
big grin.

“Hmmm… seems like a good plan. Although I still don’t know what
you’re up to but that’s a good idea. Why don’t you seat while I go to
grab my photo album?”

“OK.” I smiled mischievously as Hurricane to his room. ‘Nice work
Rainbow. Nice work.’

“I have good plans for you my dear brother…”

Comments

[Dusk_Writer]

Soarin was probably just acting to the fanmare, I wonder what Dash's plans are for her bro XD

[Evi Nikol 62]

“You know what? I hate you…”

My....my heart just broke.....

Anyways you made my day by uploading new chapter.Seriously now,my day was just awful.Today was the first day of school for me and I just learned that my best friend is moving to Germany(I live in Greece).Also I kind get the sad tag now.....

Ps. "I’d see enough."

I think it's I'd seen enough

All I wanted was to go away from there as soon as I can.

......as soon as I could.

[MLPdior]

WHYYYYYY STUPIDDDD RAINBOW DASH YOU STUBBORN FACEEEEE!!!!!!!
He was trying to EXPLAIN JUST LISTEN RDDD!!!:&
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NOW IM JUST PUTTTING MY HATE AND RAGE ON RD. WHATEVER IM SO IMMATURE

[Night Flight]

6413821 You'll never guess what had happen to him

[Night Flight]

6413850 Oh, I'm sorry about your friend. By the way thanks for mentioning. I'll correct them as soon as I can.

[Night Flight]

6414084

[Night Flight]

6415141 She can be a total idiot some times but don't hate her. She's just being idiot. You can't blame her

[Night Flight]

6417294 I did. Thanks

[Love_ ghost_14]

Wow. I liked it Both chapters! Just hadn't time to comment the first one
6413850

I'm really sorry for your friend , but
You can still text each other, after all!

[Evi Nikol 62]

6417279 Well,she's kinda been my B.F.F. for six years .But anyway did you see the trailer of the rest of season 5? The Wonderbolts are gonna be in an episode

[Evi Nikol 62]

6417638 Yeahhhhhh but my birthday is this Saturday and I was waiting so bad for the day to come so I can invite my friends to my house and all but.....now I lerned that and she's leaving in two days and she's not gonna come to my birthday party

[Love_ ghost_14]

6420131 Awww, honey, everything will be fine! Just don't be so sad! You're gonna break my heart in pieces! Lemme gethca one follow to make your day better! *hugs*

[Evi Nikol 62]

6420152 *hugs back* It's ok you don't need to follow me.I didn't say/write that so that other people would follow me.........I.....I'll really miss her(seriously now I'm crying) She....she was the only on that knew I was a pegasister and accepted it from the first second.......DANG IT!!! Now my keyboard is wet
.....at....at least we have a new episode that Saturday and that kinda makes me feel better......

Ps.I'll follow you back.

[MLPdior]

6420117 I know right I'm so excited

[Love_ ghost_14]

6420172 Yeah... It's good to have a friend like that....and it's great that there are new episodes coming soon! Don't worry, You'll stay in touch, and maybe visit each other one day! Now stop crying, and think positive! Hope that she'll make new friends there and that she'll be happy! I'm sure that you'll stay best friends, no matter what!
P.S. Thanks for the follow, you didn't have to!

[Night Flight]

6417638 Thanks

[Night Flight]

6420117 Yeah, I saw them there. Isn't it awesome?

[Night Flight]

6420172 Awww, don't worry. You can always make new friends. I'm sorry any way.

[Evi Nikol 62]

6420460 It's...it's ok...I guess.I mean,yeah I have other friends but....they're all....you know...the same,like,they do whatever a kid at my age does(I'm 13) you know,like..."Oh my God,I haven't updated my status on facebook for one hour!!!" who always are on fb and and upload selfies every minute.

[Night Flight]

6422964 Thanks

[Night Flight]

6426574 I'm a big flashlight fan. I think it's silly to hate him.

[Phoenix Nebula]

6427322

Same here. I'v been drilling how amazing flashlight in to every ones heads. I even created a computer virus that will spam some ones computer with flashlight stuff.

[Phoenix Nebula]

6430177

Support! There are two things that really bug me in this fandom: Flash hate and Scootabuse.

[Phoenix Nebula]

6431051

Lol.

[MLPdior]

OMG I FOUND THE MOST AMAZING THING ONLINE, OMG THERE WAS A SOARINDASH VERSION OF THE SONG HEART ATTACK ITS AMAZING
THE DIFFRENCE FROM THE ORGONAL IS THAT IN THE SOARINDASH VERSION ITS A MALE AND FEMALE SINGING ITs SOO COOLYOU SHOULD REALLY PUT IT IN A CHAPTER THAT WOULD MAKE YOUR STORY SO GOOD. I THINK SOARIN AND RAINBOW DADH SHOULD SING IT TOGETHER, THAT COULD BE SO COOL.

[Night Flight]

6429777 Wow...

[Night Flight]

6432414 I've heard that too. It's so cool isn't it. By the way, I can't do that. I'd already chosen the songs for the story. So... sorry.

[TwibraFlattercordlover]

6413850
I hope you see him/her again/soon!