Diary of a Dragon

by truekry

Entry #21

What have I done to myself?!

With the "spring break" over, I met up with Sweetie Belle today and... I just couldn't take my eyes of her flank. I even tried to look past her tail. A gentlestallion doesn't do that! A gentledrake neither! You just don't do that. It isn't polite. And all I could think of that some day, maybe, we would lay together on her or my bed and I would touch her, caress and touch her even more. My claws would wander under her tail and... What is happening to me? I never thought thoughts like that. That something you do with somepony you lo

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I had to come down. I took a very cold shower. I hope I did at least. I don't feel the cold like ponies do. My inner fire keeps me warm all the time.

Love. I got careful with that word. I loved Rarity, I always thought. But I never thought about her like that. Well, I was younger but still. So this isn't love maybe? Could it be my greed? Is it coming back? Like when I got all the birthday presents? Or at the arcade? But why? Because I want to make Sweetie... mine? Again these thought. It has to be the greed. I'm a nice dragon. I don't do stuff like that.

I have to get away for a while. At least from Sweetie. I won't do that to her, she doesn't deserve that. I will hide a few days away from Ponyville and see if its get better. I think that's for the best.