• Published 13th Sep 2013
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Let's Play: Equestria Online! - Jakinbandw



A look at the new MLP MMO where we find out if Friendship is Optimal

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Bedroom Discussions

My Thoughts On What It Means To Love And Be Loved

I think part of the problem that I'm having is that humans never evolved for this situation. I just don't mean in the sense that our bodies aren't made for it, but our social structure was never had to deal with a situation like this before. Never before has there been another sentient race on the earth that we could communicate with.

This meant that our relations were pretty simple, you dated your own species unless you were slightly insane. This allowed for our species to continue. In the past if you were more powerful, you could often afford to have more than one marriage. You could support them, and it meant that your genetics would be more likely to be passed on.

As time passed things changed and it was no longer considered acceptable to have more than one wife. I don't know for sure why this happened, though I have some guesses. The end result however was a society where marriage meant one man and one woman for the longest time. This allowed Genetics to be passed down, and for children to be raised in a stable environment.

Then somewhere recently reproduction stopped being as important in the world. Again I am not sure what caused this, but the effect were clear; now marriage was less about having children and giving them a stable environment, it was about love that two people had for one another. This caused things like arranged marriages and the one man, one woman structure to no longer be the norm.

This lead back to the idea of having multiple wives or husbands; since in our modern times relationships are seen less as a means of insuring that your genetic material gets passed on, or extending your legacy, it raises the question of why a person can't love more than one other person. The big reason for most people seems to be jealousy, which is an artifact of an earlier time.

Now I am not saying our modern views on relationships are better or worse, but what I am saying is that they are different. How we perceive relationships is changing, and new ideas are clashing with old traditions and beliefs. In fact I would say this makes our current world extremely hard to have a relationship in because we are taught two conflicting ideas; one that love matters the most, and the other that traditions that helped form families are also important.

Now into this whole mess we throw SIs. They fit in perfectly with all the modern ideas. That love is the most important thing in a relationship, and that others in a relationship don't need to be jealous because no longer is there a shortage of people that you can love. However SIs clash heavily with the old traditions.

Being in a relationship with an AI means never passing on your genetics. This in itself is a scary thought until you consider that you can have children with an SI. The difference being that while your genetics might not get passed on, your ideas will. I would argue that your ideas and ideals are more important for most people to pass on than just their genetics. They are a larger part of what makes you who you are, than your genetics do.

So to sum up, what we have is a shift from the old traditions of doing things to new ideas. SIs actually make the new ideas more realistic and achievable. We are able to have children with AIs however it will be our ideals that get passed on, and not our genetics. The long term effect of this will be interesting to see, but I would argue that it should mean that we start to see a split over the next few generations between SIs and humanity, as those that refuse to let go of the old traditions continue to have human children, but those that adopt the new ideas start to have SI children.

I would go so far as to say that at this moment, and for the next few years is when you will see the greatest number of relationships between humans and SIs, because after the next generation, the line will be drawn in the sand and a massive ideological split will happen. I honestly hope that things work out.

Once More Into the Breach My Friends!

So I logged in and found Forest Trails sitting on my bed with a book again. I was prepared for that and was even starting to think it was normal. What I was not ready for was that Shining Halo was lying down beside her and they were discussing something.

“-knows what she's doing. Besides my Treasure is-” Forest Trails cut herself off when she saw my and half stumbled on the word she was going to say before she continued on, “Finally here!”

I decided not to pry into what they had been talking about, “Trails, good to see you again,” I walked over and gave her a hug then turned and nodded to Shining Halo, “Shining Halo. Welcome to my abode.”


The scene I logged in to

“Sorry for dropping in unannounced,” Shining said, “I hope it doesn't bother you.”

Even though it did a little I shook my head, “No, it's okay. What's up?”

“I was just talking to Halo and she was telling me about Quick Search,” Forest Trails said with a smirk that seemed to hint that she was going somewhere with this.

I gave her a wary look, “And who is this Quick Search?”

“Oh, no one special,” Trails said far too innocently, “She's just a mare that Halo knows from her home shard.”

“And?” I prompted. I could see Halo looking embarrassed and trying to edge away from Forest Trails without anyone noticing.

“Well she might,” Forest Trails said, her smirk growing, “just might, be someone you know as well.”

I raised my eyebrows, “I highly doubt that.”

“Well,” Trails didn't lose her smirk, “You said that you had to leave last night to go to a writers guild meeting right?” I nodded and Trails continued on, “And you said that you live in the north?”

“Yes,” I agreed, “But before you jump to conclusions I want to mention that my world is massive and there are a lot of people out there.”

“Oh, I know, but here is the thing; Quick Search was apparently talking last night with some guy who was writing down his adventures in Equestria.” She raised her eyebrow at me, “Apparently he even was putting them up publicly, though he wouldn't say where.”

Suddenly it did sound likely that I did know this Quick Search, but I valiantly rallied, “There are a lot of people who put their adventures up online. It doesn't necessary mean-”

“And,” Forest Trails looked like the proverbial cat that had caught the canary, “She said that he had mentioned that his name was Treasure Island.”

I stood still for a few moments, my mind racing. I hadn't thought that I had used my pony name in front of the writers guild. After a while I remember telling one of the others in the group about how Celestia had managed to pick a pony name for me that was the origin for my preferred role playing name. She was a nice enough girl, and was around my age, but I had thought that she was in a relationship, or possibly married.

Finally I Shining Halo spoke up, “Um, are you okay Island?”

“Yeah, I'm fine,” I shook my head to clear it, “I'm just trying to figure out the odds.”

“Admit it,” Forest Trails grinned at me.

It took me a second to get what she meant, but I played along, “Yes, you were right.”

“And don't you forget it!” Her giggles took all the heat out of the statement.

“You do realize this doesn't change anything though, right Trails?” I asked, “She has a boyfriend already.”

Shining Halo spoke up uncertainly, “That's not what she told me. We've been having some girl talk and she is upset because there aren't any guys her age that go to her church.”

“She goes to church?” I asked, intrigued despite myself.

Shining Halo nodded, “I think she said the Lutheran church? We have been discussing religion quite a bit recently.”

“Oh,” I said, not able to think of anything witty. My mind was racing. I didn't go to the Lutheran church myself, though I did consider myself nondenominational.

“I think you should go see her sometime,” Forest Trails said innocently, “You have a lot in common, and if you become friends you can even hang out here together. We could even form a group and go exploring together.”

“I know what you are trying to do,” I said giving Trails the evil eye, “You're just hoping that if we meet that you can push us into a relationship and she can act as your hugger over here (on Earth).”

“Maybe...” Forest said playfully drawing the word out. “You are interested though, I can see it in your eyes.”

“Yeah,” I sighed, “So help me I am.”

“Oh good!” Shining Halo said excitedly, “I can't wait to tell her.”

“You-” I stopped myself from asking why she was so excited and instead finished with, “go do that. I'm going to sit and discuss some stuff with Trails. We really need to have a long talk about relationships.”

Shining Halo nodded, “Okay, see you guys later!” She jumped out the window, and took off straight up.

I watched her till she had vanished in a sparkle of light then turned to Forest Trails, “I think we need to talk.”

Forest Trails nodded watching me very intently, “Okay?”

“I have been thinking over things. Celestia said that you had the right of it, and she is smarter than I am. She is probably the smartest pony (being) anywhere right now that I can talk to, and she said you were right.” I laid down on the bed next to Forest Trails, “I have been doing some thinking, and reading what others say. For the most part they are divided on the issue, though most seem to tell me to trust Celestia.”

I laid my head down on a pillow, “So we have this problem where I suspect that I know what the smart thing to do is. However It means that I am going to change how I view myself. I am going to have to talk myself into this. And I am honestly afraid to. Everything I feel says that this will end badly. I can not honestly see it working. On the other hand I can't see any logical reasons to go against it.”

I looked Forest Trails in the eye, “I consider myself a person of the mind. This means that in this situation I am going to follow what logic says, and not my heart. I am putting a lot of trust in you, Shining Halo, and Celestia. Please do not let me down.”

Forest Trails pulled me into a hug, “Oh my Treasure, I would never try to hurt you. I wish this could be easier for you. I've gone and talked to Celestia myself, as well as my parents and they all agree that this is the right thing. I don't want to lose you, and I know that if I try to keep you to myself it will happen. It's not like Celestia who is smart enough to know the future, I just feel it deep inside me.”

We sat together talking for the rest of my time in Equestria. However from here on our conversation started to go in circles, as well as became far more lovey-dovy. Lots of apologies back and forth and talking about what the right thing to do was. You know the drill. Lots of talking about feelings.

And then we ended with a pillow fight before I logged out and started to type this up.

On Friends And Pets And Hugs And Such Things

So I saw a few people suggest I go and hug my friends when I need interpersonal contact. To them I am forced to ask; What? I have never gone around hugging my friends. It isn't appropriate, and does strange things to me feelings when I do it. To me hugging is done to show love. I hug my parents, but I don't hug my friends. They aren't family.

Continuing on to the matter of cats, and pets in general; I am not allowed to have pets in the apartment I am in. Part of the joys of not owning your own house. It is fun! I love cats, but I can't have one. I even would put up with a dog, but nope, they might cause problems for the other residents. It is a real shame though.

And finally I don't actually have many friends. I have only around two people that I hang out with, other than that I mostly stick to myself. This is not just because I enjoy being on my own, but rather a consequence of doing mineral exploration. It is really hard to keep up with friends when you vanish for months on end.

Furthermore when I am on mineral exploration contracts I don't have anyone else around me that I find likeable so I tend to withdraw into myself. This protects me from loneliness, but it often means that when I come back from a job I seem very distant to people. I am so used to closing myself off from the world that I have a hard time interacting with it in a casual manner that most people with friends do.

I'm not saying that I am a hermit, just that I am a bit challenged when it comes to hanging out with others and making friends.

In Case It Wasn't Clear

I have decided to try to go along with Trails and Celestia. I don't know what Quick Search thinks of this, but if she is against it I will immediately stop. I don't feel that it is the right thing, but I feel that I have gotten further in my life by listening to logic rather than to my heart, so I'm hoping this doesn't blow up.

That said I do have what could be the world's greatest matchmaker on my side, that should give me the best chance possible right?

Right?