Eyyy.

You know, it may seem so easy and I know how close I am. But the truth of the matter is simple. I've lost that hot fire of motivation. I would be a fool if I said, "I don't know where it went," because I do. I want to finish No Hugs, but I am so sick of fighting this battle of attrition with procrastination and relapsing back into procrastinating ways. One week or two I'm super productive, then it's back to one or several months of the same routine.

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No deep expression of what's been happening to me in real life. That's for another time. For now, No Hugs has been updated. Enjoy what is about to unfold.

Eyyyyyy!

So said job search in last blog has not been so successful but that hasn't been surrendered yet. It is, however, going to slow down on that front because I can make due with my current job. I want to talk about No Hugs now.

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Personally, I don't like placing my real-life situations into a blog. But it is what it is and I want to let everyone know what's up. Worry not, as my living situation and job situation are actually quite well. It's the place I work at that is not well. To put it in one sentence, my business has had many people leave due to many reasons and are not hiring any new hands, forcing people like myself to work exceedingly harder and faster with no compensation or consideration.

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A long while has passed since I've done one of these.

I just want to put out a thank you to all my readers who waited over a year before I updated not long ago. The last four chapters, including the next one, was very difficult to put together. As I've said before, I wanted to make sure everything was put together properly. But that made fear settle in. It was a hard journey to do on my own, but I had to persevere with my own will and grit in order to deliver.

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It's been a hot minute, yes. A lot of personal reflection and growth has happened since the last time I've written. But this blog isn't about emotions (unless you are emotional toward the idea of the title of this blog). Yes, I have decided to edit what I have done so far and let it all set sail.

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Just another "I'm alive" blog. I won't go into detail about my life, where I've been, my thoughts about progress. That's to be shared for later. I can say that 20k words have been completed. Once I am satisfied with everything, then a surplus of chapters will be published.

As I've said before, the end is near.

It may be one for now, but I'd rather finish several before letting the floodgates fly open.

And I do mean floodgates. :3

Eyyyyy.

To be honest, I am glad I have come to my resolution of fear. I have known this fear for a long time and admitted to it. However, I'd like to go into more detail. I'm sure some know of my predicament, but it's more than simply "making a good conclusion to the climax."

The fear is omega; the end.

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Happy holidays to all my readers. I pray that everyone is having a good time this season. It does pain me to come with nothing in regards to No Hugs or my other story. I've said it before, I do not like to start a project only to have nothing left once all have been caught up with. I've come with another roadblock that does not concern No Hugs, but my comic: starting it.

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Worry not! This isn't my farewell blog! When I plan to leave will be explained!

Eyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

My break away from writing fanfiction has been a good breather if I am going to be honest. I have also uploaded a new story that has been in the works for over a year. It is a mature story and I'm not sure how to do the whole "mature link hidden" doohicky, so if anyone is at all interested AND OF AGE, give it a look in my library of stories.

But onto the plans for the future.

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I have been feeling really good as of late; even more alive! I've been managing my mornings well in a consistent order: drink coffee, manage some responsible adult duties, game half to a full hour, write an hour, nap before work, then prepare for work. A nice collection of events that ease my never-ending-thinking brain.

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Never did I think I would have to come to the realization that I had lost sight of entertaining myself. I think this is due in part with all the other stories and projects I flooded my mind with, spiraling me into perhaps a mild case of depression (not to make it a massive deal, really). In short, I am convinced I had information overload.

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Not the most subtle of titles as I tend to be vague with my blogs to try and coax people to read what I blog about.

And this is something I did not want to write or act upon. There is good news among this: I got my writing groove back. I don’t know where it went but it has returned.

However, it’s by doing other things. The game I’ve been working on has gotten some great progress done and another fic I’ve been concocting has also got some ground covered as well.

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Eyyyy.

If there is one thing that can keep someone down it is yourself. I’m back in the groove in writing, but when I was writing the last and the current one I’m doing, it’s easy to question myself with my style.

What I want to ask is COULD there be more unique exposition? A character’s dialogue is different from exposition, which in my eyes, don’t need as much work as the latter.

Just trying to improve and ask a fellow reader what they think.

Freak, out.

It took me a long time, but the hiatus is nearing its end. Stay tuned.

EYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

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So Ferocious/ Josh/ Joshua/ get to the fucking point, what is this secret?

To be straight forward, I am working on a video game.

I won't give much detail as to what the theme or concept is because things are still in very early development. However, the biggest thing I can expose is that I am the lead writer for the game's plotline, world, characters, and MAYBE level designs. And let me tell you, there is quite a lot of things to build.

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Eyyyy.

Don’t consider this bad news but an update of progress. I’d rather continue to inform than disappear and suddenly have myself screaming in a blog about a new chapter.

I will be focusing on No Hugs this weekend on Sunday. But the issue is that I do have things I have and need to do that day as well. Chores, haircut, grocery shopping, the sort.

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