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Jul
25th
2017

fifth day without internet · 6:45pm Jul 25th, 2017

to top it off my power supply died too. now i have resorted to play games without my graphic card since my emergency power supply is old.

there are rough days coming to my country (venezuela), because of that I have resigned to have hope on getting my internet service back in at least two weeks.. or a month... or worse... good celestia have mercy of my soul.

Report sejox · 278 views · #the struggle is real
May
27th
2019

I didn't do a bad job did I? · 10:11pm May 27th, 2019

I'm only asking because I'm honestly half deciding on deleting this and re-working it into a different version of the song:

Honestly I think it's not that good.

Apr
20th
2020

Am I just a bad writer? · 3:41pm Apr 20th, 2020

I don't know...
I just don't know anymore.
Is anything I do good?
Writing has always been comforting to me, and yes I struggle with grammar, but I don't know how to get better, they say keep writing keep trying, but I've been writing most of my life, and I'm still struggling.
Probably not going to be very active while I deal with this. I'm sorry. I wish I was stronger, I wish I could be better.

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Report Nailah · 358 views · #sad #depressed #struggle #writing.
Dec
20th
2016

Reading A Slave's Freedom again · 6:39pm Dec 20th, 2016

Been reflecting on what I've been reading in this story. Part of me wants to continue working on it, but lately, I've stared at the pages and realized a few of things:

1. I still love historical fiction.
2. If I continue to write this, I would have to finish it sometime next year. Three years is a long time.
3. If I want to write this, I would have to watch the show again. And my sole reasoning would be to finish this and M235 off. Have to keep up with that canon!

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Mar
3rd
2018

the struggle · 3:06am Mar 3rd, 2018

True story.

I was cooking dinner. I got nostalgic and started reading Nuts and Bolts. (Yeah, I like reading my own work, sue me.) I started getting hype and wanted to write a new installment. I went to open a new document aaaaaand...

"Mama, are you done cooking? You said you'd play with me!"

Dang it.

Report Nines · 254 views · #life #writing struggle
Jan
10th
2017

Blog Post - 10/01/2017 · 5:34am Jan 10th, 2017

Struggle struggle in the struggle home, on struggle street, on the struggle...yadda yadda.

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Oct
9th
2015

Expect Some Delays · 12:18pm Oct 9th, 2015

Well, some things are going on in my personal life that I'm trying to sort through. Between my own internal struggles against my personal demons, trying to have a lady friend that might actually work out this time, and a few other things, I need time for my thoughts. I'll try to get out the next piece of TOML soon, but I wouldn't expect it.

Report CptBrony · 248 views · #Life #struggle #story #friends
Jul
26th
2015

Surprising Myself... · 12:48am Jul 26th, 2015

So... It's no secret to my friends that it's EXTREMELY hard for me to write large amounts in short periods of time...

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Dec
20th
2015

Hard times coping with influences... · 2:32pm Dec 20th, 2015

Now lemme elaborate on that title.

I'm writing a story. It has a good setting, the AU is pretty detailed I'd like to think, I have an outline ready for the first chapters, the rest of the story is pretty clear in my head, and yet... I sometimes want to change it. Drastically. Because of other fics.

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Sep
5th
2019

Looking for a place to stay! · 6:55pm Sep 5th, 2019

Jun
4th
2021

Shifting My Priorities · 6:41am Jun 4th, 2021

I swear, every time I tell myself "I'm going to blog more"; I do go on a "run" of them, of sorts, releasing them consistently and frequently... and then lapse once again. To the record-furthest extent this time. It's been nearly three months since I last updated this place 😑

But now, I am finally blogging again, because I recently made a decision relating to my stories that is important for you to hear.

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Feb
24th
2022

A thought · 12:49am Feb 24th, 2022

The hardest part about writing this chapter, is I don't know whether I like writing it in first person or third. I keep switching between the two. It's a hard choice to make yet I don't want to spoil anything.

Should I switch POVs or just leave it at one POV from the get-go? I don't want the characters to sound like they're the same yet I want it obvious that it's not the same one ya know?

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May
1st
2023

State of the Author · 10:11pm May 1st, 2023

Apr
12th
2018

New Meds · 6:17pm Apr 12th, 2018

As the title says, I´m on new meds now. Away from simple SSRI anti-depressants, to something for depression, PTSD, sozial anxiety, anxiety attacks and OCD. They have 50mg and until the next appointment I gotta take a half. I am not going into detail as to why. Simply because it´s not something I want to post openly on the internet. (You´re probably gonna hear about it through stories anyways..)

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Jan
10th
2024

An Apology I’d Like to Make, & Things I Wish to Explain About Myself · 12:41am January 10th

Most of you guys probably know by now that I was embroiled in another controversy recently. Heck, I wouldn’t be surprised if the entire site knows about it.

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Aug
17th
2016

Wonder Trade · 3:50pm Aug 17th, 2016

I swear to god if I get one more goddamn wurmple...

Aug
21st
2020

Asking for Feedback · 8:37am Aug 21st, 2020

So I’m going to more or less get straight to the point with this one. I’ve been writing for around two years now, and I struggle with getting any kind of regular comments on the majority of my stories. It’s starting to get to me a lot more than it used to, and I really just need feedback. Writing is my way of relieving stress from my day to day life, and life’s been rougher than usual lately. As a result, I’ve been getting more attached to my writing than I usually am. I’ve been trying so hard

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Apr
22nd
2020

I Wonder When I Love Me Is Enough? · 8:50pm Apr 22nd, 2020

"Flipping through all of these magazines
Telling me who I'm supposed to be
Way too good at camouflage
Can't see what I am
I just see what I'm not
I'm guilty 'bout everything that I eat
(Every single thing)
Feeling myself is a felony
Jedi level sabotage
Voices in my head make up my entourage

'Cause I'm a black belt when I'm beating up on myself
But I'm an expert at giving love to somebody else
I, me, myself and
I, don't see eye to
Eye, me, myself and
I

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Nov
1st
2022

Projection · 2:29pm Nov 1st, 2022

I wonder if anyone here notices themselves projecting a lot onto characters. For me, as a younger teenager, I definitely found myself getting lost in literary universes, notably The School for Good and Evil. It felt comforting to have this perfect yet nonsensical high school world, where somehow people would get an education in magic, evil, and witchcraft rather than practical skills like math and science. I found myself getting lost in a different book series at the time called the Lunar

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Sep
6th
2020

Chapter Update - Do Ponies on Earth Have Magic Dreams? · 6:02pm Sep 6th, 2020

Today’s chapter update is a little shorter and more slice of life, but it at least sets up a couple of motivations for a character that’ll come back in later. I’ve also updated some of the tags to better reflect the story, and the rating’s been changed because ultimately it didn’t really need a teen rating, which was just a holdover from its original incarnation. As always, I’m always looking for feedback so feel free to give it a read and tell me what you thought of it!

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