Hey everyone, I want to apologize. I have a lot of close friends here that I use to talk with a lot and suddenly I just stop. I'm truly sorry for that and hope that it won't change or break the friendship. I know this seems random, I just needed this out of my system.
All I do is hurt others, mess things up, and act like a terrible, awful person. Why do I keep doing this? What could be the source of the problem? What's wrong with me? I don't know if I could ever improve because all I ever do is ruin everything and make things worse no matter what.
Can someone at least tell me what's wrong with me?
I went through and took down all the stories I have up that don't meet my internal morality standards. Turns out this is just Tender Blood. It's just too dubcon for my comfort.
It still EXISTS; if you actually care about it I can send you a google docs link for it.
I'm just a pony. I make mistakes from time to time.
Well... I was close to finishing chapter seven... then realized it was terrible. Now I'm down from 12k words (which was about 70% completion for the chapter) to 3k. The massive scrap wasn't because I'm a perfectionist or anything (Payday 2 killed that part of me long ago), but because I genuinely didn't think the direction I took the chapter was good.
I think my struggle to write is due to both a lack of alcohol, and a dispassionate association with life at the moment.
It's getting close to a year since we've last talked. My only mode of contact left is via Facebook Messenger, and that's only because I've never used it until now.
Tonight, I have just sent a formal, true-to-the-heart apology to a friend that I deeply hurt last year. I know that there's a good chance that we may never reconcile, but I just hope that he will at least accept the apology.
My latest piece of art that i just uploaded to Deviantart:
Jpegasus19 interviewed me about my M/M clops.
I'm too utterly embarassed by the sound of my own voice to listen to it, but I'm had a great time recording it. 
Wow, okay guys, this is awkward.. 
So I just realized I haven't out out a new chapter since November 26th.. 
Okay, well, as I've said before, the story is not dead, far from it as there is so much I want to tell with this story. We still have Dapper's background to cover, his growing relationship with the princesses, and so much more!! 
Video Made by Me.
Well, I know I already did a review this week, but I decided because I did one late then I would make a second one.
It's that time again! Writing! And maybe chats! Who knows?!?!?
Here's where you can tell me what words to add!
Onwards as we guilt the shit out of Octavia!
Oh my. Just got home from Star Wars. I need to do something to distract myself from opening Star Wars: The Old Republic. So, time to write. I want to finish this chapter tonight. Hopefully. So let's do this!
My new story is up and ready to be read!
The story 'Dancing with Myself is tagged to this blog, so just follow the hyperlink straight to it. 
It's a quick 3000 word one-shot that was brought about by a question of mine. That being, what would happen to Spike should he live decades longer than his friends and significant other.
It's quite juvenile I admit, but was still really fun to write and I hope y'all enjoy it.
Juvenile in the way is written that is...
A new year and new things! I think? Anyway...
Sorry for the delay on Chapter 7. I've been sidetracked...
But here's the GDoc
And here's the chat!
Let's do this!!!
Well, the next chapter is half done. Got it all planned out, and have written a little over half of what I have planned. I continue to be a terribly slow writer, but I'll get it done eventually.
You can stop reading now, the rest is just about how incompetent I am.
I know, I know. I'm pretty horrible with actually updating the story more than 10 words at a time. Hopefully I"ll be able to get a bit done in the next little bit.
IN WHICH THE GEARS SHIFT
This is the fourth in a six-part series. Here is Part 1, wherein may be found links to all other parts, because I don't really have the desire to cross-link everything right now.
Today I am feeling great shame..
I am proud to be a Dane, proud of my history, proud of the bonds we formed in the world.
Today however I feel ashamed, not over my country as such, but ashamed over the powers that govern these lands. We are a nation bound to the laws as written, securing the rights of our people, and letting the voices of the crowd be heard. We are by all accounts a democracy.
Hey there, everyone. Sorry to bother you again, but I'm trying to think of a second song for Odium. One that's very deep and emotional and shows his regret and guilt for his own actions and injustices, and his dream of making thinks right, both for his actions and the actions of others, unlike his first song where he wants to put the Mane Six and friends in their place (Side-note: I still haven't figured out how to write great lyrics for that song either). However, I'm having trouble with the
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