Vent · 4:22am Jul 10th, 2015
I know I know, I promised to have posted something by Monday and its Thursday evening. I'm sorr-
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Actually no. I'm not sorry.
I struggle to be creative. I want to be. I strive to be. Yet...I cannot focus.
I know I know, I promised to have posted something by Monday and its Thursday evening. I'm sorr-
...
Actually no. I'm not sorry.
I struggle to be creative. I want to be. I strive to be. Yet...I cannot focus.
You know what that means!
EMOTIOOOOOOOOONS!!!
emotions emotions emotions emotions emotions emotions emotions emotions emotions emotions emotions emotions emotions emotions emotions emotions emotions emotions emotions emotions emotions emotions emotions emotions emotions emotions emotions emotions emotions emotions emotions emotions emotions emotions emotions emotions EMOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTIOOOOOOONS!!!!
Honest question guys.
Riley has emotions that are different a different gender. Though, for me it's anger and disgust. I feel like the gender of your emotion is based on how you act when that emotion is in control or whatever. Know what I mean?
About 5 days or 6, a user commented a link in my story "A late night home" and it was a youtube link. The youtube redirected me to this person-which the link is here-and watched the screen load up. The first thing I saw was the cover I choose and the title of the work. I clapped my hand over my mouth as I reeled in the unlikely moment. I was beyond shocked. So I clicked and listened. I cringed and laugh at all the mistakes I made
Me: *Binges Wolfblood on YT* I know I'm on series 2, but it's been awhile since I've watched it! Yay!
Also me:*watches Series 2 Episode 13....internally dies in a pool of tears* I know they had to leave...b-but it didn't have to be this heartbreaking! *Sobs uncontrollably*
So....anyone who read my bio knows I have Bipolar Disorder....
Well, today was the epitome of that.
Ups and downs and all arounds of emotions, constantly going back to the things/people that upset me the moment I calm down, mood message/avatar on Skype constantly changed because of it just to show it....
I don't know why some days it seems like my pills just don't work. I don't want to be actual me, I want to be calm, emotionally suppressed me!
Just a quick reminder, I no longer can watch pony on TV, so instead of my usual "re-reaction to previous episodes" intro to these posts, I am posting in the middle of the week. Look for blogs titled "Pipe Land" to see what I think of episodes on a second watch-through! (Spoilers: that one, at least, is more positive than my original first take on either!)
Thought some of you might be interested in this:
Not sure how to interpret the results, but it sure is interesting to play with.
WARNING!!! The following contains SPOILERS for the latest MLP episode “A Flurry of Emotions”.
It sucks when people judge a book by its cover
I don't know how it makes everyone else feel but to be judged by my stories really is a low blow. I don't know why people who don't even read a story feel the need to comment on it without knowing the plot, the reasoning behind or anything about said story. It really sucks on any account.
I guess that's all. Thanks for reading.
Sweet Jesus a lot of you commented on Chapter 7!
I'm about to do a mass-reply like I normally do; but in the mean time, I thought you guys would like to know the songs I have in a playlist that help me write the story! I can't share all of them with you right now, since they're kinda spoiler-y, but here are the ones that are attuned to the Adoption Arc! Hope you all enjoy!
Don't underestimate or overestimate an opponent. Be present, aware, and find the right amount of confidence to help you without only focusing on winning and don't give up.
Hello everyone I have a new Fan group made by a big FAN of mine named ponybird21!!!!!!!!
THIS IS AN ANTI HATE GROUP MADE FOR ORGANIZING AND FIGHTING AGAINST BULLIES THAT ATTACK ME IN ME STORY COMMENTS. THERE IS NOTHING MORE WORSE THAN A HATER AND THIS GROUP IS FOR YOU IF YOU HATE HATERS WHO the hate ( i had my caps lock on and i think that's okay.)
HERE IS THE GROUP
RIGHT HERE here
So real life has been kicking right in the diamond dogs lately, and hard. Facing personal demons and doing my best to come to closer on a lot of deep wounds that have been still left open. For a long time there i couldn't write, or edit, or do much of anything at all thanks to how powerful these wounds were. Truth is though that was my mistake. Writing for me is often times my sword against the demons in my head. If I don't pick up the sword and fight, I'll never win. So a lot of my personal