Because there are real people behind the horse words.

Take the time to watch his video blog. See a glimpse of him. Go give NATO your best wishes, I'm sure he'd undoubtably appreciate it. Let's give him all the support we can.

Edit: Not necessary to reply in this blog.

So make something beautiful first.

Sorry for the supreme lack of any content lately. I know at least one of you is waiting on a commission I was working on cause you lent me money at Bronycon and stuff, and I've a few other stories either in the mind tank or otherwise partially finished.

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Surprise! It’s me. I’m still here. Always changing my profile picture because why the heck not.

Though, even though it’s long overdue, I suppose I should be clear on my lack of content reasons.

2019 has been a bit of downward spiral for me personally -
- I’m having financial problems left right and centre
- I’ve been putting on weight to a point where I’m now obese.
- Struggling with mental issues
- My fiancée is struggling with depression
- Had a breakdown a few months back

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I speak frankly about a number of things regarding various stuff.

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i am here
i am alive
i still love ponies so ever so much
and i still love you guys so ever much
i just find myself in a position where i have to hold it together and keep my family afloat instead of maintaining online relationships with strangers...

please don't hate me.....

Hey guys. How are ya'll doing? I'm... ok, I suppose. Still trying to get used to life here in Wisconsin. I started working on an original novel that I'm (hoping) to publish within the year? It's a NaNoWriMo manuscript (50k words) but messy as hell and needs a lot of work. That's one thing that's been taking up my time. I've also started trying to go on long walks again in an attempt to get healthier. Not so much exploration. My GPS on my phone was shit even in Cali, and out here I barely have

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I don't really talk politics, but given the severity of the situation and just how big it is, I felt like I should say something to some of my followers out there.

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I recently (less than an hour ago) realized that not only is my motivator fear, but everything I do in life falls into two categories.
1. Things I am afraid not to do
2. Things I do to distract me from that fear

It makes me wonder how many people live life like this, and how to fix it.

I'm not too sure on where my anxiety comes from, but have you ever left the safe confines of your house, the place where you feel the most safe, stepped outside into the wide, open world and felt incredibly vulnerable? Fresh air and socialising are things I'm not problematic about, but when I feel so tired that my brain can't function and I know I must look terrible to others, I always feel like I'm ready to crack.

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Hello, all of you.

For those who have been following me for any length of time, you've come to know that I have my fair share of issues. The biggest issue has been my health, and I've been relatively open about most of those problems. The second largest issue I've rarely discussed has been my occupation and dealing with the compensation due to my ongoing condition.

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The first: I'm hyper-emotional. I'm very sensitive in that department. I have such a strong sense of sympathy and empathy towards others, events involving cruelty, abandonment, expressions of love and affection, generally anything heartwarming or sad, dramatic, etc. I'm an absolute softie in those respects. I admittedly have frequent teary episodes, but that's maybe only the mental trauma talking.

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I don't know about any of you out there or what situations might be spread out before you, but, if you're like me, you find it impossible to think about what might happen next. You always have the troublesome thought poking around here or there that constantly has you fret about the day after tomorrow.

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I am sick and tired of people saying "it's my opinion".

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If you need to know more about this predator this video contains ALL the evidence of his evil.

First off, to the victims of Zaks evil: You have my deepest sympathies and know that all who know of his disgusting & disgraceful behaviour will support you by dragging his name through the ground!

I will say this now to the end of time PAEDOPHILIC ACTIVITY & SEXUAL EXPLOITATION IS NEVER ACCEPTABLE!!

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The last few blogs have been, in a word, hectic, for me.

A few nights ago, I've seen my grandmother get taken to hospital for the third time, fearing she'd never come home, my anxiety has been kicking my ass, my passion for writing has died out entirely with no hopes of returning, my life is still in shambles on the mental side of things and I've generally felt lost as a person, with no clue what to expect for the future. It terrifies the hell out of me.

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Welp, my uncle just pissed me off (what a shock).

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Real talk here: how many of you people would actually care if I tried rewriting Twin Madness or if I should just leave it dead as it is? I haven't updated in over a year and tbh I haven't written in that time either. So which of the like seven or so people who still read my crappy writing want this to continue.

I'll probably regret asking this in the morning.

It is with a heavy heart I write this blog. For a little over a year now I have seen this site slowly grow a bit more hostile and divided from what it was prior. It pains me, it pains my body, heart, and soul. And I'm sorry to say I've had a hand in it myself for causing perhaps some unneeded hate and vitriol. I'm truly sorry for that.

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