Search


Viewing 1 - 20 of 28 results
Aug
26th
2019

Bringing it all back home! · 5:55am Aug 26th, 2019

I am going to have to bite the bullet and actually park my arse down tomorrow and do some writing.

Read More

Dec
21st
2018

"Hypergraphia" · 2:18am Dec 21st, 2018

[Content Warning: (inaccurately depicted) obsessive mental illness]

“C’mon, Twilight. It’s time for supper!”

Twilight Velvet peeked into Twilight’s study. The young mare was hunched over her notebook, her pen dancing across the page in long, curled strokes. Velvet walked over to get a closer look. “What are you working on?” she asked.

“Oh, I’m just writing,” Twilight replied.

“All right. Well, when you’re finished, come on down, okay? Supper’s just about ready.”

Read More

Apr
12th
2018

Status Update/Discussion · 3:33am Apr 12th, 2018

As anyone could tell from looking at this account, I have no stories up on this site. It's not that I don't want to write, it's just that depression likes to act like a fucking toddler in my brain and won't let me function on anything whatsoever. However, I have gotten into contact with a psychiatrist recently and am hoping to get medicated soon. If that happens, I wanted to ask what you all think I'd be good at writing or if you have anything you'd like to see from me. I could use the ideas,

Read More

Sep
23rd
2019

Placed in the monster pen · 3:32pm Sep 23rd, 2019

A popular setting for horror anything is the haunted asylum. See, it was filled with crazy people. Crazy people are all sociopathic professional serial killers, and when they die they all turn into ghosts with have an insatiable drive to kill stupid teenagers. Nevermind that the inmates of asyla generally had even fewer rights and protections than even regular prisoners for a ridiculously long time, and the mentally "normal" staff would visit unspeakable torment on them, or allow others to do

Read More

Nov
10th
2018

Hush: Mental Illness Illuminated · 1:43am Nov 10th, 2018

Hey guys! Thanks for stopping by to read this blog!

Hush was an incredibly personal story to me, not for the usual reasons. Hush was personal to me because it really shed some light on my struggles with Paranoid Schizophrenia. The feeling that somebody is watching you, the hallucinations, the voices, and (For me) the tactile hallucinations are all very real. The worst part of the illness is that it's in the one place you can never escape: Your head.

Read More

Jun
6th
2018

Bad news · 3:54pm Jun 6th, 2018

So.. I’ve had a long time EKG on Monday and it showed the quick changes of heart frequency and the tachycardia..

Read More

Jan
16th
2019

Bird Box: Fun To Write, Serious To Speak On · 10:19am Jan 16th, 2019

Hello friends!

So glad you made your way to this blog.

I usually try and do a post with my stories the day they're posted so that they have some explanation. Obviously, I'm a wee bit late on this one, so forgive me :twilightsheepish:

WARNING: WILL CONTAIN SPOILERS FOR THE MOVIE BIRD BOX. IF YOU HAVE NOT SEEN IT, TURN BACK NOW.

Read More

Aug
14th
2015

Downer · 10:36am Aug 14th, 2015

Three days off every week. Sleep through the first day. The next two days I wake in six hour segments before the tiredness kicks in and I go sleep for another eight hours, spend another six hours awake until my energy wears down again, exhausted by nothing, back to bed. The last night/day/morning, whatever I call it, stay awake too long, desperate to accomplish something on my extended weekend. Jujitsu begins two hours before my overnight shift at Good Burger. I miss it, as usual.

Read More

Oct
12th
2017

Jumbled Thoughts on: Turtles All the Way Down · 4:42am Oct 12th, 2017

So I finished reading John Green’s new novel: Turtles All the Way Down. And it is now my personal book of the year for 2017 and my new favorite John Green novel. Though I’m incredibly biased as the book is essentially about anxiety and mental illness, of which I am terrifyingly familiar with.

Read More

Oct
15th
2018

Sad: A friend of 2 Decades now has totally delusional thinking. · 1:09am Oct 15th, 2018

I have a friend. I have known her for 2 decades. She always had fussy thinking. I tried to teach her skepticism, but she always refused because she did not want to lose the magic in the world. She now believes that the Illuminati who are lizard-people run the world but Trump will save us.

Read More

Oct
4th
2017

MLP movie · 10:23am Oct 4th, 2017

Look at all the fluid animation, look at the charm! Everything's in theme, and it's gorgeous and it's only the first three minutes.

#memepredictions btw, Spike's WhatchuTALKINbout coolguy-mcgroovy-motion will be popular gif.

Also 'Smile?' with Twilight twitching will be a thing too. It's too good to pass up.

Damn dude, 30 seconds chock full of meme potential right after the three minute mark.

Read More

Oct
20th
2017

New Story · 12:43am Oct 20th, 2017

Hi everyone, how are you all?

Read More

Dec
16th
2017

Combat PTSD, a Marine Veterans' Life Unraveled & MLP? · 2:47pm Dec 16th, 2017

I feel silly here, well I did until I Googled "MLP and PTSD"... I was a bit surprised and a little excited to see so many results. I of course wish none of us(those with PTSD and other Mental Health problems who found solace in a cartoon about ponies) had this at all. I have alot to say on the matter however find myself unable to write right now(a lack of time and a surplus of painful hands). I do want to just express how awesome it is that there is others, it's very typical for me to feel

Read More

Sep
4th
2019

Turtles All The Way Down · 8:13am Sep 4th, 2019

Today, I got the John Green Novel Turtles All The Way Down.

Today, I finished it.

Today, I felt the need to make a blog post about how this book affected me and inspired my story Hidden.

Read More

Sep
26th
2019

Why Writers Want to Die · 4:24am Sep 26th, 2019

Trigger Warning: the following is an in-depth, candid article about emotional trauma and the resulting suicidal ideation, written by someone with severe C-PTSD.


Read More

Feb
7th
2019

Recovery and Future Stories · 4:45am Feb 7th, 2019

I'm still waiting for the ketamine treatments to improve my mood, but I've only had two so far.


At least it's not ECT again...

I'm non-productive. I want this to change. I want to write again.

Read More

Nov
20th
2018

Writing! · 2:17pm Nov 20th, 2018

Hey y'all I'm trying to get back to writing more regularly and building up my older habits of working on different projects each day to combat my ADHD, this includes of course, my beloved Pony Fic (even if they're only beloved by me hahah).

Just wanted to let you all know that I haven't actually died after teasing with the recent Affame D'amour update. I'm working on this but it's hard to get back into a habit that's been broken with my ADHD.

Read More

Dec
10th
2016

Thanks for making 'Always Here' featured · 5:55am Dec 10th, 2016

Tonight, Always Here went full mature featured. I'm surprised and flattered, and I honestly didn't think that would happen. But I put a special sorta work into this one, and I'm deeply pleased to hear that it's helped some of you and that many of you can relate to it in some capacity. It's about very serious and personal issues, which I don't always touch on, but I wanted to do it right. It seems I did, or at least many of you think

Read More

Oct
17th
2018

The Quiet War, Part 2: An Inpatient in a Psychiatric Hospital · 11:31pm Oct 17th, 2018

WARNING: The following blog has very frank discussions about mental health, psychiatric medications, the side effects of psychiatric medications, suicide, suicidal ideation, and similar topics.

Read More

Mar
25th
2017

The Sun Shines No More: Final Words · 9:31pm Mar 25th, 2017

Well that update schedule went to hell Hey all! So I hope we were all satisfied! Thank you guys so much for all the kind words you’ve sent, when I first had the idea for this I had no idea it would gain such an intelligent group of followers! You guys really took this seriously, I've been watching you guys get into full conversations in the comment section, I've loved it! (Some of you even shouting at each other over if the Dazzlings should be punished or not :rainbowlaugh: ) As I said

Read More

Viewing 1 - 20 of 28 results
Join our Patreon to remove these adverts!