I've been in a bit of a funk lately. Depression at it's peak, and I'm trying to get my medications straightened out so I can feel human again. I wanted to ask all of you if you've ever been depressed. Not only that, but (if you don't mind) what caused said depression? Do you suffer from it constantly, or just off and on?
I was telling my therapist about my writing (in very vague terms) and how I really enjoy 'rage against the heavens' as a trope (see also bellikos rising against their creators in that EQ expansion) and they started connecting it to my parental issues.
And it made sense and yet I had never made that connection. It's so weird to observe my own habits and thought processes like that.
Hello everypony! I've really been enjoying how positive this community is, and I guess I wanted to let you all know a bit more about myself. This will be the first time I (or any of us) have talked about this online, but call me emboldened by anonymity. Here goes:
To avoid confusion, I'm going to refer to my half-sisters by the initials of their first names, K and D.
It all started in the final week of November when K announced on the group chat in Messenger that there's going to be a family gathering in D's house on December 25th. Because of that, negative assumptions were running around my head and it made me go through depression that was worse than I could've ever imagined.
I've been struggling with depression since 2014, after graduating from college in 2013. My course deals with a lot of politics and international relations and I honestly did not see myself working for the government.
Sidious is a sadistic psychopath. Vader has borderline personality disorder and clinical depression.
It's because I had mental health issues that needed sorting out. Plus, there's all these fanfics I've been reading that I felt needed to have their own TvTropes pages it's just ugh! And real life! How can I forget real life?! Do you know how hard it is to get up out of bed some mornings? Sucks having OCD and bipolar, you know.
Phwoo, okay, needed to get that off my chest. Now, hopefully, I should be in working condition in no time.
Inspiration hit today as I was reading the next story I am reviewing and preparing for an upcoming meeting with AANE. Decided to create a Discord, and once I got that all sorted out I thought... Why not an accompanying Reddit to go with it? So I've created both:
... I mean, we had it coming.
Our relationship has been growing increasingly toxic as of late. He would always be approaching me for help with his emotional problems (sometimes contacting me in the middle of the night) and I would be there to provide comfort and reassurance the best I could. But when I would be the one approaching him with my anxiety issues, he would shrug me off with a, "That's nothing. Don't worry about it."
Any of you heard of this indie game called Mind Scanners? Markiplier made a Let's Play of it:
Anyway, it is a psychiatrist simulator (for lack of better words) that takes places in this dystopian future, where you scan your patients' minds, declare them sane or insane, and use all sorts of gizmos to cure your patients of their insanity should you declare them insane.
I just wanted to share my feelings real quick. I love mlp and everything involved but hate myself for not having friends. It's not normal to be stuck on the internet, or at least online, without friends? Not even here do I have friends. Lol. 
(this felt rewarding but i might delete later)
I wanted to talk about a realization I’ve had about depression, and specifically the suicidal side of depression. I want to start a discussion on this because it’s hard to talk about being suicidal, and that’s a problem. The main thing I’ve come to realize is that we only use one word, “suicidal”, but it means many more than one thing.
Hi everyone.
Last year, you may remember someone commenting on my story 'Apeejack' harassing me, demanding that I take it down because it was "against [their] privacies" and because it was a disgusting story that had no right to be on here? And then she started arguing with a moderator trying to get them to delete it because it had gotten a load of downvotes and again was "against her privacies".
WARNING! The following contains a rundown of events during the struggle to get a single chapter of A Deer Named John written between May and October of 2020. It is only a bullet list of events but does refer to moments of severe mental health. It does NOT go into detail of these mental health events.
It is also only an explanation for the delays, not an excuse for them. It also does not give specific dates though some could be found through cross-reference with other blog entries.
The topic was raised recently among the comments of Fallen Angels, and I thought I'd share my understanding and thoughts, so here they are.
Pedophilia and Mental Health:
So I read a story on FIMFic today, and now I need to get some things out. Dunno if anyone will read this. Doesn't really matter if they do. very little editing. sorry if it's hard to follow.
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A little over a month ago, my mother had a manic episode.
Okay, I'm still reeling from everything that happened over the past two hours, so I apologize if this feels like a rushed rant. I'm still wiping tears from my face while typing this.
Me. (source)
It's super important to me that people like my pony stories. 
But sometimes I just want to hammer out a quick thing so people give me egobo. 
It's better to spend a long time on a story and have it be good. Right? Right?
Hi everyone.
I know I said a couple weeks ago that I was going to start writing the next chapter, but I haven't been able to yet. I started a new job three weeks ago and it's been giving me so much anxiety that I haven't been able to concentrate much on anything else. Not to mention that I have been given a lot of overtime, so I haven't had as much free time to be able to write - on my days off I just want to sleep!
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