I got asked out to lunch today, and it seemed like a nice place atop this hill.

But when we got inside the waitress rushed us to order, I literally looked at the menu for less than a minute.

I ended up with a chicken finger plate, the sides I got two but they were all potatoes of some kind, I mean no salad or anything.

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I just wanna get away from my dad

I would be censoring which relative he is like I do with most my other relative. But after 20+ years of dealing with him. With only two other relatives to talk about it with. Because I didn’t want to talk to anyone else about it. He deserves to be shamed

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When this asshole:

Was once a cutie?:

I got 1 week until I have to return to school..... I DON'T WANNA GO!!!!!!!!!

I tend to do that alot nowadays.

I get up at four in the morning and start my day, I go to work and find myself back at home.

I wait for the weekend and visit my sister with her family.

This is my pattern and I feel...

Idk, I feel stuck on repeat.

That this is my lot in life, I find myself thinking back to my ex.

We clicked together perfectly, but I tossed it away due to fear.

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With all the insanity from this past week and into this week, I'm afraid there won't be a Inspirational Thoughts blog this week........sorry people life has just got to me and I just can't this week. Sorry! Next week for sure!

1st hour (English 11): Substitute and me fussin' over the fact.
2nd hour (Algebra II part I): Same teacher, same terrible puns.
3rd hour(?):....? Idk what my 3rd hour is at the moment....sat in the principle office and chilled.

Yeah...that's how my day was.

Where has my motivation gone? Who knows. Maybe if I didn't keep forgetting about this altogether, I'd have no problem. Oh well.
I'll try to write more but no promises.

I don't know how long this will be.

Currently I'm battling depression and anxiety. I was diagnosed with it about a year ago, but I've suspected that it's been there longer. There are days where I just feel like life means nothing and that mine is a waste.

Right now it's after midnight and I haven't even gotten up out of my bed to get ready. I dunno why. Sometimes I feel like the struggle is worse than I say it is. I dunno.

The design is great, and the idea behind it is awesome... But being stuck at half my writing speed is really frustrating. I'm accumulating a lot of delay in my writing. I really wanted to finish at least one chapter of TMitW before November, especially since my Nanowrimo won't involve ponies. I am "dissatisfied". And too stubborn to just let go. Moonit.

Looks like I missed the printing of two of my favorite fics. I've only found out too late. I wonder if anybody else is printing Background Pony or the Time Loop trilogy.

Hi everyone. It's been a while since I last posted something. I really wanted to finish off my current stories before I posted this new one, but for a long while now I haven't felt very comfortable with writing anything fresh. As such, I have this little gift from the back of my presses.

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So, you know how everyone is getting sick recently? Well, it happened to me. And my finger hurts a bit, but that's unrelated.

This shouldn't interfere with my review schedule that much, though.

Let me start off by saying that the whole allegation that Sweden has legalized the flag of ISIS is phony to begin with, I think. Also, to contradict the title, that is EXACTLY what the Alt-Right has said about Sweden for a very long time.

Ben Minnotte's Oddity Archive is one of the most successful web series ever produced. His program discusses (and then mocks) the various odd, obscure and obsolete areas of TV, Music, Film and Technology.

One of Oddity Archive's many sub-series is VHS Vault, or, as I'd like to call it, Why Did These Tapes Exist?

In this installment of the series, we go over two notable party videos.

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Okay, so apparently the ECT doctor is still conferring with the doctor who installed my neurostim implant so it will be safe to proceed. That means no zap today.

In all likelihood the zap will be Wednesday morning. I'll post about it after it happens.

EDIT: Zomg they're still not sure about doing it with the implant in place and now they have to talk to the manufacturer! Earliest will be Friday and even then I don't know.

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I'm still alive. I'm just very, very tired. Having a disease like ME/CFS is not much fun.

Teaching is very difficult with my disabilities, even with a reduced load. I'm pretty sure I'll make it through this semester, but I'm not sure what I'm going to do to manage this in the future. I have Summer off. I'll need time to think. I don't have that time right now.

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