My dad died today. I still cannot believe it even though I knew it was coming. It doesn't seem real. Everytime I go to the livingroom where he was I just keep expecting to see him there. I know in my heart ge is dead I just can't accept it I guess. He was tough, lived a year and a half longer than any of the doctors expected. I just thought I would have more time. I guess I was wrong.

Was running errands early today.

Passed by a Memorial service held for a poor family who had lost a loved one.

It got me thinking about someone in my life who I had lost, how life just moves forward without skipping a beat.

Oi, I tried my best to wear a smile today, but overall I really just felt drained.

It's nearing that time of year again, when I just felt the pressure of my loss the worst.

Each day feels like a Time Bomb.

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I don't know...
I just don't know anymore.
Is anything I do good?
Writing has always been comforting to me, and yes I struggle with grammar, but I don't know how to get better, they say keep writing keep trying, but I've been writing most of my life, and I'm still struggling.
Probably not going to be very active while I deal with this. I'm sorry. I wish I was stronger, I wish I could be better.

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So Today I've had $3000 worth of military gear stolen, along with my ps4, a tv game case, and sadly my only laptop. So I'm sorry to say it may be a while before I will be able to write again. It's extremely aggravating for me, but I can imagine it must be just as aggravating to not recieve chapter updates.

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Alright new chapter is almost ready, i needed to rewrite cause of mutiple reason xD but hey atleast im not dead....lol but anyways i hope you waited long enough but hey i just notice there not much of story about gilda with an oc of someone or with anon weird can someone tell me why?

That was the topic of my part of Trick Question's talk last night. Here are my slides (revised today). Not Trick Question's slides, because they aren't mine.

Why Do People Like Sad Stories?

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my wife tells me I can bring joy to others

my wife says my words bring comfort

maybe I no longer believe the world is worth the risk of helping, because humans are fundamentally predatory.

so if the world fundamentally betrays you, what would make you want to share those things with them?

serious question. trolls and bullshit gets deleted and reported.

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I play alot of TF2 so hearing that we lost Rick May yesterday because of the Virus really hits you right in the feels
It was wonderful going into tf2 servers and seeing everyone play soldier in respect to this fallen Legend

"You were good son, real good, maybe even the best."
-Soldier

I'm starting to get bored. I see you know, 252 views on my first chapter, and 12 likes, and I think. (That's a good start. Good start.)

Then I see that only one person's bothered to talk to me, and it just dies. Questing's so much more interactive than fanfiction... But I'm not giving up. Hopefully, people start interacting with me and my story, beyond putting it in their 'read later' list.

Last night, two of my mom’s chickens were attacked and we just found the rooster this morning. He was cold, but still breathing when we found him. Right now, we have him rolled up in a towel, and put him in a box with a heating lamp to keep him warm. He has some of his back head feathers torn out and he’s covered in dried blood. As for the hen, she’s currently M.I.A. As for what attacked them, we assume it was raccoons. Does anyone have any advice they could give me?

Hey everypony... So... This is gonna be my final message to you guys... After this, I won't be doing anything else on this or any of my platforms... I just want y'all to know I'm sorry... People have been hating on me over opinions and death threatening me over false accusations... So... I'm leaving. And I ain't gonna come back. Ever. The only thing you can expect to come from me is Nightshifts at Daisy's (a Minecraft map I'm making that is too close to finished to not release.). You can find a

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Seriously, ouch. Someone took the time to downvote both of my Kindled stories... kinda feels like I got a gut punch. No new upvotes, just one person who felt the need to downvote both... if he didn't like one there was no way he would've read the other right? That's some malicious intent.

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Hey everypony... So... This is gonna be my final message to you guys... After this, I won't be doing anything else on this or any of my platforms... I just want y'all to know I'm sorry... People have been hating on me over opinions and death threatening me over false accusations... So... I'm leaving. And I ain't gonna come back. Ever. The only thing you can expect to come from me is Nightshifts at Daisy's (a Minecraft map I'm making that is too close to finished to not release.). You can find a

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EDIT: I've had an astonishing amount of hate directed at me for writing a post against hate. I think I've figured out why: because I wrote that the left and the right are basically the same. I didn't mean that they're equally right or wrong on every issue. But I think that for every horrible thing that conservatives want, there is a horrible thing that the left wants. For every insane religious belief conservatives hold, there is an insane religious belief the left holds. For every lie

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I'm writing something sad.

Again.

Sadder than before. I genuinely wonder what the fuck is wrong with me that I'm writing this thing...

It should be done in a few days.

In other news...want to hear me talk about one of my more disgusting vomit-filled stories? Yeah? Ok, have a listen to this. The AiE Book club read my story and reviewed it. Because why not.
https://soundcloud.com/aiebookclub/anonpencil

Enjoy.

I was gonna draw something here but I'll repost it later...

~TheHeartsSisters

Source

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Yeah, I think I went in over my head here.

You know my new fall of equestria story?

I'm considering deleting it.

But before you rage, hear me out.

I love the Second World War and the history it made. But I think that crossing it over with the Fall Of Equestria verse, where sex slavery and rape abounds, doesn't add up to a good story.

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I had Bouts of Forgetful Artistic Destruction on my Read-it-Later list, with about 500 other stories, and made time for it because HoofBitingActionOverload says he'll unpublish all his stories sometime this week.

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Don't expect as many updates. Long story, but my main writing method got closed off. None of my stories are cancelled, it's now that I can't get as many chapters out as I used to. So, yeah. Sorry about that.

On the bright side, I am starting a crossover with TOM CLANCY'S The Division. I think I have a good amount of knowledge of it to get one going. Still in development at the moment.

Peace out.