I had enough, after thinking it over for a long time I decided to stop writing here. I tried, I really did to draw attention to my only two stories...one of which is incomplete and will forever will be. It's unfortunate for me as I loved this fandom, but now that feeling devolved and I can only look at it in bitterness as my stories become forgotten and just another bump in the road.

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I have officially left the fandom and most likely not returning. I thank the fandom for what it has done for me, but I can no longer stay in it. It has from what I have seen become very toxic and I can no longer handle it. I know that some of you will flame me for saying that the fandom is toxic, but it is and everyone needs to realize that. The fandom's motto was 'love and tolerate', but from what I have seen it hasn't been shown since season 4, or maybe longer. Again, that is from what I have

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Hello.

Yeah, it's been a good long while, hasn't it? I think my last blog post was back in 2017 during my first year of college. I'd be surprised if anyone around here actually remembers much of me, but I do have some good memories of my time on the site. I'm obviously still around, given that I'm making this post, but at this point I've mostly moved on from the MLP fandom.

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Before anyone freaks out, no, I am not attempting suicide a third time!

Now that this disclaimer is out of the way, I wanted to let everyone know that my psychiatrist told me to delete each and every one of my socials permanently, if I am to keep my mental health in check.

Depression and anxiety suck, and being online has made some symptoms worse.

Twitter and Discord have both been deleted (2 weeks for Discord to permanently delete, and 30 days for Twitter to permanently delete).

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And while it kind of sucks, I'm also kind of okay with it...

I've been fighting depression pretty badly for the past year or so. Things just went downhill for me the November before this last one. I've had to deal with a lot of bad luck, poor health, drama, and unfortunately deaths as well...
I honestly don't know if I'll be coming back to writing much, if at all. I'm moving my unfinished story back to hiatus for now in case I change my mind, but please don't expect much.

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To all my awesome fans and watchers, have a safe and happy new year!

Sorry I've been absent lately. 2020 apparently didn't want to go quietly, so real life's been keeping me away from my laptop. But don't worry, I'll be updating my stories really soon. Starting with my Kingdom Hearts fic.

Hope everyone enjoys the first day of 2021!

HAAAAA HAAAAA HAAAAA HAAAA HAAAA HAAAA HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!

My sole regret is I couldn't convince Alex Jones to buy it and turn it into a Confederate History image gallery. It would have been the masterpiece that set me up as the true Troll God Emperor.

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1. I won't be available until Monday because I'm going on a retreat.
2. I am going to post a bunch of poems. Yay!

So....this has no meaning of being here really....I’m not much a part of this community....all I really do is post stupid fucking stories.....

I don’t know why I’m really doing this...for attention, for clarity, for support or comfort. I hope for the latter.

I’m not gonna bore this with quotes or some random bullshit to pull from my ass. Heck I don’t even know what to say other than to tell myself sorry for not talking more to him yesterday, even though I didn’t know it was his last.

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So I just watched the final episode of my little pony, and holy crap was that a deep-touching moment. In that final epilogue episode, everything fromt he series was encapsulated, and it was literally so mindblowing to me I needed a good while to just think about what I just saw and resolve everything mentally. I wanted to give the show, my companion of nine years, a small sendoff of my own, by saying to the (likely very few reading this) the ways I am grateful to the creators of this show, and

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I couldn't tell you why I still have a FIMFiction tab open on my browser, and I can't even tell you the last time I clicked onto it. I think it's realistic that posting this is the last major activity I'll grant the site.

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I don’t have the slight ability to write anymore, nor gonna pressure myself of all the multiple story ideas I’ve kept in the dark. I’m officially done writing fanfiction. Sorry it all came down to this but I’ve felt emptiness in me, that no one bothers to see me as a slight personal person. My last blog didn’t even make any difference which furthers why drama is really overrated and too miserable. At the moment, I’m not in the mood to watch cartoons that I wrote stories off, I’ve went through

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Wow she's back. Or well at least this will be the last time I see her. I thought it was that moment a few months ago. The moment when I knew I would let her go to that different school in that different city when I let her go. And now I'm finally over her and I know it's not her fault but she made me remember all those painful days that I've endured.

I guess I'm ok. It's just that I'm confused..

I've promised a lot of things in the past and I know I have yet to do any of them but with the way things have been going for me, I don't know if I'll be able to fulfill anything that concerns with MLP again. I've lost my spark in it a year ago and so far the new things added with MLP like the characters, LOE, Spruce the Douche and etc. I'm not feeling what I used to back then and I've started to slowly move on from it as a whole.

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Yes, indeedy-doo, it's about time for 2016 to show it's head! After the utter SHIT-FEST that was 2015 (famous actors dying, horrid game releases, summer vacation ending, etc.), I'm looking forward to this year. Hell, I KNOW it's gonna be good, because we have a new Fire Emblem game coming out, as well as Mario & Luigi: Paper Jam, Bravely Second, and so much more! It's gonna be sweet!

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Well, this is it. The final close of 2021. We've been through a lot more this year, haven't we? More troubles, more strife, but more wins and little bits of hope to keep us going. And we're still here, still plowing forward in spite of it all.

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So, if anyone read my last blog post, you would have noticed that I may have mentioned I was military.

Well, unfortunately, due to medical issues, my employment with my country's armed forces is coming to an end. Things happened, things changed, and I'm researching how I'm going to move forward on this.

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Well, the 2016 Hugo Award finalists have been announced. And ... I can't say the list is surprising. Good? I also can't say that. At this point, the only topic of the entire set that seems to have any relevancy at all to the real world is the category for film, which looks to be a four-way battle between Fury Road, The Martian, The Force Awakens, and Age of Ultron.

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Wait, it's tomorrow!?
Afternoon Everyone

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The title says it all here folks, I'm finally leaving. I've been a part of this fandom since the very beginning and I just can't take the amount of autistic content going around as well as how the "new" side of the show is going. The only real reason I was staying anyways was because of the art and music. That being said here are a list of people that have kept me strong in the fandom up to this point. I highly recommend you take a look at them:
Proenix: vector artist @ Deviant art

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