Even those who have done wrong in the past can still be a valuable addition to society if given a chance
The princesses are… I cannot even write the words! I found them lying there so peacefully! Oblivious to the perilous state our nation is now in! While I can only hope this was not somehow intentional… a way to get some much needed (and deserved) rest, the nation still requires leadership! As I write this, I have sent for the Hero of Light and await his arrival. He is next to lead Equestria through these difficult times. Should he decline, Captain Decimus will be informed later today
Dear Journal,
She… Cherry… she doesn’t remember me! I knew being forgotten hurt, but… this is just overwhelming! The love of my life doesn’t even remember my proposal! This has got to be one of the worst days of my life! It’s right down there with when my mother passed away! It’s like… like the old Cherry, the one I loved… died. Hopefully she’ll remember me soon!
Dear Diary,
Well… my plan from yesterday was a complete failure! I just don’t understand what went wrong! By my calculations, everything should have been accounted for! What could I have missed?! How can I make this work?! ARGH! More questions than I have answers for!
Dear Diary,
Arc is finally coming to tea! I’ve been planning this for some time now! If all goes according to plan, he won’t be alone any longer! Arc’s been a good friend to me… to my friends… and to Equestria! He deserves proper female companionship! Sadly, with Cherry gone, there’s nopony good enough for Arc in this land, myself included! I may not be much, but… I’m willing to give everything of myself to make Arc happy! Even… even my body and marehood…
Dear Diary,
My dad took me to something called a “mall” today. I’ve never seen so many stores before! Not even when we toured Canterlot! And these are all inside one BIG building! We were inside this really big store with a lot of clothes inside. Dad said something about me needing to wear girl’s clothes. Not sure why, but… I don’t know anything about being a human. It’s still a bit uncomfortable wearing these things, but… if I didn’t, I’d freeze here on Earth!
Journal Date 11/30/2018
Whatever you may think of reading craft books, whether a waste of time, or going slavishly by the advice, and everything in between, I think it's a universally held truth that reading them, ingesting ideas from other authors about the craft we're all engaged in, churns the well of ideas within us.
Dear Diary,
I... I'm not in Tartarus anymore. That should make me happy, but it does not! Father is still locked away there, as is the rest of our race. While I hold no love for them, other than my father, no one deserves to live their entire lives in that place! That is the only reason I continued to build and design for my father all those years! But... I always knew in the back of my mind what he and the others would do if they ever escaped!
Dear Journal,
Today I helped Applejack deliver a shipment to a place called Barnyard Bargains. It's your typical big box store like we have back home. We met the Assistant Manager, a mare named Ocean Breeze. She seemed really nice! Unlike her boss, Filthy Rich! Maybe he just rubbed me the wrong way, but I could tell immediately that he fancies himself more important that he really is!
Dear Diary,
Well, it looks like I'm on trial again! Although this time the charges are 100% true! I DID attack Canterlot! I DID try to kill the princess! And I... I... I DID kill... the Captain of the Royal Guard. He was a horrible, horrible stallion! But... that doesn't make me feel any better, knowing what I did!