It's because I had mental health issues that needed sorting out. Plus, there's all these fanfics I've been reading that I felt needed to have their own TvTropes pages it's just ugh! And real life! How can I forget real life?! Do you know how hard it is to get up out of bed some mornings? Sucks having OCD and bipolar, you know.

Phwoo, okay, needed to get that off my chest. Now, hopefully, I should be in working condition in no time.

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Good evening,

Some of you might already know this, but on Tuesday, I tried to end my own life, for the second time. The first time I tried was six years ago, when I was 14. I took a bunch of sleeping pills, but thankfully not enough to kill me. I spent a good 40 hours in the emergency psychiatric ward until I was discharged earlier this afternoon.

My suicide attempt on Tuesday was a desperate cry for help, and thankfully it was heard.

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Hey, everyone. Noah here.

I caused a bit of a ruckus three days ago, when I said that I'm leaving fimfiction for good. I just wanted to pop in and let everyone know that I am okay.

I didn't fabricate the fact that I need to take some time to fix my tech addiction, but I realized that I can't just go cold turkey with social media; I need to learn how to use it in moderation. I am seeing a "tech addiction" counselor and it is helping somewhat.

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This is going to be a slightly different post than usual. There is no story update to provide here. This blog post is mainly to tell everyone who will read it to keep their worth in mind when approaching any situation. I will do that by providing an example of my own life.

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...and maybe a little scared too.

Totally not losing it at all!

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I wanted to talk about a realization I’ve had about depression, and specifically the suicidal side of depression. I want to start a discussion on this because it’s hard to talk about being suicidal, and that’s a problem. The main thing I’ve come to realize is that we only use one word, “suicidal”, but it means many more than one thing.

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With my own doctors, I mean. And rarely in good ways.

In college, I was "the most allergic person" my allergist had ever seen.

Today I had a broken tooth removed, and according to my dentist, it was "the most difficult extraction I've ever done".

The extraction itself was a full hour of agony, but it honestly doesn't hurt a lot now.

I'm skipping school to go have a Mental Health Day (Watching Infinity War).

Plus I may have a light story about a Dream I had last month. Albeit the detailing is a bit fabricated apart when it comes to the jumbled mess that is a dream.

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This all started in July. Whenever I eat chips or junk food, a couple of hours later, I experienced stomach cramps and/or a burning sensation in my throat. I frequently burped to let all the gas out and I had difficulty farting and shitting because of this discomfort.

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Okay, short version; Work has been having me work a LOT, IRL life stuff, my mental health taking a nose dive for a bit, and my computer needing a replacement part...AGAIN.

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Hello everyone, Noah here.

First, happy birthday, Mom! You turn 47 today. I wouldn't be where I am today without you. I love you so much.

My depression is, well its not worse, but it hasn't really improved that much. I've been sporadically posting on X.com and my discord server, but I am trying to get chronic tech dependency under control. My therapist thinks I can do it.

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Hello, Noah/Clockwork here.

Happy Mar10 day to all who celebrate. If you are reading this, odds are we just had daylight savings time. This means I beat winter depression! Woohoo!

This past fall and winter were one of the worst in my life, and I am happy to be (mostly) better.

My Clockwork advice? Exercise for 30 minutes six times a week, and one day a week with no internet connection.

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Maintaining good health and wellness has become a top priority for many individuals. People are increasingly turning to Pure Natural Supplements to support their well-being, seeking alternatives to traditional medicine.

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Hey everyone,

I know I've been gone for a while now and I just thought I'd give you all an update on where I've been and what's going on in terms of new stories/drawings.

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Dear Bronies and Pegasisters,

First, I think I owe some, well, a good chunk of you an apology for giving heart attacks over the previous blog.

I know I've shocked so many people out there. Although I wanted to share my situation just to keep you all aware, I never meant to scare any of you. If by chance I have, please believe me when I say that I am sorry. I didn't want anyone to worry about me this much.

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WARNING! The following contains a rundown of events during the struggle to get a single chapter of A Deer Named John written between May and October of 2020. It is only a bullet list of events but does refer to moments of severe mental health. It does NOT go into detail of these mental health events.

It is also only an explanation for the delays, not an excuse for them. It also does not give specific dates though some could be found through cross-reference with other blog entries.

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Before anyone freaks out, no, I am not attempting suicide a third time!

Now that this disclaimer is out of the way, I wanted to let everyone know that my psychiatrist told me to delete each and every one of my socials permanently, if I am to keep my mental health in check.

Depression and anxiety suck, and being online has made some symptoms worse.

Twitter and Discord have both been deleted (2 weeks for Discord to permanently delete, and 30 days for Twitter to permanently delete).

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Making the difficult decision to address health issues in the workplace can be a challenging but necessary step towards prioritizing personal well-being. It may involve acknowledging signs of burnout, stress, or physical ailments that are impacting one's ability to perform at their best. Ignoring these warning signs can lead to prolonged health issues and decreased productivity, affecting not just the individual but also the overall work environment.

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