Well, I do not believe it, Brethren! My old laptop is gone and now I'm sat with a new(ish) laptop on my lap.

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Toss out a bunch of stuff,
Whaddaya get?
Another day longer and deeper in the box,
Mr Moving Man, don't call my name,
I'm gonna be here until time ends.

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Just a short one, it will end in about ten-ish minutes!

TO THE PREMIERE!

As if life wasn't complex enough, I am like most people - I buy stuff both out of necessity and also because I want it because it appeals to me. With no appeal, I have no reason to own such stuff, as it would be clutter. However, as sad as I am to admit it, that is the case with me.

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Today, I bring some pretty sad and unfortunate news regarding our family pet, Lenny.

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I made an announcement that is pretty important for everyone who follows me and expects new content from me to hear. I know it's short and incredibly brief, but you should give it a listen to know what's going on.

Happy birthday, Kurt. Another year, another great musician missed but not forgotten.

Thanks for the music, grunge soul. You've inspired countless thousands. Hope you're still rocking it, wherever you are.

Last month in October, it was my birthday, and I came home with one of my favourite guitars. There's a new guitar shop directly around the corner from my house, so it's a perfect deal if I need new pedals, cables, straps, leads or cleaning equipment and / or cases, so I ended up going over there with my guitar to see how much I could get for it.

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Can't wait to leave where I am now and go back home. As much as I don't get along with a certain someone, it's still better than going insane and stressed here.

I think I shall also make it better buy taking in another pet to make it more fluffy and homely. Life without a fuzzy companion is a life not worth thinking about. Should buy a degu or other rodent, maybe another guinea pig.

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I don't smile,
I don't laugh,
I don't care about life,
I don't think about tomorrow,
Every day is just another that is borrowed.

Anxiety is always surging,
My stomach is always purging and twisting,
My thoughts are always kept high but my head is hung down low,
I don't want this pain anymore,
Misery is aplenty,
I just want to get out of here.

Don't lie to me,
I see it in your eyes, the fact that you are scared of me,
I know not why, and it makes me cry,

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Rain, rain, go away,
Come back another day,

Words spoken mostly by the English. We've been getting it a lot lately, and towns and villages around the country have succumbed to flooding. I'm all for enjoying the rain, but there is such thing as too much rain. Still, I prefer it over sun. Give me rain / snow any day of the year, but, please, Mr Rain Cloud, learn some restraint. Don't make me come up there, mister!

Toast.

Toawst.

Thouwst.

ToAsT.

ToAwSt.

'Nd jam.

'Nd JAYM.

TOAWST 'ND JAYM!

TOAST AND JAYUM!

TOE-ST UND JAYHUM!

White toawst 'n' jam.

Brown ToAwSt 'n' JaYm.

50/50 ToAwSt 'n' JAYM.

White, Brown, 50/50 Toawst 'n' Jaym.

ALL THE TOAWST!

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With thanks to some unknown error on my recording software, today's reading will likely be tonight's reading, as I had spent roughly an hour sitting here recording it all, only for it to clip out EVERY SINGLE AUDIO CLIP, randomly cutting out the dialogue. As a result, I have no choice but to record it all AGAIN. I'm not sure why this happened exactly, or why it split all my clips apart, but the reading is already off schedule for release (I'm aiming for per three days) and now

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I wanted to make a TS video that took place during the time of the prequel to The Heart That Forgot How to Feel, so I went ahead and I made one. A little shoddy, I think, but it worked out fairly well.

I'm pretty depressed now.

I preferred traffic when covid stopped people driving to work; it was peaceful and it was a great time for me to first own a car. Today, however, while trying to find another music shop, made a mistake. It was an easy mistake to make, but it both made me feel like an asshole and also like a moron.

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Coffee is a bitter drink with a sweet edge to it. You know what's sweeter? Considering supporting me and my work! Not only for my writing here, but for my YouTube channel, too. I'll be grateful for as long as I can continue doing this to anybody who'll consider giving me chance! 💛

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I'm a little...disheartened.

All my life, I have done nothing but obsess over films and fantasizing about becoming a film director. Of course, it comes secondary to my writing career, which I'm still massively focused on, but there is something so satisfying and magical about working on the set of a film or on the stage in a theatre.

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Not too sure on where this will end up, but I have to be totally honest with you all.

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I'm thinking of shutting down FireRain. I've contemplated on it, but not sure if it's a wise move or not.

I don't really post anything much here anymore, and I haven't been around as much as usual, and I feel like I've pushed all I can. Over the years and causing myself to burn out entirely, that spark inside me that drives me to write or care enough to write anything has died.

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I'm not too sure on where my anxiety comes from, but have you ever left the safe confines of your house, the place where you feel the most safe, stepped outside into the wide, open world and felt incredibly vulnerable? Fresh air and socialising are things I'm not problematic about, but when I feel so tired that my brain can't function and I know I must look terrible to others, I always feel like I'm ready to crack.

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