Just "Tassel" is fine, thank you. And please read this as a message in a bottle:

I grew up on the old Internet where the last thing anybody was online was themselves. (and we were all better for it oldmanyellsatcloud.jpeg) So it has never been my inclination to say anything with more than a vague allusion to anything ever going on in my personal life.

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I find myself agreeing with this. (There has been some talk about this recently in the Human in Equestria group) Don't get me wrong, he's useful for funny one-shots and short sex stories. Yes, I Bendy lord of trashy Anon Second Person fics knows they are trash.

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Eight years ago, on 10/10/10, several shows premiered. One of them was about ponies, and it was pretty good.

A few decades before that, several people were born. One of them was me, and I turned out pretty good.

Happy birthday to us both.

Tuesday was real bad

And it was almost my last

But I am still here

__________

Anxiety sucks

To some it doesn't look bad

But my mind holds proof

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My loved ones love me

I don't think I deserve it

But God says I'm wrong

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I just need a break

A pause button for my life

This is too much, man

Ten years ago, on 10/10/10, Friendship is Magic premiered.

A number of years before that, so did I.

Happy ponyversary to all, and Fomemas to me in particular.

...because "How I first got into "My Little Pony" wasn't dramatic enough of a title.

FULL STORY COMING SOON

If you guys didn't know I was hit pretty hard in the PMs and so in the last blog I was considering the possibility of me leaving Fimfiction because of how bad it was and of course my lovely fiance cheered me up but it still hit me pretty hard and I am still toying with the idea of leaving. Please don't tell a admen about this because I don't want to provoke this guy. Anyways I am not certain about anything and I am still a little bit shook up but I am return to where I was originally. Although

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I am sorry that I haven't been able to be online recently but it's really difficult to explain why I haven't written chapters for my stories and I suppose that I owe you guys an answer. The reason I haven't been writing is because I am not in a good mental state right now and to be honest I don't think I ever was. I always used writing as a tool to relax with but recently I have seen my life be crushed before my eyes more times then I can count and I am incredibly scared. I have tried to do

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I have recently had a mental breakdown and am seeking help, which is taking time, and I should have got a long, long time ago. I have lost interest in my hobbies and have no support, so I won't be working on any art or writing for the foreseeable future. I will update if and when my circumstances change. I wish I could release everything I have done up to this point to at least leave you with something, I'm sorry.

I was expecting to hear you're guys thoughts about the last blog post but no one has really commented on the blog post and to be honest I could use advice on how to make the story better.

Hello again everyone,

My older brother passed away yesterday at 9:42am. I'm sad and coping with the loss. Thank you for all your support. I don't want to say anymore on a public space such as this one.

-Cat

Hello there everypony! It's been a long time since I last spoke hasn't it? I honestly kind of forgotten to blog since I've been so busy dealing with Dad and with life in general to say anything here.

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Back to looking for a job. The last one's contract didn't get renewed, supposedly due to budget cuts. Really I didn't feel that I knew what I was doing, and the work was unsatisfying and far from the software development I'd been wanting to do, but it was at least a dignified exit on good terms. Very quiet, actually; the only peep I got about it before the morning of my exit was a phone call from my nominal employer at a HR company, not the company I physically worked at.

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It's time to unpack, I've missed this place after my voluntary vacation (it's a long story that led up to it). Had a change of mind and heart on quite a few things. I'll spare everyone the novel sized explanations unless they really want it. Even then I wouldn't recommend it.

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The blog post where I said I don't deserve your support was just stupid and was wrong of me. I shouldn't just throw myself under the bus like that. I have never really had support before at least not genuine. So I always figured I have to earn it as well as the fact that other people are more deserving of support than me. People who have lost everything. I am sorry for everything I shouldn't just throw myself under the bus like that. I am sorry. I should do better I will do better I hope you

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I have already made it clear that in the past I have been more machine then human but I was brought back to being human again by my fiance. I have been happy with everything incept recently. I have watched my life get ripped apart in away that I can't repair. I have been dealing with my problems and my epilepsy. I have always remained strong and standing well the old me that is as I have been working as hard as I can and haven't been strong enough to do anything. Everybody looks at me and asks

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I've quietly been lurking around this site for years.

Reading, enjoying, sometimes laughing or crying. One can only guess how many times I've had the "what did I just read?!" moment. You know it, don't pretend you don't. Ho ho ho...

Tonight, as I do most of my reading late into the dark hours, I read something that actually touched me a bit on a personal level. I'm not sure where I've been going off the rails lately, but it was a story that helped give me some fresh perspective.

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I have been wondering about my relationship because its it's a pretty big step me and my girlfriend are talking but when I get right down to it I realized that Iove her with all my heart and I know she loves me with all of her heart. There's no body else I would rather have by my side. When the chips are down and when we go through hard times I know we will overcome it together. I realized that their were many circumstances that came into play when I met her. I believe that it was fate drawing

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My husband has tested positive for COVID-19. He lost his sense of smell Sunday night. There had been other symptoms typical to things he usually goes through, so we didn't suspect he had it until then. I'll be getting myself and my daughter tested tomorrow morning though I have been warned I probably have it because we're still in the same house as my husband, even if we've made efforts to wear masks, keep distance, and so on.

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Hey hey! Clownie here. It's been a minute since I first made this account, and I am now in the steady process of exploring FIMFiction in all its glory. While it will likely a while before I post any of my own fics due to my extremely busy schedule (guess who's in their final college semester?), I'm so excited to be here and to read everyone else's incredible stories. In the meantime, I figured I'd tell you guys a little bit about me...

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