...venting is bad, crying is bad, talking about feelings is bad. The last one is especially bad because it makes other people feel bad. Instead you should just pull up your bootstraps and bury your feelings deep down because we all know how healthy that is.

Oh, and crying is blackmail because of course the only reason a person would cry in front of others is to manipulate people, and not at all because they can't hold in all their leaky emotions.

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I was suppose to do a list poem. I'm not a hundred percent sure this is one.

I often find myself dreaming of the past and future.

Though I enjoy the imaginary the most.

whether it be the happiness of couples, to the frozen wasteland.

Though death seems to follow them all.

Whether they show reluctance, or bring an unnatural ferocity.

They always seem to get the happy ending.

Though the stories are still being written.

Though they normally have children.

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Dammit! My editor went and got himself banned! My editor, Bry7x7x7, became my editor after he read Are You Afraid of The Dark? and asked me to create a prequel and gave me his ideas to put into writing. I agreed to do it for him only if he helped me edit and he said yes. I have been holding the story back since, what? June?? I had put off the prequel for a while waiting for answer to one message only to find out he had been banned. Dammit. Just my luck.

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Kidnapping plots. Also the books my sister has been listening to on tape have been dry women focused fare.

I so want to listen about old ladies talk about how quilting saved their marriages and connected them more fully to Jesus.

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So, I got distracted a bit since I just got a Nintendo switch.

Expect one massive chapter before Christmas. It's gonna be based on two events: Dylan's Birthday and another Hearth's Warming.

What's the deal with them?

I don'k know, but they're pretty BAAAA-d ass.

:)

As of twenty-five minutes ago (plus however many minutes it takes to write this blog) I am now a man. Not just a man, but an alcoholic man (don't do drugs). For as long as I can remember, I've been alive. For as long as I can remember, I've been able to breathe. For as long as I can remember, I've hardly touched a drop of liquor. Does this make me a man of abstinence? Neigh! I merely waited for the experience of that first drop of whiskey touching my tongue.

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Just got woken up at 6 O Clock by dream. I was on a ship way out of Earth's orbit and we were on collision course for Gargantua, the black hole from Intersteller. Except I think it was an actual singularity this time and not a time machine at it's centre. We were discussing how we would die and at times it actually felt somber. It felt way too real, I think it may have been partially lucid.

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Hello everyone!

I've finally been let out of cryostasis!

Nah, I can't afford cryostasis. I've just been wasting my life playing Minecraft this past year.

Anyways, I have some exciting news!

When I pulled myself away from building dirt houses, I finally got around to reading Fallout Equestria! It was ok, nothing special, but after reading it inspiration struck me!

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Unfortunately, my co-writer for Bleak Sails will not be able to write for a few months, so I can't really
write much for Bleak Sails until they get back since they own some characters in the story and I do
not wish to piss them off my fucking them up.

5 downvotes in a row. I should've expected as much. I'm sorry for bothering you guys with "The Might Of Gods."

I'll um... I.... I need to think about this.

Okay, so my newest story has been the first to have more dislikes than likes. This hasn't happened to me before, and I might be overreacting, but should I be worried?

I've hardly been awake passed ten minutes. I have literally just gotten up, and it's almost 12:30. I'm still knackered, no matter how much I sleep.

My head is hurting a bit on either side and the dream I had made me sad. It was about a person I cared about but ended up losing without being able to say goodbye to. I dream about him every now and again, but it's not always the same. This time was different, and it was horrible.

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In other Eneasz-releated news, Eneasz recently blogged his reasons for believing that SF&F magazines (and, I'd assume, all print publishers) will soon have to stop taking unsolicited submissions, owing to the overwhelming number of AI-written stories being sent to them.

Microsoft, Apple, and Google, in a twist of monopolistic fate, have somehow agreed to merge into the world's richest tech conglomerate to ever exist.

It's name? MicrAppGoo.

According to this piece of news, a police officer was killed on her first day on duty.

Damn. I feel sad.

Okay.... Plan B.

Go over the entire thing with a fine tooth comb again and unfuck the fucked.

UPDATE: For the moment, all is well. Backing up and watching closely. Going to perform system tests.

This post has nothing to do with politics.

Just heading this appropriately, before anyone panics for the wrong reasons.

So what’s up? Yesterday, as I was working on the print copy of Axtara – Banking and Finance, my computer stuttered, froze, and died. Then powered back on … only to shut off a moment later, without even a BIOS POST beep.

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About two years ago, when I first got into the fandom, I created two OCs that, if I posted their stories onto this site, would be ripped to shreds and flooded with dislikes.

I want to share them with you, and give you a laugh and (most likely) a few cringes. Also, take this as a lesson: don't make OCs like these. I even cringe thinking back to them.

Head below the break to hear the overly-done backstories of two ponies I once claimed as my own.

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I watched the leaked finale... it was actually pretty good, although I wish it wasn't something that destroyed my headcannon up to that point. While it didn't have Twilight as a main character, it was entertaining. I just wish they would do more Twilight episodes, because best pony.

I actually think I may post my (now somewhat destroyed) headcannon to a blog soon, if I can write it all up in a way that is coherent to everyone else.

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