Before anyone freaks out, no, I am not attempting suicide a third time!

Now that this disclaimer is out of the way, I wanted to let everyone know that my psychiatrist told me to delete each and every one of my socials permanently, if I am to keep my mental health in check.

Depression and anxiety suck, and being online has made some symptoms worse.

Twitter and Discord have both been deleted (2 weeks for Discord to permanently delete, and 30 days for Twitter to permanently delete).

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Okay, I'm still reeling from everything that happened over the past two hours, so I apologize if this feels like a rushed rant. I'm still wiping tears from my face while typing this.

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Hey you know how I used to write all those really worrying blog posts about my mental health and fears for my own mortality?

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So I read a story on FIMFic today, and now I need to get some things out. Dunno if anyone will read this. Doesn't really matter if they do. very little editing. sorry if it's hard to follow.

– ohokayohokayohokayohokay –

A little over a month ago, my mother had a manic episode.

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The topic was raised recently among the comments of Fallen Angels, and I thought I'd share my understanding and thoughts, so here they are.

Pedophilia and Mental Health:

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Me. (source)

It's super important to me that people like my pony stories. But sometimes I just want to hammer out a quick thing so people give me egobo. It's better to spend a long time on a story and have it be good. Right? Right?

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Hi everyone.

I know I said a couple weeks ago that I was going to start writing the next chapter, but I haven't been able to yet. I started a new job three weeks ago and it's been giving me so much anxiety that I haven't been able to concentrate much on anything else. Not to mention that I have been given a lot of overtime, so I haven't had as much free time to be able to write - on my days off I just want to sleep!

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I put Deadly Manners on hiatus a couple weeks ago because of some mental health issues. Those are still going on. I'm sorry. It's been really hard for me to get back into writing. I don't know how long it will be until I can actually write a full page without losing interest. No. That's a wrong way of putting it. I'm interested and I've tried every day to write but my brain is mean and won't let me. This isn't goodbye or farewell. This is just like me going on a vacation for a little bit. I'm

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Hey, you, person who occasionally reads my shit.
Today is kinda an important day in Canada. But hey, fuck them, it's Canada, right? Well, hockey aside, this is something that country is doing right.

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Hi there. It’s been a while, hasn’t it?

My last Takka Takka Takka was “Emergency Stop” back in June, where I announced everything was being put on hold. Even then, I didn’t know that the Emergency Stop wouldn’t just be for my writing, but for my entire life.

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Nope, that's not a story, but this blog is brought to you because a story got my subconscious thinking, which can be dangerous... Or very interesting.

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Hey, guys. It's late here, at least for me, but I figured that maybe I should mention this here. I finally got my primary ADHD medicine back, and took it this morning. I'm feeling... better. Definitely better. Still a little weird, but definitely more alert and I think a little more focused. I still have a slight problem with my insurance in regards to it, but for now, I've got the medicine, which is the most important thing.

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Yeah I did as the title says. To be fair It probably sucks and probably should be longer but yeah. Also hurrah I wrote something. Even if it is a kinda depressing thing.

The therapist asked questions about my life, family, gender identity, sexual orientation, me being a furry, interests, and anger problems. Mostly the things that I answered to the person who did the intake interview a couple of weeks ago except the furry part.

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I have yet to hear from anyone who has or thinks they have spotted the terrible music joke in Spot of Tea, Change for Me? and the one in the chapter Wake Up Call. One of them will be made very clear in one of the upcoming shorts. I don't doubt you will all be groaning when they are revealed.

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My mental health has never been a secret from all of you strangers and fans. I think it's healthy to be able to talk about it, when you're good, and when you're bad. My last blog post was when it was bad. Really bad.

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I'm fine. Or trying to be.

Life sometimes feels like a rollercoaster. Minus the safety harnesses.

Motivation comes and goes. There are times when I feel like writing or just playing a game, but the next minute I find myself moping around feeling down in the dumps for no reason at all.

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It breaks my heart to write this, but I think you all knew it was coming, even though I liked to believe I didn't.

I said a long time ago that nothing on this account ever gets cancelled or goes on hiatus, that I fully intended to finish every story I started, no matter how long it took. Well, I still fully intend to. It's just, unfortunately, going to take even longer than I anticipated.

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In view of the recent blog posts that have filled most of your timelines, I think some measures of mental hygiene are warranted. In times of conflicts, low wages, rampant housing insecurity, riots, a global pandemic, and the all-around destitution of the public sphere, it is important to be aware of how discourse is used, meddled with, and even weaponized.

It still needs to be said that black lives matter. It does. There is no question about it. It is not negotiable.

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Hey there! Quick lil update for those of you who were wondering where I went...

I've taken a month-long hiatus thus far, and in that span of time, I've been seeking therapeutic counsel and taking medication. Also, I've been spending more time with friends and family as a way to cope with my depression and anxiety, and I'm happy to say that this has proven effective.

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