So, I a friend of mine was a huge fan of my my story, Roses for the Grave. He really loved my character Femme Fatale and actually had her on waifu status next to Luna. It was a silly, but flattering thing to hear. He was very eager to see where the story would go next.

But now he never will...

Late Thursday night I found out he passed away due to an infection. He had leukemia and during a bone marrow transplant he got infected and didn't make it.

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Oddly enough my new one shot has gotten featured.

That is nice of course, but I'd like you all to check it out, as it is a gift to Cutest Puppers herself.

She had lost an animal friend lately, I've been working on this for her in hopes to give her a smile.

We all have friends who come and go, but as long as we keep them alive in our hearts.

They shall never truly be gone.

I'm afraid there's not much for me to say, other than tragedy has struck one of our fellow members. If you wish to know more, here's the link.

I got a bunch of recipes from my sister for Xmas, and I got around to trying the first one out tonight:

Steak (eye of round, one of the cheaper cuts), carrots, yukon gold potatoes, and definitely the star of the dish is the mushroom cream sauce with scallion whites, garlic, beef stock concentrate, and sour cream. I'm definitely making more of that, even if I run out of steak.

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Hey, I don't usually do this, but I feel that I must.

I have a friend who recently, and tragically, lost both their parents.

I won't go into details for privacy reasons, but, if you are the praying type, please say a little extra for my friend and their family.

Thanks, all.

This is going to be real brief. I'm through about half the items (that I had back in January) I wanted to get through before coming back. After what has happened now, though, I'm fairly certain I will be guided away from Fimfiction and through all these trials I face until July.

Im learning so much. I was taught a few concepts of time I didn't quite understand every time I made schedules in the past, and suddenly I could remember and meet all I made.

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Not going to bury the lede here: I've got it and it is getting worse. Bad behavior as a youth and a strong genetic component (thanks Dad: I understand now) have turned my world into a somewhat quieter and definitely frightening place.

Now, here's the long winded story.

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The window lingers.

A simple phrase, with only two answers sitting on it.

[Continue?]

[Yes] ◇[No]

The icon flashes, waiting for confirmation.

My eyes unfocus from it, allowing the circling darkness to frame my sight in inky nothingness.

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My mentally ill mother is passing away as I type these few words...

I don't know how to handle this numb anxiety let alone come to terms with a conflicted history dealing with twenty years of psychological turmoil coming to bitter conclusion. 😟

StarLadybugQuinn hates me. God I'm such a dick. I called her "sweet" sarcastically... after she called Red a bitch. I was just standing up for someone I loved! And now... I lost someone else. And another thing off my bucket list has been crossed... "Fall in love and have it end in pain" I'm not sorry. I'll always remember you as the first girl I ever dated... and the first girl who ever hated me. Tragedy, thy middle name is Cloud. (Sky

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She doesn't hate me... but she's still trying to patch things up between us. I have to make sure whether Red or Rachel is the one for me. It won't take too long, I know what I love about each one.

Hey guys.

I'm really sorry for what I am about to say, but I hope you will all understand. We recently had the passing of an old family friend, and it has kind of taken all of us by surprise. I won't go into any details about that, but it kind of put me out, and it has made it hard to focus these few weeks.

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For the past year I've kept my weight fairly stable, but haven't really lost any. That changes starting today! If not for personal health, if not to attract a mate, then for the fact that $150 is on the line!

We are but 7 months into this year and I have lost two of the people who I held most near to my heart. A recent incident has led me to take therapy and grief counseling and yet I'm still struggling to hold on to any positive memory.
It is with a heavy heart that I must tell you all that all my stories are being put on hiatus until I can get myself straight in the head.
I will be checking FiMFiction periodically so I'm not disappearing.
Thank you for understanding,
Stan

Last year, I was at a range of 167-169 lbs. As the pandemic went by, my food cravings have lessened over time. I just finished exercising and now, I'm at 157.5 lbs., with a BMI of 23.3. Awesome! ✌🏻

Just posting an update regarding the next chapter of Tomb Kings.

The chapter is currently half drafted but I'm afraid I stopped writing as both my grans have passed away in the last few months, and I lost my job so I've not been in the mood to write much as a consequence of it all.

I'm working my way back into it, but I can't say when it will be ready as theres still things to do in real life but I havnt given up on the story as I did plan it all out first and I want to see the end.

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Well, I reckon everyone is probably wondering what I've been up to ever since my last update. Been awhile since then. I was hoping to have this posted several days ago, but several ongoing things have happened since then...

...Anyway, turns out that things have been a bit difficult here lately... Everyone has things pop up from time to time. Many of these things cause issues that can become chaotic, and can last for quite awhile depending on how big of a mess the chaos makes...

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Little Mister No One
By Jaydove

Little Mister No One
Wandering around
Little Mister No One
Is lost and nowhere bound

Traveling the world and
Nowhere to be seen
Looking for his girl
Saying "where's my Eveline?"

Living in the embers
Dying in the flame
Wait til he remembers
His life is Heaven's game

Searching for tomorrow
Finding yesterday
All his pain and sorrow
Will never go away

Little Mister No One
Falling underground
Little Mister No One
Has no one else around

Quarantine has lessened my food cravings, which has taught me self-discipline, which helped me on my weight loss journey through exercise. My previous weight is 176 lbs. Now, I weigh 169 lbs. and with a height of 5'9", my BMI is at 25.0. I'm almost there to achieve a normal BMI. ✌️

Obviously, I feel fucking awesome about that.

It's largely due to intermittent fasting for the past 24 days, where I've gone anywhere from 16 to 21 hours without eating every day.

That and meal prep, and tonight's cooking is for the next few days.

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