I'm almost done with chapter two of Surviving Hell to find Heaven, so you guys won't have to wait much longer.

I'm very sorry that it's taken this long, but I've been dealing with a recent breakup, my parents divorce, and us being kicked out of our place. I'll try to get the next chapter started after I submit Ch.2, but I can't say when it'll be done.

You guys, my birthday wish is coming true!

For those of you who don't know (or are just coming across this blog by chance), I've been wanting to use my 25th birthday this year to make a difference by inducing lactation so that I can donate my milk to babies in need. Since COVID has hit, I figure the milk banks have been hit pretty hard. Well, I am pleased to let you guys know that today I was able to buy the items necessary to do that! I'm so excited!

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Hello. Today our landlady had a psychotic episode and locked us out along with most of our things. We are on a public starbucks wifi for the next two hours. If you are able to help us with a place to stay the night or other help somehow please message us. That's all for now. Sorry.

When I issued a writing challenge to myself at the beginning of the month, I only foresaw one life event that would impose on my writing time.

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So, I suppose you’ve been wondering about where I’ve been, and why I haven’t been posting as many updates. That’s a long story, but I’ll explain.

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Hello all. We weren't sure when or if to post this blog or not, but it seems the longer we wait without doing anything, the less likely things are to work out, so maybe we will just give it a shot.

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it is getting really difficult atm

we moved our PC into our new bedroom today, and when we got it there, it wouldn't boot up anymore. we reseated cables and cards, all the fans are spinning, everything seems powered, but the thing won't boot. it seems to be a physical problem with the power button the case.

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So, this blog post is going to be more of a vent than anything. Because today has just been kinda crappy. This morning, besides missing my morning medicine, which is essentially the no. 1 thing I need each day, I noticed that our Samsung fridge was leaking water onto our HARDWOOD floor. That would be bad enough, except this isn't the first time it happened.

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So, I guess it’s been a while since Christmas and my last blog post. Well, I do have good news for you. I am now employed at my local wellness center after a year and two months of unemployment. Not only that, I have updates in the works for multiple stories.

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Much to my shock the other day, I discovered that an old general store that was built in the 1910's just across the street from my Elementary school was for sale for like $120,000. I had always wondered about that property and now I may soon be running into enough cash to buy it outright, depending on a number of things. That part of my city just brings back so much nostalgia that just setting foot there again could probably work wonders for me, least of all starting up a new venture

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Well folks, it’s 2:10 in the morning on the day I’m supposed to start work. I’m supposed to be up in two hours to get ready. I haven’t slept a wink since going to bed at 9:30 PM. Today is the first day of not only my two weeks of training but also of my riding the bus to work, which I have never done before. I ran the route yesterday with my mom in her car, but I have to say I’m pretty nervous anyways, even though that helped me feel better.

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Hello my lovely readers. I'm sure you've been waiting for the next Phoenix, as well as other things from me.

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hey all

sorry for reaching out for human contact and then, like... not responding to those offers for contact. truth be told i feel like a bit of a fraud/sham: i asked for people to be kind and contact us, and then got too scared to respond. partly i don't want to dump my problems on these poor innocent people. partly i am just stupid i guess.

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i don't feel like i have the energy to explain everything that's going on right now.

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henlo everypony

around this time last year i emerged from the sightless goop of internet absenteeism and returned to my favorite website to write about ponies.

how have things gone since then?

well.

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first, that's a metaphor. i am not dead, and i am feeling surprisingly non-suicidal, so take that as you will.

over the last few days i reached out to what i hope are all my commissioners, offering them full refunds on their purchases. i won't share any more details about that here, other than to say it's something that i can't really afford but am hoping to sort out through various means.

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maybe. possibly. at an outside chance.

ahem.

so it turns out PayPal has not completely left me to go fuck myself. they say that if i can provide enough government issued documentation that proves who i am, i might be able to unlock my account.

obviously, i'll be attempting to do that. however, there is a problem in the meanwhile; without my PayPal account functioning, i can't manage payment for my work in any reasonable fashion.

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hello all. it feels pertinent to provide a last update some time after our most recent crisis, so here is that.

firstly, and we feel extra stupid saying this as a 'writer', we have no idea how to express our gratitude in words. the sheer generosity and kindness of the folks in the community is overwhelming, and it makes us want to do something special to show our gratitude for all the kind souls who were able to help us out during our time of crisis.

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it's weird that our name is 'darf' here. it's not that anywhere else. mostly we would think of it as "Q.E.D.", and then when no one cared what that was or ego-checked us over wearing the hat, we'd admit we're just a crazy ptsd-survivor with multiple voices in our head. that's not a very careful distinction. anyhoo.

we feel like writing but don't know that we can condense our thoughts creatively into a story. so here is some stuff that has been on our mind recently.

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hello all

we are currently in a temporary living accommodation with a friend/acquaintance. we managed to get all our important things into storage, and have escaped our previous scary landlord/tenancy situation.

then our paypal was locked for such a high volume of donations.

yes, you literally helped us so much it broke the internet.

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