I have three stories in progress, all of which I want to finish, but I just can't. My brain whirls with ideas of where to go with them, but the second I sit down to just get them all down, nothing happens. Or I decide to do something else. Or it's all crap and I ask myself why I wasted my time.

I hate it. It's not block. I've dealt with block. This is something else and I don't know what it is.

Edit 4/4: so... 6 hours of sleep and a day later, I... kinda feel embarrassed for posting this. For those of you that said nice things, thank you. Um, I do appreciate the thought and I do actually try to sound grateful. I just... really don't do well. So... thank you for listening.

So today is kind of a weird day for me. Which means it was the date at which I was dragged screaming from the void and forced to deal with this planet.

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Dogfish Head

So i realize that my next blog post was supposed to be about wednesday and my hilarious bronycon hijinx. You'll probably still be getting those, don't worry - I have at least part of it typed out. But, since I'm in a rather emotional mood, I figured that I'd interject with something rather different first.

Note that "emotional" doesn't mean "bad emotional," because it isn't. Quite the contrary.

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hey i know my blogs are makeing some of you mad or unhappy with me so im gonna stop for a bit k

also sorry

Just noticed all of my stories have mostly black and white stuff. No color.

Huh.

Personally, I think it needs more purple.

Which is a better alternate universe? Happy Fire in the sun, Bittersweet, or Sad, the Moon and Freezing?

Yes, I did draw this on my own.

I got good news and bad.

First: it feels pretty awesome to finally get my money back in full with thanks to my bank after opening up a debit card dispute. The lines were busy and I was transferred through about four or five different people just to get to the correct department. I was on the phone for two minutes under an hour to get the entire thing sorted, but I'm so glad it worked out.

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You wanna know how bad that episode was?

It was so bad that I don't want to finish my story!!
THAT'S how bad it was!!

Great job, DHX! Great job!!

~Phantom

Yes, it's stop-motion. This wasn't rendered through an animation software thingy-magiggy. I do things the weird way Oh, and my intro isn't on here because it's just so short of a video.

Whaddya guys think? Oh, it's also a gif on my page now!

Art featuring Masquerade from the upcoming The Return of The Terror chapter! Spoilers below!

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...But I am asking for financial help. Money has been tight due to unexpected expenses, and I need some help. I need about 70 dollars to pay for my internet, which right now is my main way of keeping in touch and finding job leads (some places don't post help wanted signs in their stores). If you are willing to help me, contact me privately and I'll give you my paypal information.

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Well, In The Midst of Dreams failed moderation. Gaudior kept on warning me to add more pony in the first chapter but I didn't care, I was going to post the story complete or nearly done or half-way done. Adding ponies in that first chapter would mess with the flow. And it failed moderation despite having three chapters, the second that leads to ponies and the the third when said main character meets Luna.

I don't even fucking care.

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The car service that was supposed to take me home from my therapist didnt show up so now i have to call an uber. Thats fine and dandy but if i call an uber i wont have enough money to eat for the first time in a day.

So like i have to choose between home and fucking eating. Have any of you ever been this poor? Because it fucking sucks.

Greets followers. Because im yet to make my first blog, and have a batch of freshly baked fimfic memes that im dying to show because i am such a slut for approval, i will kill two birds with one stone (sorry fluttershy) and bring you these goodies. Enjoy~

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Today seems like a perfectly good day to say things in a public forum with the expectation of being taken seriously, so here are some words!

EDIT: This really isn't an April Fools thing, I honestly just haven't been focusing on anything in particular despite efforts to do that, and here's the result of thinking about it for a while.

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Hello, everyone.

I hope the New Year is going great for you so far. :)

Well... I'm not very sure of how much of a right I have to just use this as a source for diatribes, so to speak, especially given I'm still so new around here, but... regarding what I say in my main profile about you hopefully enjoying whatever content I put forth... I confess I have been wondering about what kind of pursuit it would be...

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