Things have gone from bad to worse and I honestly don't know what to do right now so I'm going to go stand in the corner and cry

"Ok, I'll leave you with that."

It's been a busy week. The first draft of the next Stars chapter is done, I got dragged off to the Oregon ComicCon over the weekend, I finished up a tutorial on starting VO on the cheap for SFS, burned through an assignment for my CS course, and also worked full-time--Yay me. All the while I managed to get in touch with some old gaming buddies of mine, and showed them some of the music I've been working on.

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Iḿ not ok. I had a rough weekend . School isn´t ever going to make my life better. my cousin doesnt understand me. my life is a mess and My friends have to deal with my insecurities and my out burst . Iḿ sorry, and I will always be sorry and they can change that. My friend keeps leaving the chat cuz i can stop saying sorry. Does she think Iḿ doing this on purpose. I feel regret every word I type thinking Iḿ going to hurt or annoy someone. Iḿ used to saying sorry and I don ever expect one back

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Oh my god, no... nooooooooo!!

This is the worst F'ing shyte they could pull.

Did they find the last stragglers from Tumblr to animate this crap?

So, I only had around 2,000 words left for NaNoWriMo, and I was going to finish today. When I plugged my flash drive in, it broke in half. All of my stories for Fimfic, 3 other stories I was working on for Fanfic everything. Gone.

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Fallout 4.

Games I'll be living inside of this month:
Fallout 4
Bloodborne

Other things I'll surely be neglecting:
Hygiene
School
Writing
Society
You

Sorry, not sorry.

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John Joseco is such a profound artist.

I hear that there's going to be terror attacks and such. Either way, these next four years won't be fun. I can't leave the country because I'm going to college. Maybe I can study in South America for a while. ISIS doesn't seem to give a fuck about South America. Or everyone is just being dramatic and things really won't be that bad. We've got "My vagina nullifies all of my scandals and lies" and "I have neither a filter nor experience". We're fucked.

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My last blog is no less important now than it was yesterday, but I'd like to open today on a higher note. Literally.

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Fuck everything. I want to write. But I can't, not right now. This is going on for a week and four days now. I feel weak. I feel nearly constantly exhausted. Nothing else but pure and 100% relaxation can give me at least a tiny shred of happiness. The moment I touch something that can be described as "work" in one way or another, I feel how my brain starts to twist and knot itself. I get ill and feel sick. I have the desire to write, to write for Lemon Crumble and Cozy Glow and Kettle Corn and

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Since people seemed to get my last reference journal, here's another of sorts.

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Alright, so about 4 years ago, I REALLY injured my knee. And like an idiot I just said "Fuck it" and tried to muscle through it. Since the beginning of last year, my knee was going nuts. It hurt like hell going up and down stairs, I couldn't run and I was always a little testy because I just hurt. It got a little better but then I got back to work after college and BAM. Pain gets like 100X worse. A few times I had it even collapse underneath me. Finally, decided enough was enough.

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I love you guys, and I want to spend my birthday (today) doing what I love with who I love. I do love you all, but I really want to be with Rachel on my birthday... most of all. I do love all of you, and I mean it. But there is one I love more than the rest, and I want all of you to know that it's... none other than...

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So chapter 1 is out and I am very upset with myself for the lateness of it, but I mean... it's my first ever large project and I've been sending it to like 4 people at a time to try and make it the best I could.

Chapter 2 is already in the works, I'm going to try and post 2 chapters a month or 3 depending on length and quality. I'll update you all when I have more done and I'll be reading any and all comments that you all leave.

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Any tropers out there, please go help the page out!

Link to TvTropes page

It is a work in progress and I am doing what I can for it, but I am going to be very busy over the next couple days. Going to do a small story update soon making the same announcement, but thought I'd put it out there now that it has some basic things up and running.

Hope you all have a good night,
Thunderscourge