Hive Mind

by canonkiller


In Closing

I felt... weightless. The ground was nowhere to be seen, and the same for the sky. I couldn't tell if it was black, or white, or an absence of both. Maybe that's what death was - a combination of neither black nor white. But it sure was peaceful. I could hear noises, somewhere in the void.

That's what this was, I realized, I'm in the void.

Well, sure as the holes on my hooves, I'm dead.

The noises are becoming voices, drone becoming words...

"Oh, good gods she's waking up."

"No, not now!"

"Someone needs to bite her."

"What?!"

I can feel a numb feeling that starts around my belly. I try to move my wings. I can't feel anything, but I don't know if they're nonreactive or gone...

"The blood she lost - she needs more venom to recover it."

"That's a last resort!"

"She is a last resort!"

That's kind of harsh, I think, I saved all your flanks against Chrysalis.

Something jabbed my shoulder. Who knows what it was, but it hurt like burning Tartarus. The voices became strikingly clear, ringing in the back of my head. I went to open my eyes, but there was something covering my eyes. Some kind of bandage, I think. I move my legs, my wings, my ears, testing to make sure all my body parts are still attached. I think everything's still there.

The void was still dancing on the edge of my eyes, sprouting golden swirls as I woke up.

"Good morning, sleepyhead." Who is that... 1271?

I go to talk, but my whole mouth is dry. I get the sudden feeling that I'm falling.

"Oh, stay still!." Another voice, 1416. "The venom has to be absorbed."

"Wait a few more seconds," I think it's 1378.

The blindfold lifted from my eyes, and everything glared bright for a few seconds. The sky and ground came into glaring focus, as well as the massive sprawl of Changelings lying around. By the color of the sky, it was either just after sunset or just before dawn.

The nearest Changelings opened their eyes as we started moving around. A ripple of excitement started to form, Changelings shoving each other awake and turning their attention to us.

352 glanced over at me, smiling slightly as he projected a shimmering green wall between me and the Changelings. "It's for your own good."

"Are they gonna attack me?!" I whimpered.

"The complete opposite." 1416 replied from my other side. "The only reason we need the barricade is because you're still recovering."

The Changelings were... smiling? They were looking at me, and positively beaming. I started to feel a nag in the back of my mind, like something important was going on and I was missing it. I glanced over at 352, who was grimacing, and 1416, who was looking between 352 and the shimmering wall.

352 collapsed, spent, and the wall flickered before vanishing.

The mild nag exploded into a fiery-doom-laden-migraine-to-end-all-migraines. I almost collapsed, but 1416 pressed up against my side. "Hold on."

I straightened up, feeling the pain - which I soon realized was a massive quantity of love energy - slowly fade away as I closed my eyes.

When I opened them, I felt... different. The ground seemed far away. I seemed further away. I looked at... looked down at 1416. "What happened?" My voice sounded different too. Echo-y.

1416 closed his eyes for a second, conjuring up a reflective square of magic flame. I squinted at my reflection.

Well, that was only partially-expected. I shook my head, my mane - now longer and softer - shaking with it. With a bit of stretching, I could see my wings had grown, and the exoskeleton bands on my sides had turned wide and green. My tail was longer too. Turning back to the glassy fire, I scanned my face. I lacked Chrysalis's 'rotting horn' style, instead having a more blade-like bone. My eyes hadn't changed much either, although the lighter blue area was more defined.

I walked in place, trying to figure out how much my walk would change. It had been hard enough before. Actually, this seemed more natural than before, my body swaying in pace with my hooves instead of staying almost-still.

I blinked, focusing on the swarm in front of me. "I thank you for your love and devotion, but I insist that I am no more royalty than any of you." I waited for the expected mutters to quiet down. "I am sorry in that you have lost your ruler today, and many kin. I assure you, the lost will have a proper funeral, either here or in Equestria."

I surveyed the land around us; a meadow in the middle of nowhere, with a couple of trees strewn about. I take a deep breath, steeling myself for the reaction about to come.

"And I have to admit that this planet cannot support your kind."

I gritted my teeth, and prepared myself for... nothing?

I opened my eyes, something I had been doing quite a lot in the past minutes. The Changelings were still smiling, getting up and stretching as they prepared to leave.

"You are fine with returning to Equestria?"

There was a mutter of general approval, nods and whinnies spreading.

I smiled gently. "You shall be sent home shortly. For now, you can feed." I looked at 1378, gently filling her up with energy. "Would you feed our guests?"

She nodded, her horn blazing as she discharged the access energy. A glowing pulse expanded from her, flickering between green and pink, spreading over all Changelings present with a warm breeze.

"What happened to Chrysalis?" I asked 1416 quietly, not looking away from my sw- the swarm.

"We've got her tied up over there." 1416 tossed his head towards a distant tree. "She was in quite a state when her subjects turned their love to us instead of her."

"I want to see her."

"That probably isn't a good-"

"I want to see her." I repeated.

He rolled his eyes. "Fine. But I warned you."

-----

I sat calmly in front of Queen Chrysalis. She was not like me anymore, as I had guessed. She was back to the size of a regular Changeling, but still had a gap in her horn and her trademark eyes. Her mane was back to being jagged, but was still a blue color.

She was restrained, standing on her hind legs. Arcane chains linked each of her hooves to the tree, as well as one at the base of her head and around her belly. Her wings were spread out against the tree, useless.

She still looked pretty angry, though, hissing and yelling and struggling against her bonds. She also smelled kind of like urine, and I quietly wondered how long I had been unconscious.

"She's been here for five days." 1416 responded, as if on cue. "She's been too aggressive to be untied.

I acknowledged him with a nod. "Chrysalis..."

"That's Queen Chrysalis to you!" She spat.

"Chrysalis," I repeated, letting a bit of a growl slip, "do you know what you have done to your people? How many died?"

"Do you know how many died while they fought you?!" She retorted.

"That's a lie." 1416 whispered to me. "Our rule was that we would not harm civilians unless they were directly attacking."

"Chrysalis, we are going to give you a choice; you may swear that you will assimilate peacefully into the hive and not oppose the leader chosen upon the return..."

"Pah! As if I would ever do that!" Chrysalis turned and spit on the ground.

I narrowed my eyes. "Or we return the rest of the hive and we return home, and you remain here until you die of starvation."

Chrysalis flattened her ears. "You wouldn't."

"After the deaths of civilians that you have caused in your efforts to thwart a currently-harmless enemy, your death would be little less than a celebration."

She turned away, staring off across the field. She relaxed against the tree, a tiny space opening around each of her bonds. I noticed her neck band moved with her; she must not be able to transform with that.

Something in her voice changed. "Unlike you, I was born royalty. Ponies respected me from birth. Then... my parents were killed in a purge by Princess Celestia and Princess Luna. Many of the royals were killed as well. Soon, I was the only one left - I had turned into a regular Changeling to hide. Since then..." she frowned, "all I've wanted to do is get those murderers back for what they did. But I don't think I'm ever going to do it. So go ahead." She tilted her head back. "Just kill me quickly."

I frowned, looking down at her. "You can go free if you remain peace-"

"I told you!' She shouted. "There's no way I'd be able to watch my hive work alongside those vile creatures!"

1416 warned me to stay quiet with a gentle tail flick to my leg. I waited until she stopped glaring, and her head drooped to her chest in defeat.

"So... you choose death?"

She closed her eyes. "I would rather choose to leave my world than to be ruled in it."

I stood up, slowly walking over. 1416 stayed where he was, a mixture of pity and anger on his face. I moved so that he couldn't see the chained Changeling.

I reared up, feeling my wings open as I balanced, and came plunging down.

I took a few steps back as Chrysalis fell forward. She twitched for a moment, and then lay still.

"Oh gods." 1416 managed to gag out. I heard him turn tail and flee, retching.

I knelt down on my front legs, tapping the fallen Changeling with my muzzle.

Chrysalis opened one eye, fixing it on me. "You didn't kill me."

"You're right." I lay down the rest of the way, our eyes almost level. "I wouldn't take a life."

She laughed weakly, and I could almost hear her racing heart slow a bit. "I should have guessed. You saved that old cripple."

"I don't want to send you back to Equestria. Your hive would kill you, if the ponies didn't. I'm giving you a third choice."

"And that is?" She tried to sound passive, but I heard a quaver of hope.

"You stay here on Earth, alone. Find yourself a human body, fall in love, start a family. And if you stay hidden, I won't hunt you down, and the others will have no reason to."

She looked away, contemplating. "Fine." She growled. "I'll stay hidden."

I stood up as her body enveloped in a green glow.

Just before she vanished, I heard her whisper, "thank you."

And then... she was gone.

-----

"What did you do with the body?" 1416 asked quietly when I walked up. He still looked a little shaken, and I wasn't going to blame him.

"Buried it." I replied softly.

He nodded, pupils contracting as he retched slightly. I draped my wing over his back, calming him down.

"Do you want to help with the funeral?"

"For Chrysalis?" He questioned.

"For all of them." I corrected. "We lost a lot of Changelings."

"I never thought you'd start doing that."

"What?" I looked down at him, where he was grinning.

"You refer to the species as 'us', or 'we'. I never suspected you to be the one who would do that."

I paused, looking at the living Changelings around us, and remembering the bloody sheen on my wings after the battle. "You helped me. You gave me love. You let me fight for us, and you led me up to becoming... this." I tapped a hoof to my chest. "To me, it only makes sense that I'm a part of everything now."

"You sound like an old person." 1416 teased.

I frowned, punching him in the shoulder.

"Hey!"

-----

A few days later...

My friends looked at each other, kind of confused.

"What are we doing here, anyway?" One asked.

I smiled a bit, one hand absentmindedly petting the replica of my cat lying beside me. "I have something I need to tell you..."

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FIN

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