I was so happy for finding Tank
Now I'm feeling a better pony
And the pain is reduced to ashes
I looked at him and he looked at me
I said: "Finaly, I found you!"
Tank looked at me and smiled
This was really needed for me
The suicide was really important
I am not feeling pain anymore...
Tank guied me to heaven
I went blind in that time
The lights were so beautiful...
Tank with a smile said:
"You need to go Dashie...
Your friends miss you".
I said to Tank, crying:
"But I need you!
I will have this empty space in my heart"
I hugged Tank and I cry
"Why I can't be here with you?!"
Tank smiled to me and said
"Because death isn't made by ponies,
Is natural and all will pass by this...
Go now; your friends miss you."
I really started to think about my friends
They could be sad or depressed like me...
And also they would kill theirselfs...
An empty light started to plump
It was showing me the way to live
Tank looked at it and said:
"Well it is your time to go"
I hugged Tank again and I said crying;
"When I can see you again?"
Tank smiled again and said:
"When you die naturally"
I washed off my tears and hug again Tank
So in the Gate of Life I was
Tank was looking at me with a smile
I looked at him crying...
I will miss him very but really very much
But my friends will miss me too...
And they will do the same as me.
So I jumped in the Gate
And then I come to life!
And I started to breathe again...
And the girls looked at me
It was my funeral
All were socked and amazed
My mother ran to me to hug me.
Twilight and Fluttershy tarted to cry with joy
"You're alive" said Twilight, "How?"
And I answer crying
"Heaven was a lightly place but
Tank taught me that I was too young to die"
Twilight grabed me and smiled
"I'm so glad that you are alive and fine"
"Yeah now I'm fine, Dashie is fine!"
Now I knew that I was fine!
So I decided to continue to write the poem
The poem of my depression
The poem of when I found Heaven
The poem that ended in this verse