//------------------------------// // Chapter Eleven: Words of a Drunken Heart // Story: Love Degree // by AngelDCS //------------------------------// I was frozen. No. I was paralyzed. I didn't know if I had to be happy for this or scared. I can't escape his grasp on me. He was holding my hands so I can't punch or push him. His hips are surrounding me, so kicking is out of the question. "Doc... There now.. L-Let's not be hasty." I look around, I remember my phone was on the kitchen so a call won't save me. "Don't do something you might r-regret." I was nervous, trying to make myself look as serious as I could. I never thought something like this was even possible to happen. This seems a scene from those anime and fan fictions Lyra watches and reads all the time. The scene the male protagonist is on a controversial situation with the female lead and both of them are in love and stuff... They, mostly, end up in... Oh golly. His eyes were fixed on mine. His usual blue orbs had a navy blue color rather than their normal blue glow. In them I could see something, something I have never seen. A hint of devilish intentions, maybe? I couldn't think straight. He laughed; his voice had the darkest of tones. "Regret? Oh dear Derpy, you are deeply mistaking! " I feel his right hand leaving mine and travelling all over my body until it landed on the side of my waist. The trail where his hand passed felt like they were on fire. "If anything-" With his left hand, he touched my long golden hair, caressing it with his fingers. "I have never been more sober in my entire life." He then leaned closer until our mouths were inches away from each other. "You really are beautiful. Your golden long hair-" He kissed my cheeks, my cheeks burning warm. "Your porcelain skin, so soft and elegant-" Leaving a trail of kisses on my neck until it reached my chest. "How your body is the definition of perfection in any way seen, I bet Aphrodite must be jealous in the heavens by you." He then looked at me, a wicked grin on his lips as he leaned again, his hot breath touching my face. "You are so tempting that it should be a sin. A sin I would be more than happy to commit." Without any warning more than that sentence his lips collided against me. I felt my heart skip beats. I had to stop him. I really have to but... I have always dream of this moment for a long time. Having him in top of me, touching me so carefully yet so seductive, leaving my body trembling at his mere touch. His soft and luscious lips on mine, demanding dominance. Having total control of me... Oh god, if you're there looking at me... Help me get him off or forgive what I'm about to do. After some minutes I give him permission to enter my mouth. As fast I let him through he claimed his dominance in me, making a moan to escape my mouth. I close my eyes shut, feeling my entire body heat up despite the sounds of the wind and rain outside telling me i'ts freaking Winter. I was able to kiss him back. My first attempts were quite clumsy, but after some tries, I was able to keep up with him. My whole body started to relax. For the first time in a long time I let my guard down entirely. I couldn't think straight. My mind starting to blind almost entirely. His left hand travelling all the way down my lower back, it didn't help that I was barely using clothes today other than a strap short shirt and a short that made the pants that female dancers used in music videos look decent. I wasn't expecting any visits and I have to admit... I'm glad I decided to use them. Moans escaped my mouth as he kept touching me and trying to get me closer to me. Our bodies clashing against each other, trying to get as close as our clothes lets us. After minutes that felt like seconds he pulled away. I was disappointed, my breathing heavy. I opened my eyes kept staring back at his sapphire eyes like I was under a spell. We were locked on each other's gazes for what it seemed like an eternity until he decided to talk. "I'm sorry for how I treated you back at my office. I was shocked. I didn't thought you were going to go to those extremes." He takes a deep breath. "I kinda had a feeling you might have a thing for me but I regarded it as a simple crush or maybe having mixed emotions toward me since you have a bad history with people and more with males. I have to admit... When I saw you with the Tick Tock fellow I was filled with rage. If I didn't knew better, I would've broke a table on his face and beat him to a pulp." He then laughs ironically. "Guess I'm not really mature as I thought. After I heard you took some projects to make up for the finals I saw what I have done. If I wouldn't had back lashed at you, you wouldn't have beat Rainbow like a wild beast in a lust for blood. I was worried sick about you and started to drink to avoid my thoughts but all that wasn't enough. Thanks to that alcohol on my body, I was able to get the courage to get here. Passed through the security of private community like nothing, the FBI or any spy agency should hire me." He chuckled. "I thought you would have family over but you're alone. Which made it even more tempting to act without thinking. Heh, Maybe that's why the drunk people word's are honesty at it's finest, we get the courage we never have in a daily basis." He kept laughing hysterical, like everything he did was a big soap opera. I used that opportunity to push him away softly and lie down on top of him. He was taken back by my sudden action. I smiled and hold him, "I'm mad, I am, but-" I feel a weight get off my arms. "I feel glad you told me how you feel. I'm glad that you like me back and that I was actually in your mind." I feel my eyes getting glossy. "I'm..." Tears fall from my eyes like a waterfall. "Happy." I keep crying until he picked me up, sat down and sat me on his lap. With his hand, cleaning my tears. "Hey you shouldn't cry. I'ts-" He looks at his watch; which I didn't even knew he was wearing one until now. "Christmas! I bet Santa must have left you a present under the tree." He seemed to be super happy. I laugh. "Doc, Santa doesn't exist..." I kept laughing. "If that isn't true then..." He puts his arms at my back and then he gives me a medium sized red velvet box. I open it. Inside it was a jewel in form of an hourglass. Crusted in gold and had diamond dust inside along with a small but noticeable red and pink heart inside it. The chain was made of silver that sparkled by the light of the TV. "W-Wo-" "Can I?" I let him take the necklace and he stands up and gets behind me, putting the necklace on me. "It doesn't matter how long time passes or how different our hearts are from one and another. We will always be tied up by the silvery sands of destiny forever." He then finishes and gives me a peck on my lips. "I love you Ditzy. Let's enjoy this night before the clock strucks to announce the dawn of a new day." He grins at me. I couldn't help but smile and I glomp on him, falling in top of him and kiss him deeply. Our tounges uniting in a strong bond. After some minutes I let him go and giggle. "Sounds nice to me." Then we began to enjoy the rest of the night together. For the first time I actually believed on the magic of the holidays.