Future Perfect (Vol. 9)
We decided to leave Future Perfect alone. There are three separate segments where we used the phrases "Shysage took care of his Mare", or "Shysage made me feel like a Princess". We have left things like this alone in some of the other chronicles.
-- Chapter 12, "a good man", near the middle
-- Chapter 24, "Road to Recovery", near the end
-- Chapter 34, another "By the Moonlight" chapter, also near the
middle
I guess you really need to have read some of the earlier chronicles to understand what we are even implying. And it didn't strike us as intensely suggestive, by any means. Anyway, on each of these occasions, Shysage was doing his best to help me cope, especially during Ch. 34. We just felt increasingly out of place, well, homeless. Shysage knew what would help, if only for a few hours. He really does take such good care of me.
Honestly, I don't know if we have intimate times a lot or a little, well compared to other couples. Maybe it doesn't really matter. Still, it is pretty clear this is another important part of our lives; who we are, what we do. After thinking about this a minute, I laughed and said to Shysage "Maybe I have an alarm clock inside for that!"
We were sitting at the compy at the time, as people. Shysage thought briefly, then said simply "No, Mare..." Then he turned us around, and gently picked me up and put me in his lap. He hugged me tightly, and added slowly "I just know when you need that..." We both cried softly together for a while...
Ariel Dawn (Vol. 10)
Ch. 5, Leaning on the Wind
The first time Shysage 'took care of me' back in the past (this time) happened in chapter 5 (roughly the middle). Shysage was recovering from rage's wounds, but I suddenly felt so emptied. Shysage knew right away... and took care of his Mare. We left this amazing section alone. There was no lurking motives or anything like that, just Shysage's amazing devotion to his Mare (me). And, as I explained, he just gave... We decided to leave it just like it is.
(btm:opt10a)
But near sun-down on that same day, described a little later in chapter 5, we were Leaning on the Wind together. Our wing-tips were touching, as we stood there, leaning forward at an angle, with only the wind rushing quickly past our carefully trimmed wings keeping us from falling. My Stallion and I were clearly reveling in our Pegasus nature together. That part was amazing. We both love flying, and 'everything Pegasus' that results.
Well, the wind was blowing in from the west... The sun was also low off to the west... The sky was clear... We were both softly painted by the orange glow of the setting sun...
I wrote these brief words:
"When the Sun was very low in the sky, it added a dazzling Orange hue to everything. Shysage said I looked amazing. Well, I looked over at him, and he looked amazing too."
Well, I really wanted to add a bunch more at the time, but I chickened out. I think we would have had to add a note at the beginning if I said what I really wanted to say, so I didn't. But I think I can explain everything here.
This is what really happened. It was quiet for a while, as we both enjoyed 'holding wings' and the wind rushing past our wings, our bodies... The next thing I heard... "Precious Mare, you look absolutely amazing..."
I looked over at Shysage right away, he was looking at me! And, even with the orange glow, I could tell he was blushing! I, well, I looked him over, his whole body, maybe that is a kind way to say it. I was blushing too, right away. "Oh... my... Stallion..." I said slowly. Then I almost fell over backwards! There are areas of both our bodies that stay mostly covered up. Well, we are Stallion and Mare, and we were together and alone that night. That low in the west, orange orb, it's light softly... showed... everything... I think we both, well, looked each other over a little while, then sighed together. Then we did say "I love you" at the exact same time! Then the sun dipped below the horizon, and the wind died down.
Later that night Shysage and I talked. We both agreed that we alone can look at each other like that! I don't think either of us want it any other way. And I guess Leaning on the Wind would have to be just us... Shysage mentioned that much wind was rare anyway.
As I wrote, we finally went to sleep that night, but Shysage woke up crying softly, soon after. "Oh Summer... I... We... We keep finding things... showing me that I just can't live without you..."
I burst into tears; I felt exactly the same thing. We cried until we both fell asleep that amazing night...
Chapter 6, Signs
(opt:btm10b)
At the end of this amazing chapter, we included similar words...
I wrote:
"...I love my Stallion. He took care of his Mare. He made me feel like a Princess..."
Again, there was no dark inuendo here, this is just the same fairly benign terminology we have adopted for our amazing, intimate times together. We decided to leave it alone.
Still, this chapter ends with Shysage saying this after we were done, haltingly, while crying...
"Summer... I... You were... Wow... I don't know why... I didn't want... I couldn't... I'm sorry... I almost didn't..."
Well, this does sound cryptic, but this is actually the last sign. Shysage is originally from the Equestria Girls world, so his intimate desires are, well were muted as a pony. This allowed him to give to me so many times. I took care of him at times too, but generally, it would take him a while to respond when were were ponies.
But this was the last sign. This almost didn't happen that night. Shysage almost couldn't stop in time...
Well, if I got my way... (Which I did!)
Chapter 7, By the Moonlight
(opt:btm10c)
I... This chapter was so hard, knowing what to do... The chapter came out so amazing, but nothing could conceal what my goal was, and how Shysage responded to that... Still, I guess we felt we should tone the chapter down some, and move a bunch of it here. This also meant doing some painful editing to the account, what we left in the text of this amazing evening...
My full, original text is below, starting with the last half of one paragraph:
"...I was on my back again, and I knew... Shysage started to say "Summer, I don't think I can..." I just looked into his amazing eyes, and he stopped right there. We rubbed noses briefly... maybe a little while. It felt amazing. The moon was now pretty bright. This was good. Still laying on my back. I tried to splash him a bunch. I turned over fast, then ran off, back along the edge of the lake again. He followed me of course. Without warning, I turned up into the meadow, ran towards a bunch of tall Oats, and was quickly on my back in the grass. Shysage was following me, but he couldn't see me. I changed into a people right before he got to me. And I had already planned ahead so I had no clothes on.
When Shysage bounded through the grass to me, he saw nothing until he got to me. Then he saw his amazing Mare, as a people; I was on my back, in Shysage's own native form. Shysage melted, or melted down... I think he was overwhelmed. Of course, he changed into a people too, right away. Still... Well, if you need a physiology lesson... Shysage tried to take care of his princess. But as a people, Shysage could not slow the process down at all. It happened so fast. I made my Stallion feel like the prince he really is. And my amazing Stallion... He realized he had responded far faster that I had, and he still took care of me."
[/sigh...] Have I said enough that I love my Shysage?
And, I was prepared to try this a few times, a few different ways. I desparately WANTED to give Shysage this, to give him everything, all of me! And... I also WANTED a foal... I wanted... HIS Foal! (I had a name picked out already and everything!) And I did everything I could that night to, well, really excite my Stallion -- can I say that here? I think it worked...
Chapter 8, Some Sweet Way
(opt:btm10d)
I think Shysage and I, we have worked to be very careful about what we say, what we write. Shysage said we need to respect whatever audience, whoever the ponies are that read our accounts. I think this occasionally led to us saying some stuff that only barely scratched the surface about what was really going on. The Leaning on the Wind part of chapter 5 is a good example. Another good example is a very short comment in chapter 8.
Early in this particular chapter, this is what we wrote:
"Shysage and I, well we did really revel in the amazing pleasure we could freely give each other now. But after a month maybe and some amazing times together, Shysage suggested that I should probably pick a body, and stay that way until after Ariel was born..."
This was absolutely true, but, oh my goodness!!! I think up to this amazing month, Shysage and I had mostly spent our intimate times as ponies. Shysage could better control his responses that way so we could avoid a Foal, and, well, we were just in Equestria a lot. We never complained or felt bad about this. It just had to be.
But that month... We did our usual morning routine, eating and doing a lot of flying as ponies, but we spent most of those afternoons as people... And it was easily warm enough that we didn't need clothes. Between the lake and miles of grass, Shysage and I as people... Well, I think we got caught up anyway. We enjoyed each other's people bodies a LOT, far more than we ever had up to this point. I worried at first, that as a people, and what those two terrible men did to me, well maybe my people responses would be somehow muted, since I am from Equestria. Wow, around my Man, that just didn't happen!
Like I said elsewhere, we had already accepted, together, the responsibility that resulted from me maybe throwing myself at my Stallion (I doubt he minded). Our Ariel was coming, and we both were all over that!. And as I said, we could now freely give to each other... We took our time, and enjoyed every second... Well, whether we made each other feel amazing or not, we spent a lot of most afternoons as people, laying together, hugging, crying softly... The more we give... Our putting each other first, serving each other, I think that so amplified the pleasure, the joy we shared, especially as people that month.
And maybe this... I think it was the second afternoon of many, I was laying on top of Shysage relaxing in his embrace. I thought of something my Twin told me, and immediately started crying...
She and her husband live in the Equestria Girls world. She is from there, but her Shysage (my Shysage's Twin) is from Equestria. He faced a HUGE learning curve (Shysage's words) as he tried to come up to speed with the Equestria Girl's world.
But I guess one day he heard another man say this: "...in and done in 15 minutes...", and I guess that man was talking about his intimate times. The next day when her Shysage was with Summer (my Twin) he told her what he had heard. Then he got the most stern look on his face... "Summer honey, we are NEVER doing that!" That made my Twin cry. When she told me about this, I cried too. Well, we cried together. When they can, they spend hours in bed... They have their Ariel now, but I think that isn't stopping them!
Anyway, when I started crying that warm afternoon, I slowly explained all this to my Shysage. He just smiled at me. "Sounds good to me!" That's what we did that month. We took our time... caressing... touching... hugging... kissing... loving... Just about every day, we had all afternoon, and most of the evening! We were together and alone and very close...
Like I said, it was amazing.
Still, from this point on in the account... Our Ariel is precious, and increasingly occupied more and more of our time. I got very homesick, then Annie came... Everything just swirled madly the rest of this account...