Bottled emotions

by Angerangel


Good bye

Spike opened his eyes slowly,his room was still dark but the sun was rising. he rolled over and looked at the clock, it was 5 am. Part of him didn't want to leave the bed and go back to sleep but it was time for him to go now. spike yawned and got up,he rubbed his eyes and went to the corner of his room and picked up his backpack, he opened his drawer and picked all of his gems and coins he earned through all of these years and told him self ''These are enough for me to get all around,..''

Spike threw all of them into his back pack, he then picked up the quill and paper and began to write,

''Twilight,...

From the moment i was hatched, you took care of me,you were the one who gave me a shelter and taught me every thing...

For that, i always will be greatful to such had an amazing caretaker.you were, and you are the only family that i have,but it's time for me to go now.

these past months i came to realize the emptyness within me,all of you are finding your place and achieving stuff..but as for me,there isn't any to be achieved just same old thing over and over again,what's the point of it,So i decided to leave and go find the purpose of my life.

From the begining i was a mistake,and i was born a mistake...i think it's better off without a dragon living among you all.

Twilight,i wish you from the bottom of my heart the best of luck and a happy life.

-Good bye!

Your number one assistant and brotherlike dragon,Spike.''

Spike got the piece the of paper and put it on his table,he walked out of his room and closed his door.spike went to the kitchen and made a delicious breakfast for twilight with a note on the plate beside the breakfast
''Twilight i'm going out, i have some stuff to do. dont get worried...''

Spike opened twilight's room and put the plate on her table,she was sleeping..Spike got closer and went to look at her for the last time.

Spike whispered ''Sorry twilight,..but this has to be done. i know it'll be hard for you, but you will get over it.'' spike took a last glance at the alicorn and got out her room

Spike went to the library and picked up two books and shoved them into his backpack,he sighed and went to castle's door.as spike got to the door, he turned back and looked at the castle for one last time.he gave a look at the clock it was 7 am, he had to leave now before twilight woke up.

Spike got out of the castle and headed to sugarcube corner to eat pinkie's cakes for breakfast..

Spike walked in and saw pinkie baking,pinkie turned back and saw the dragon in her bakery ''Hey spike! whats up?''

spike sat on a booth and looked at pinkie coldly and replied ''Nothing,..just came here to eat some pie for breakfast.''

Pinkie got closer and looked at spike ''Hmmmm..alot of negativity coming out of you,..looks like somebody's ship sunk.''

Spike sighed ''Well you got that right,..''

Pinkie smiled ''Well i know just the right cake for you to turn that frown into a smile!'' spike smiled.

Pinkie brought her creamy chocolate cake for spike ''Here you go!,..and its on me'' she winked

''Thanks pinkie..'' and spike began to dug in

''Did you see the storm last day?,...it was harsh...!''

Spike nodded ''Yea it was...'' as spike ate the last piece of cake

''So spike you liked it?''

Spike smiled and replied ''Ofcourse i liked it, and it did turn my frown into smile.thanks pinkie,''

Pinkie saw spike's backpack and asked him ''No probs spike, by the way whats with the backpack?''

Spike got of the booth and told her ''Well i will tell you all about it today,meet me in the park at 6 pm.it's very important pinkie.. ''

Pinkie looked abit confused ''Ok,..''

Spike walked to the door and replied ''See you there.''

Spike got out of Sugarcube corner and headed to sweet apple acres. on his way, the two fillies Sweetie belle and scootaloo saw the dragon and headed towards him

''Hey,spike.''

Spike turned back and saw the two fillies ''Hey,...'' spike greeted coldly

''Are you going to apple acres? Did applebloom invite you too?'' sweetie asked excited

Spike gave sweetie a blank stare ''Yes i am going to apple acres and no applebloom didn't invite me, i have some stuff to do there.''

''Oh,..ok. any ways, we should hang out more.'' sweetie replied

''Well that wont happen sweetie because im leaving ponyville today.''

Scootaloo and sweetie belle got surprised ''You're kidding right?,..You and twilight are leaving ponyville?..Why?''

Spike rolled his eyes ''No im not kidding, and not twilight and me...it's just me,i am leaving ponyville alone..and you wont understand the reason why im leaving.''

''Is it because of rarity?'' scootaloo asked

''Hey,.....!'' sweetie looked at scootaloo angry

spike sighed ''That's one of the reasons im leaving...''

The three of them got to the apple acres, Spike saw Applejack carrying apples

''Okay girls,..i guess this is a good bye.''

Sweeite and scootaloo wasn't sure if spike was actually kidding or not,

''Spike if you're actually leaving,well...i wish you the best luck and take care.''

Spike gave a smile at sweetie ''I wish for you the same,...''

the fillies said their good bye to spike and went to find applebloom

Applejack saw the dragon and walked towards him ''Hey ya spike,What brings ya here?

''Applejack we have to talk about something important, meet me in the park at 6 pm.'' Spike replied

''Is everything alright Spike?,..'' applejack asked while raising an eyebrow

''Yeah,every things fine.just be there at 6 pm.''

''Alright,...Ah see ya at the park then.''

spike got out of the apple acres and started head for Fluttershy's house.