Bottled emotions

by Angerangel


Let it go

Spike was lying on his bed, buried under his thoughts..

''Spike,....!'' Twilight's voice made spike snap out,

Spike sighed and opened his eyes ''What twilight..?''

Twilight poked her head into spike's room ''You ready to go?''

Spike raised an eyebrow and looked at twilight ''Ready to go where,...?''

''Uhh to Carousel boutique..Rarity said last night that the dress will be ready for today, don't you remember?,''

Spike got off his bed, hunched his back stretched his arms and walked out of his room without saying anything.

''Spike,..are you still angry about last night.?...you know we can talk about it,''

Spike stopped walking, he grinding his teeth in anger and looked back at twilight ''AS A MATTER OF FACT TWILIGHT, I AM ANGRY. AND NO THANKS, I AIN'T GONNA TALK ABOUT IT WITH YOU,... SO JUST DROP IT!'' spike turned back and walked away,

Spike slammed the castle's door and leaned on it, he looked at the sky, big black and gray clouds were getting to surround ponyville ''Well you don't see this every day...'' spike took a deep breath in and exhaled and began to walk.

On his way spike thought to him self ''Since this will be the last time,i better get her something sweet,..flowers...Flowers would be nice,She'll like that.'' spike went and bought some flowers on his way.

after a few minutes of walking, spike got to Rarity's boutique.

''Here we go,...'' spike whisperd to him self.

*KNOCK!* *KNOCK!* *KNOCK!*

''Come in,..'' rarity's voice came from inside the house.

Spike opened the door and walked in ''He,...Hey rarity it's me spike.''

Rarity came down from the stairs ''Oh,Darling you don't have to knock, you're always welcome in here.''

spike smiled and got closer to rarity, he handed her the flowers ''Uh rarity, i brought you these,..Hope you like them.''

''Oh spikey,...you didn't have to,...These are beautiful,'' Rarity levitated the flowers and smelled them.

''Well, they can't be compared to your beauty.''

Rarity blushed ''Oh spikey wikey, you always know the right thing to say.''

spike scratched back of his head ''So ummm.., is the dress ready?''

''Oh right darling,let me go get it.'' Rarity went to her room and got the dress,

''So what do you think?'' rarity showed the sparkly purple dress with golden lines she made, to spike

''It's beautiful rarity,your works are great as always,im sure twilight will love it..'' rarity smiled and got the dress into a cover and gave it to spike,

''Well, Rarity i better head off now, i know you are busy and got better things to do than chatter with me..''

''Oh no darling i'm not that busy, if you want you can stay..''

''Thanks rarity, maybe another time,..'' spike went to open the door, as soon as he opened it the wind blew so hard it pushed both of them back , rarity closed the door with her magic.

rarity got up and looked out of the window,''Well darling i think you're going to stay here for a while, it's a storm outside!''

''Well,good thing it didnt happen while i was getting back...'' Spike rolled his eyes.

''Umm darling, im going to make some tea would you like some?''

Spike nodded ''Sure,that would be nice,..''

Rarity went to the kitchen ''So,....how's things going for you darling?''

Spike sighed ''Well just like last night rarity.same old same old..nothing special, doing daily chores and works for twilight as always...'' rarity nodded.

the house went silent, while they both were drinking their tea. only wind and raindrops echoed through the boutique,Spike was thinking about to tell her, but he couldn't...it wasn't the right time.

''Ummm spikey darling, if you don't mind im going upstairs to work on my dresses, and since you don't get bored, i'll get you one of favorite books for you to read.''

''Okay rarity,...'' as spike sat on the couch rarity went up stairs to her room, she opened her drawers to find the book.

''now where's that book,...'' she whispered to her self, as she began to open the drawers, she saw something that she haven't seen for a long time... the necklace that she carved out from spike's fire ruby

''Oh my...'' rarity paused,she just stood there for a while thinking about all the memories of spike rushing to her,

''Uhhh, rarity you ok,?'' spike asked rarity confused.

rarity snapped out, and closed the drawer as she saw the dragon in her room ''YES...,every things fine darling,.. why do you ask?...'' rarity looked nervous.

''Nothing,.. you just stopped making sound for a while, so i came to check if every thing was alright,...so did you find the book?'' rarity opened the other drawer,

''Ahhhh, here it is.'' she levitated the book and gave it to spike.

''<The traveler>, seems cool,...'' spike began to look at the pages,

''I Liked it pretty much, i don't know what your tastes are in books, but i sure hope you like it darling.''

''Ok thanks rarity,...and by the way, if you need help with any thing just tell me.''

rarity smiled ''Sure thing darling,''

spike went down stairs sat on the couch and began to read the book.

Hours passed and night came, the storm outside had gotten easier,

Rarity came down from the stairs ''Spikey darling, you hungry?''

spike lowered the booked ''Wow,rarity i gotta say this book isn't bad at all.. i mean it has a strong interesting storyline and solid characters,i just lost the track of time...And yes rarity, i am abit hungry.''

Rarity smiled ''Glad you like it, so let me make us some dinner.''

spike got off the couch ''Hey,.. let me come and help.''

Rarity replied ''No no no,you are my guest, and as a guest you shall not interfere!''

''But,...'' Rarity shushed the dragon,

''No buts spike,....'' she went to the kitchen and began to cook, spike went back sitting on the couch and red the book,

''Dinner is ready spikey,..'' spike walked to the kitchen as he saw rarity sat up an great dinner with candles on the table, she brought spike a dish of gems and rubies ..

Spike gasped ''Oh, wow rarity...you didn't have to,...This is so great,thanks!''

''My pleasure spikey wikey'' rarity smiled.

The two of them sat and began to eat.

''So...rarity how's things going for you?'' spike asked rarity,

''Well darling it's not going bad at all.. i'm not expecting much, but it's going very well...'' spike nodded.

The room went silent again as rarity broke it ''So spike last night wasn't that bad, right...??''

spike chuckled ''Yeah right,...''

rarity looked at spike ''Spike you know rainbow dash didn't actually mean any of that,..you know her, she always jokes around '' spikes face turned frowny

Spike sighed ''Rarity,...i am thinking of leaving Ponyville,tomorrow. and get far away from all of you..''

Rarity got surprised and gasped ''Wha..what?...Why spikey ? only for a simple ridiculous thing, that rainbow dash and the others said? Don't be silly darling...''

spike tried to control him self.. but he couldn't any more, he had to let it go now, he has bottled these emotions for long enough... now it was the time to release them...

''A SIMPLE RIDICULOUS THING?...rarity you don't know how miserable i am,...you don't know how it feels to be left out,...you don't know how it feels like when everypony looks at you that you are some kind of monster....FOR CRYING OUT LOUD, i saved the crystal empire and i don't even get invited to places, no pony even gives a crap about me,...you know what's funny? even my friends see me as a stupid baby dragon,what should i expect from everypony else,. i'm LIKE A SLAVE to you all....'' rarity was left wordless and sad looking at the dragon

''Spike....I,..'' rarity tried to say something, but nothing came out.

''Spike i what rarity?,...You know last night, when rainbow dash told me that i am a stupid baby dragon who can't love and i dont understand alot of things,..no pony disagreed except you,...i mean even twilight was agreeing and laughing to that. I was so ANGRY THA...I SWEAR TO CELESTIA if it wasn't for you rarity, i would've punched rainbow dash right in the face....And yet,i am worthless to you rarity, i mean i did every thing for you... still you wont notice my feelings,...you are just a blind high expecting little pony who's living in a dream of fantasy. you only are looking for dumb stupid stallions that are actual idi...''

Rarity got off from her chair angry, and slapped spike on the face.

''GET OUT OF MY HOUSE SPIKE!'' rarity yelled while tears coming out of her eyes.

spike got out from the kitchen,

Spike turned back and looked at rarity ''You can yell at me, hit me, break my stupid worthless heart rarity,...but all i ever wanted for you was to be happy..Rarity i love so much that i sacrificed my body for you, i would give my life for you, i know i am a young dragon but the things i've done for you, no pony will ever do. Still i am a piece of trash to you,..BUT still i will love you'' spike grabbed the dress and got out of the boutique, Rarity fell down on the floor crying.

the storm was over, only a cold windy breeze blew outside, spike stopped walking, kneeled downed and yelled loud as he could,...he fell over and laid on the grass, looking at the mid cloudy night sky for minutes, he felt like he lost a heavy weight on his back,unbottling his emotions...,still he needed to tell everypony how he felt spike wanted to leave ponyville,...spike got up and walked to the castle.

Spike opened the door and walked in.

''Spike,..? is that you?..'' twilight's voice came,

''Yeah,..and i brought your stupid dress,..'' spike threw the dress on the floor.

''Hey,easy spike,.... so where were you?,..'' twilight looked confused and annoyed.

''What do you think?,...i was at rarity's, storm came i had to stay there...And i'm in no mood to talk, so good night...!'' Spike went to his room and closed his door.

''Good night spike,...'' twilight whispered as he levitated the dress off the ground.

Spike lied on his bed,he rubbed his face where rarity slapped ''DARN IT rarity,...you do have a strong hoof...''

Spike sighed ''One down, Five more to go...'' he whispered to him self and went to sleep.


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