//------------------------------// // Please give me a reason why // Story: Spikes life // by Bsbrony //------------------------------// Spike just sat there speechless. Thunderlane and rarity were supposed to be in manehatten on their honeymoon. They didn't specify on how long they were supposed to be away but maybe they had a very bad time but I still don't know to this day. Rainbow dash was sitting there and didn't know what to do. She just sat there and when the time was right and she decided he had enough time to stop and think or whatever he was doing she started to snap her fingers and trying to get his attention the best way she could. The next thing they both knew rarity and thunderlane sat next to them and were about to ask something when pinkie burst out of nowhere and was there with a notepad ready to take their order. Rarity calmly responded "can I have a muffin with a Carmel maciato". Thunderlane asked for a coffee black with A chocolate doughnut. Rainbow dash asked for a water. I just stared at them like every thing was about to die from a disease and it was their fault. The next thing I knew was sh started to say something to me but all I heard was a blanket of silence. I would have jumped across and tryed to rip thunderlane a throat out but something stopped me maybe my gentlemen side stopped me or maybe this place was filled with so many people that if i attacked someone even celestia couldn't help me. As I saw rainbow dash talking I asked her to repeat what she said and she was asking if I wanted something pinkie was still waiting for my order. I wasn't hungry so I said "that's ok I'm not hungry". Rarity said "oh you must eat darling if you don't then you can't help me with you new suit". Those words the words I never wanted to hear. I flipped out I don't remember all I said but afterwards rarity was crying and rainbow was struggling to hold thunderlane back and pinkie to hold me back. I had enough I had to leave before I did something else that was stupid I went to the castle and started packing some of my stuff and decided to go to cantorlot for a while. On the way out I said goodbye to peewee and decided not to say goodbye just leave it would be to hard anyway. As I boarded the train I recalled the events leading to this very moment. The day I came to ponyville, when I had my growth spurt, the day rarity said yes to me taking her on a date and now at this moment. I got in my seat and waited for the train to move and that's when I saw rainbow and applejack running for the train they must have been trying to find me but found my note instead and rainbow is running in her rainbow sneakers and applejack in her trademark boots and Stetson hat. The train started to move and that's the last I saw of them for 2 years 2 years later Spike was arriving at ponyville station his last two years were full of sadness,disparity,depression,anger and regret he wanted to have rarity love him but he got to attached for a girl he knew would never love him. He is walking through town he wanted to say goodbye to every body before he left again he wanted to set things right. First went to twilight a and she was a blubbering mess because he hadn't responded to her scrolls phone calls and when she went to cantorlot she couldn't even find him. But she was happy to have him back and that he would respond to her scrolls when he could. Next was pinkie she was normal her and was very surprising and he bought a doughnut from her and said he was moving away but he would visit. After her was fluttershy and she was crying like twilight because he always would help fluttershy with her animals and they became very close friends after that was applejack and she was hugging him with her strongest of hugs and at the Same time rainbow dash came down from the clouds and found spike being huged with applejack. She just went as fast as she could at tackled him and said she was so happy to have him back but he had to tell them the bad news about how he was moving away but would visit and send letters and visit. He left two sad people back there but before he left the ran up to him and said they loved him they both did not just as friends but more and I said I love u to but I still have to go because I can't deal with a lot of these people in ponyville anymore they were the cause of my life turning out to be this way I'm sorry. Final person was rarity he was going to the boutique when thunderlane stormed out saw spike and rushed back in because with spikes dragon blood he grew to be about 6'2 and 200 pounds of raw muscle. When he walked into the boutique he heard rarity crying and thunderlane yelling so being overprotective he rushed in to find out what was wrong thunderlane was yelling at the doctor and rarity was crying as it turned out rarity was unable to fertilize the egg for a child so she could not have a kid and he had to tell rarity that he was moving now and sorry for all he did when he was younger or he would never and when he left she was crying harder than before and thunderlane was smiling because he though he won. Spike was standing on the castle balcony looking out and this balcony was about as tall as a ten story building so it would be perfect for what he was about to do slowly he stepped onto the handrail right foot then left and he stood there for a moment thinking about every thing why did it have to be me and have me like this here and now please tell me why she did what she did give me a sign I shouldn't do this The night was silent not a thing happening so he did it he jumped as he was falling he thought back to every thing is the beginning of his life all the way till now just befor he hit he said I'm sorry rainbow I'm sorry applejack I love you too. He hit and after that all I can remember for two years is that and this white void they put me in has a wall cloth of the day hour minute second and year. After doing what I did I'm sorry I wish I could have done every thing different and this is spike signing off.