I slammed my fist into the mountain side. "Dammit Fluttershy! Why is it that I have to put up with it!? WHY!? WHAT MAKES ME SO DAMN IMPORTANT!? WHY DO I HAVE TO LIVE FOREVER!? WHY!?" I slammed my fist into the mountain side again, the cracks getting larger. Fluttershy looked at me calmly, my yelling and the slamming of my fist not even making her breath go uneasy.
"Because you are the one that protects the weak, your a hero Dark, countless times you have saved everypony at the cost of your health, if you never came we would have never had made it this far and she would have already been..." She turned her head away from me to let a few tears fall. "But life has it's own plans, I never like to see some of my animals leave, and when they are gone I miss them dearly, but at least they got to live long, happy lives. Look at yourself Dark, do you think destroying a mountain will bring her back?" I looked at my fist, bruised, cut, and bleeding.
"No...... I just wish I could have done something, this has happened to me too meany times in the past, and I have to deal with that pain for the rest of eternity, this just hurts so much more. She was a sister to me dammit! I never had a family before Shy! Even if I did I can't remember them! Dammit Shy, why can it never be fair for me? Just once......" I fell to my knees, tears falling to the ground in front of me. "Just once..... I want to be happy......" I put my hands over my face.
Shy grabbed me and pulled me into a hug. "Everything happens for a reason Dark, please just calm down, your stronger then this." True, but fuck it I'm sad.
"She right Dark." Dash had at some point showed up without making a sound. "You just need to let it go, no amount of crying is going to bring her back, you just need to stallion up and keep on walking!" Dash used gental push on Fluttershy, it's super effective. "Come on! Get up!" She then tried to push me to my feet, but I fell backwards instead. "Argh, come on your going to miss the funeral!" That got me up and running. "Whoa!" She said and grabbed Shy with a 'meep' and sped off trying to catch up with me.
---Later!---
I stood there next to the coffin, "Never thought it would end like this..." I muttered and looked around, there stood the rest of my friends, three crying, two had sad eyes, heh, to badass to cry? I sighed and lowered the casket with the help of AJ and Dash. "Goodnight Twilight........We'll meet again, some day....." I wiped my eyes on my arm.
I shot up from my couch, fell off of it, and ran up the stairs. I got the Twi's room and went in silently, I looked over the sleeping form for any thing that could be fetal, nothing. I saw he rising and lowering slowly, good shes breathing. I sighed and went back down the stairs and got back in my couch, tears drying on the way. "What a horrible ass dream, hope it never happens." I laughed lightly. "Everyone looks badass older." I laughed a bit more then went back to sleep.