I Stand
By Sunset Shimmer
I stand at the shore of a vast ocean,
Of voices,
Crashing, booming, moving like waves,
And I wonder why,
Some long for the ocean,
When it is all around us.
Perhaps they fear they will drown,
If they do not cautiously approach it,
For many a sacred thing,
Has been lost to the unforgiving sea.
Perhaps, that is why I feel lost;
Afraid the waves will never take me home,
Or to a place that feels like home.
Afraid the waves will swallow me up,
And before my voice is heard,
Will be swept away by the ebbing tide.
I stand at the shore of a vast Ocean,
Of voices,
Yelling, screaming, squawking like seagulls,
And after letting my tears fall into the waves,
I turn away,
Away from the faces and voices,
That are so foreign to me now,
I cannot remember their names.
And before I journey into the desert,
Set aside for broken promises and lonely souls,
I cannot help but wonder,
Why some long for the ocean,
When it leaves you stranded in the end.