Dear real diary,
It has been a long time I've been in the loop now. I went shopping and bought everything I ever wanted and spared no expense last week. I got a dress that made me look beautiful and showed off my rump in a very attractive way. I got a few stares which felt good, I bought the dress from a store in Canterlot and when Rarity found out she was very upset I didn't invite her to my sudden trip; and it didn't bother me this time. I laughed and brushed my braids aside, oh yeah I got my hair braided and colored to a dark green. I looked so different and it was amazing.
I have given up on suicide and murder sent me to a place inside myself I never want to see again. Twilight has notes on what happened and how to get me out, all of it fruitless. I took her notes out and almost left them behind, but I can't do that to her. The notes are really important to her.
I've also learned some magic as impossible it may seem. I practiced with Twilight for a few months while we studied on the effects of magic during my loops. Twilight thought I could get out if I learned to channel the magic through me in a certain way and it turns out magic skill come through with me. I know how to levitate with using my wings and to cast a walking on clouds spell on my friends. Also I have learned to pass on my ability to speak to animals which was very exciting; Rainbow Dash spent an hour talking to a bird about what its like to be a bird.
Twilight said my magic won't be as good as a unicorns but I have a talent that no other Pegasus has ever had and my potential may be limitless. I've spent the better part of the last week learning math and history with Twilight and I am actually interested, I didn't know math was the foundation of the world. Calculus is pretty easy when you relate the math to animals and speaking of animals I have been letting them take care of themselves in the evenings while I do whatever I want.
Two years had passed and Fluttershy had a very good rhythm for waking up then feeding her animals and making it to town in time to meet Twilight opening the library. They greeted each other the same way as Fluttershy excused herself to get chocolates and greet the colt. Some days she would get on a train and visit other cities to see the sights and collect a few trinkets to take with her between loops. There was a point when she forgot her money and stole whatever she wanted.
Spending a few hours in jail was worth the excitement she felt as she flew the E.U.P. guards or police. She was a great flyer now and had the confidence of any normal Pegasus, she even started calling herself "Flutters" since she wasn't nearly as shy.
"Hey Fluttershy, what's up? I totally beat Applejack in a race to the library today, can you believe how awesome I am?" Rainbow Dash beamed with pride through her lie.
"Oh that's great to hear Rainbow Dash, I think I'll go congratulate Applejack on coming in second," she mocked.
"Oh, you don't have to, we already did that," she stammered.
"Call me Flutters please, I like that better. I'm going to see Twilight in the kitchen. See you soon."
Walking to the kitchen as Rainbow tried to make an arrogant comment she opened the portal and removed the notes and Smarty Pants, dropping them on the table with a thud then she filled Twilight in on the situation.
"Flutters, I don't really believe this,"
"I know, that's not my problem because you will after you read your notes. Please let me set you up with this amazing mare, she's exactly your type and is working today. I know just what to say to help you make your first date and what you should wear."
Ignoring Twilight as she began to speak in shock and protest Fluttershy continued, "Her name is Cathy Fish and works by the river selling flowers and salads, let's go."
"Wait, there's no way I'm going to meet a strange mare and go out on my first date in the span of one day."
"Yes you will, come here," she said as she opened a wing and invited Twilight over, who cautiously complied.
"You need to be happy and I've spent a long time getting this just right. I have a lot of other things to do today so let's go, future Twilight needs this."
After coaxing her to follow they rushed to the river, Twilight was as nervous as when she used to have to take tests. They arrived and the date was quickly set up. As Twilight blushed and held a conversation with Cathy Fluttershy went to visit Cheesy Pie then