Schizophrenia

by ProtoFelix


Please tell me..

"I have to admit trotting is quite fun, especially when trotting around Equestria." I say taking the gentle summer breeze

"What are you talking about? This is extremely boring!" I say to that stupid full of life pony that has got his head above the clouds

"Don't you think today is amazing?" I exhale towards to the dark coloured earth pony that clearly was having a bad day. I feel sorry for those who can't enjoy life as much as I do

"I'm roasting in my own skin here, don't you ever bring water?" I spit back at the lightly coloured pony that stood ecstatic in front of me.

"I hate to be negative, but please I wish you would just leave me alone" I say directly towards the other pony that had been following me for god knows how long. Actually I do not remember when we met to be fully honest he was just there for me. He always has been.

"Well we are who we are, we exist for only curtain purposes, maybe I am here to show you something or help you." I exhale in one breath trying to say something totally ridiculous

"Well just try not to be so negative all the time!" I spit at him, but I didn't want to hear his stupid remark when he tries to attack back at me

"Well I'm sorry I just can't help it's just who I am!" I shout at the pony. "You don't even know me!" At this point I wanted to kill someone literally! Maybe that's something we could both agree on. "Would you ever kill someone if they had done something bad?" I imply towards him

"I mean depending on the circumstances in place I would why do you ask?" I ask the dark pony who shocked me with the question in hand, but come to think about it I properly would if I had the chance.

"I was just thinking of things where we could be in a perfect equilibrium and it just happened to come to mind" I informatively suggest towards him hoping for an answer that wouldn't put me in the dark

"You think it's healthy to think about this stuff. We aren't murderers!" I stop and look towards him in fear

I didn't realise he was going to take it seriously! "I wasn't being serious I was just asking you a question!" I plead towards the white pony that stood looking down on me raising a hoof like an inferior child to his supreme strength.

"I know its okay. I understand what you feel, but it's your choice to express them or not" I imply towards him hoping that he understands not to go through what he was thinking. "The paths you choose change your life for better or worse. Choose to kill someone and be chased for the rest of your life. Choose to bottle the feeling is to choose a life full of cowardice and fearing those around you, but remember you get to keep the ones close to you safe." I say only fearing the outcome myself. For as long as I've known he has had no one to turn to.

"So what you're saying is that whatever I choose in life it affects those around me and myself?" I look up to him like he was my older brother, but instead he just looks on into the distance as the sun begins to set.

I had no idea how to reply to that. Was I meant to tell him what he was meant to do with his life?

leave him to his own devices? I fear for him will all my heart or just act strong and leave him in the dark of the light of the truth. I manage to build up the courage to say these few words

"I will trust all your decision's life with reason and help you in need. It's up to you to choose what you do. The consequences that follow are the result of cause and effect face them head on and if you are ever in need of help. I will be here to help"

I leap forwards and hug the pony that stood before me and shed a tear whispering in his left ear in a soothing calm breath "Thank you for saying that"