I wish I could say that the story I bring you started on a bright and sunny day but I'm afraid that I would be lying. No it started at night, the same night that our new visitors were locked up in the reformation room. The same room even I had to be forced in at one time. Hearing that voice, that uncaring voice for days as my happiness and joy faded from me. It was too much for me so I had to fake my reformation just to escape that terrible room. However, if I voiced my opinion or even decided to go against her I would be put in that horrible room again and I hated it!
So I had no choice but to pretend to be loyal and make muffins that would even make a hydra sick and I know they would because I saw Pinkie Pie hurl them back up. Oddly enough pigeons came out of nowhere and picked at the barf and even they threw up. I will admit it was funny to see her do that and her smile while faking liking them made me feel better. The fact they still had their cutie marks was incredible in my opinion. The designs, colors and details were overwhelming in my eyes!
I needed my cutie mark back and needed fast. I tried talking to Starlight Glimmer about giving my cutie mark back for a day or even an hour but she refused. I tried and tried but she simply refused and threatened to put me back in that room. I gave up and walked off enraged. My false smile looking off to myself yet normal to the others.
For awhile I plotted my chance at getting my cutie mark back but I knew some of her followers would attempt something and keep me from getting it. I was ready to give up and then an idea came to mind. It was something I would regret but it's better than living in this nightmare forever.
I returned to my home but instead of baking crappy muffins with dried bread. I would end it once and for all with the only weapon at my disposal. I tucked it in my saddle bag and hurried over to her house, ready to put my plan in motion.
I knocked on her door a couple times and when she didn't respond I banged till my hooves were ready to bleed.
I stopped right as I heard the door knob turn. I looked into her angry eyes. How I wanted to end this right then and there but I wanted my plan to play out well so I stayed calm.
"Starlight we have an issue! I saw Fluttershy heading towards the cave!" I stammered out. I'd say I play my role well but even I didn't believe my own words.
She wouldn't fall for my idea so easily correct. She was smarter than most ponies here and even she could call a bluff when she hears it. I was wrong as I saw her hurry off like a madpony towards the cave. This was my only opportunity to get my revenge and I refused to give up the opportunity, so I followed behind her.
"I can't believe that little... UGH!!!" She yelled out angrily as she made her way to the cave.
I sped up to reach her and was now side by side with that stupid pony. My heart raced and my body sweated so much but the thought of ending her madness was enough to keep me going. With one move I gave her a mighty shove towards a boulder nearby. She hit the rock with enough force to knock a pony unconscious but she was different.
I watched her get back up but I refused to give her second wind. I lunged at her and bit down on her horn, trying to gnaw it off as she try to push me off. I swung my hooves around but only caught her a few times in the face before she was able to full knock me off.
"So this was a trick of your design huh?!" Starlight shouted out while charging her horn.
I closed my eyes and prepared for the worse. I heard her scream but it wasn't anger or a battle cry. The voice was of anguish and it sounded in pain so I opened one of my eyes and then the other one. She was trying to charge up her horn but a crack in her horn was preventing that and it was becoming too much for her.
I quickly grabbed the knife with my mouth and darted at her with all the energy I had. She was too worried about her horn that she didn't see the blade of the knife come down on her neck. I got to see it. I got to see some of her blood trickle down her chest. I didn't enjoy it and I know it was beyond wrong but I couldn't take the chaos anymore.
Before she could recover from the pain and shock I jumped on her and pinned her to the ground. I slashed her everywhere I could get, her mouth, her cheeks, her nose, her tongue and eyes were not safe from my manic slashing.
I was shaking and sweating and I didn't care so long as I erased her from my mind and sight forever. She tried to fight back but the pain was too much for her and within minutes she gave in. I finished it off the only way I could think. Jamming the knife through her skull and cutting her sadistic brain into four.
I fell onto the ground as my body tensed up to the point of paralysis. All I could so was look around and breathe but I didn't care. My eyes locked onto her lifeless corpse looking into the night sky. I was finally ready to have my old cutie mark back but I couldn't move. Ironically at the same time I heard hoofsteps not to far and heading my way. I knew that when they saw this scene they would be shocked but I didn't care anymore.
I was finally happy.