Kit walked around the inside of the barn, ponies left and right were talking with each other as music blared in the background. A banner that read "Welcom Kit" hung from the ceiling. It didn't make much sense to him, in fact it depressed him even more.
"If only they knew......" Kit said to himself. He wasn't one of them, he was nothing. Nothing but a shadow doomed to roam the world alone and in silence. It hurt him to even consider trying to fit in. Just then Pinkie came up to him with that goofy smile of hers.
"Why so sad Kit? It's your welcome party so turn that frown upside down." She giggled at her statement. Kit just frowned at her.
"How can you be so carefree?" Kit was upset and it showed, "I didn't want any of this, I just wanted to be free to live my life. Is that to hard to ask!"
A tear went down his face, everypony in the room turned to face him.
"Kit?" Twilight Sparkle asked him, but Kit looked the other way.
"I hate you....." Kit said quietly. He then raised his voice, "I HATE YOU ALL!"
Everypony looked at him with concern, Kit just ignored them.
"How can you all accept me for what I am? I mean look at me, I'm not one of you, I'm nothing..." Kit was starting to cry now. "If only you knew.....If only."
Everypony looked at each other, then back to Kit. A blonde maned peggasus walked up to him.
"You are one of us, are you?" Kit ignored her, a lump forming in his throat.
"No....I'm not." He said quietly. Another pony walked up to him, she was small and had a bow ontop of her head.
"Well, whatever ya are, we would understand." She said. Kit felt heartbroken, he knew that if they had known what he was than he wouldn't be standing here. He couldn't tell them, not yet. Kit stared at the ground before trotting out of the barn. He wanted to be alone right now.
He found a nice appletree to sit under and think. Kit loved thinking, it was the only thing that kept him sane. He was alone in this world. He was abandoned by his own kind and soon he would be abandoned by these ponies. What his mother had said was true, he was nothing, he had nothing and he never will be anything but nothing. He was a shadow in the wind, forever hidden from the world with no hope of ever finding peace. Forever in the darkness, never to see the light. He wanted it to end right there, he thought deep in his heart that these ponies that had called him a friend only moments ago, would betray him.
"I just wish.....that they would understand." He put his front hooves over his eyes and started to cry.
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Inside the barn the changling elites were busy formulating a plan of action. They had found Kit and now they had to kill him without the other ponies noticing.
"We can't just go and attack him out in the open like this. The others would notice and it would be the end of us." Elite number one said.
Number three growled, "But if we don't do it quick then the others would get suspicious of us."
"Well then we just follow him and wait." Number two said. The others agreed and nodded.
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Pinkie didn't understand, she went out of her way to throw Kit a party and still he was sad.
"I don't get it? How can Kit still be sad?" She said.
"I don't know ether sugarcube, but I reckon we should just leave him be for a while." Applejack said. The othes agreed.
"All right everypony, parties over so lets all go home." Twilight said.
"Uhhhh....Twilight, I hear crying." Fluttershy said. The group looked out the window to see Kit crying on the ground.
"What have we done....." Twilight said.
"Sompony should go to him." Pinkie said.
"No Pinkie, I think maybe Kit wants to be alone right now." Twilight said.
"But..." Pinkie answered back, but was cut of by Rarity.
"Twilights right, I can only imagine what kind of pain he's going through right now." Everypony looked at each other and then back at Kit who was still crying.
"I guess you're right. Maybe we should talk to him later." Pinkie said, though she still hated to see Kit like this.