Darnit, Cloudjumper! How am I meant to keep goin' like this? My legs are already feelin' weak and my body hurts all over...how did we even get into this situation? Oh Rainbow...why would you come out here all on yer own? I just can't comprehend all of this. I may have lost Cloudjumper and my best friend and I wouldn't even know it! What do I even say if I even find Rainbow in this damned mess? Am I meant to apologise for snappin' at her after the kiss or somethin'? Should I be expectin' an apology? Grrr...my head hurts.
Why am I alone again? I hate bein' alone like this. I wish Rainbow were here...Hell, I wish anypony was here! At least if it was Rainbow...I could see for sure if Cloudjumper was tellin' the truth or not. I mean, what even counts as love? I mean sure she has a nice body...bein' athletic and all. But do I love her? Or is it merely the fact we're good friends that I can think like that? Ugh...I need to find her and sort out this mess. As long as I approach things right, I can work out this whole ordeal. Just gotta block everything out and focus on Rainbow. I can do it. I can find her!