//------------------------------// // Update... // Story: The Numbers // by FellFour //------------------------------// Um...hey guys. This is John and...the fuck? Yeah...I just read ENDISHERE and...what? I don't even know what the hell that was about, but I may have an idea. You guys remember The Collector, right? Yeah, I think that was his attempt to make me more uneasy. I'll admit it to you, Collector, it did indeed work at some level, but that's not saying such. I'm still going to stop you and your little buddies. Well, whoever is left in your little group, that is. You monsters are getting weaker and weaker and your not taking Chris. Not on my watch. Speaking of Chris, he FINALLY woke up! He's awake. I laughed and had tears running down my eyes. I seriously thought that he was never going to wake up! Elizabeth is still crying. Their both still hugging and it's really a must-see sight. I'm glad that we're going to spend some time with each other and hang out like we used to as kids. ...But I don't know how long that will last. Now that Chris is awake, I don't know what these fuckers are planning now. I don't know if the Administrator is going to pay me a visit again. I'll explain that event some other time, because it's quite a story. But, right now, I need to talk to Chris. I need to know what was going through his head while he was in that coma. It shouldn't take that long. I would need to, however, have Hood here. I feel that it's important that Hood is here. You know, since Chris and Hood haven't talked in awhile. I don't really know how Chris would react when Liz gets back. Speaking of Liz, I feel that I should talk about her for a second. My...god, she's a wreck right now. She keeps sobbing every time she saw Chris awake. I don't know why and neither does she. She says that she's very glad that he's awake, but she's cries every time she looks at him. I have a feeling that the ENDISHERE post had something to do with it. I don't know why I feel that way, but I need to talk to her about it because she may be seeing something and I really need her to realize that she needs to tell me about it. Not just me, but everyone else. Oh...I think...Chris wants to type. I think I'll let him do that. This is John, signing off. Here's Chris. ... Hey. It's...Chris. My god. A lot of shit went down since I was asleep. It...feels so weird. I never would've thought that I would be on my computer, typing again. I thought that I was dead at first, but I then realized that I was in a coma. I read all of John's posts and...wow. I'm glad that he's doing the same thing as I did...or doing. I don't know what I'm saying. I just woke up yesterday and... ... I...read ENDISHERE... ... I don't know what to say. It...scares me a little bit. What if that does actually does happen? What if I go into another coma and I wake up to all the people that I love...dead? Happy thoughts. Happy thoughts. Happy thoughts. Happy thoughts. I can't be thinking about that sort of shit. But...I can't help it. I...really changed and I feel that I'm...a lot more wiser than what I was back then. There's something that...I need to talk about. I don't remember posting #8 - Goodbye. In fact, I don't even think that I posted that. I was typing the REAL #8...but then I got ambushed and...that was it. I don't even remember anything else. I don't remember what I was typing for #8. I know that they did that. I have a memory of me typing Goodbye, but I know that I didn't post that. They put a false memory in my head, thinking that I did that. I'm not stupid. That's not me at all. I would never give up that easily. Hell no. It really makes me think. What other memories have they taken from me? I don't know which memory is fake or not anymore. I'm losing it. I may not look like it to the others, but inside, I'm going insane. I...I think they've broken me. I'm not who I used to be and that's what really scares me. My...god, I haven't felt fear in such a long time. What's happening to me?