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// Chapter Three 
// Story: The Life Of Scootaloo 
// by Chase123 
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It was hard to live nowadays as it seemed life did not get any better, I wish it would have gotten better, but it just didn't, I was in the bathtub, a nice hot bath, the one thing nice my father gave me.

I heard the echoes of Luna's voice in my head, as if they were trying to tell me something, or rather stop me, but another voice was echoing, a voice not as kind as Luna's, but more of an evil voice, it had a slashing tone in it, as if it was death itself trying to call me.

Luna's voice was like as if it was trying to argue with the other voice in my head, trying to compete for my attention..

I thought hard, and wondered if this was the right decision, to follow the other voice..

If I did this, I would lose my friends, but what darn would they ever give to me? They said they cared, but it seems now that they are less interested, and now Twilight's dying, I can't live like this..

To hear those biting that the snakes did,the hissing and the scream, hobbling in the dusty wind, I remember trying to carry my friend threw the weather, trying to hold her, as the snake bites seem to be getting more worse I then rushed to  the hospital,and hear she was, swollen red, holding the arm which was filled with poison.

''Is she gonna be okay?'' I asked a nurse.

The nurse looked shallow, and didn't know what to say..

''I'm afraid she's near death, but we'll try our best, we hope the Anti-Venom will help..''' 

I splashed in the water with anger, I tried to think of the moments I had that were fun, like the times with Twilight or Rainbow Dash..

Twilight, was gone though, she never had time for normal things anymore, all she was, was going off on trips to Canterlot for princess duties, in a way I felt happy for her to be a princes,s cause she seemed happy with it, but I also felt a little mad and envious, I wish she would stop spending so much time with Princess Celestia..

I felt warm with Twilight whenever I was with her, she had that warm, teaching feeling with the care and beauty that a mother had. I never understood this feeling, but,  always secured when she was around.

I looked at the photo I had of her, and felt more sad, I couldn't think of anything besides that face, I couldn't help but feel that if all my friends were ignoring me what was the point of living?

I remember the times of joy with Rainbow Dash, my best sister, she was awesome and cool, but that was not it, she had a sense of encouragement, she would always tell you never to give up, and to always keep up and at em, and that everyone makes mistakes in this world..

I had Rainbow Dash, but one question kept slamming on me.  What was my part in this world?

Without you it would never live.. Luna's voice came again..

It was like her speech from the other night a month ago was still in affect, it somehow helped me, it made me feel better, but I always was wondering what the voice meant, how was it real? Was that night true? I knew these were silly questions, but I sometimes doubt that she emant what she said..

I wanted to sink in the deep enough water of the bathtub, just to end it all, just let me sink, and let me drown, I feel comfort in the water, as I took a little dip, and I started to let my body sink in the mission for total suicide..

I heard the voice ringing again, I thought of what curious words she was saying, Luna, that is, it was trying to stop me from drowning in the pool, I got up, and looked around, wondering if Luna was anywhere, or perhaps this was all a dream..

All there was a pink rug, some white towels, old cracks in the wall, and a pot by the window, I then saw a moon on the pot, I got up and got a towel drying myself off, and went closer to the pot, there was an arrow going straight..

I went out the door, and went straight, I looked out the snowy day out the window, Dad was sleeping, and I had a chance. I heard a sharp howl, and then wondered what it was.

I went outside, and felt the frost and snow on my skin, I trampled over, and went looking around, trying to find where the howl could be, I needed to find it, why? I don't know, something came over me, the howl sounded sharp and lonely, perhaps that is the reason it was howling, a brisk call of togetherness washed over me hearing those whimpers, I felt sort of a relation..

I went through the alley, not scared of anything, I only wanted to find that sharp howling, I then found a grey spot in the middle of the snow, it was freezing cold, and whimpering for some help.

It was a puppy