And suddenly time just..... Stopped. Everything seemed to slow down. My whole life just.....flashed before my eyes.As i fell, my immediate thoughts were how many ponies i would be hurting- but then i remembered there was no pony to care.Maybe the Doctor.... but he was probably too busy saving the universe to care. I closed my eyes and thought of how many times i was picked on. "What's up, derpy?" " what's wrong? Left your sunglasses at home?" " where are your glasses, four eyes?"
And suddenly, I was on the ground. My every breath was filled with pain and my back left hoof went numb. I became vaguely aware of some pony's hoof beats drawing nearer and nearer. Suddenly I began to sob and yell out at the same time.I was hurting inside and out, and all I wanted to do was die. The result was awful. Because I was winded from the fall, I started to cough instead.I spat out blood and a couple teeth. Suddenly, everything was just....black. It felt like eternity. I was aware that somebody was screaming my name from a million miles away.
I sat up quickly- too quickly. I nearly blacked out again. There were panicked voiced surrounding me. One of them sounded vaguely familiar. I couldn't tell what they were saying until I heard my name "...Uh...Derpy......No I didn't really see much. When I found her she was on the ground in a large pool of blood. She started coughing up blood. and she seemed to be having trouble breathing. Ah! Derpy, you're awake!" The voice belonged to the doctor. He glanced quickly at the nurses "Er...could we have five minutes please?" he asked nervously. Nurse Red Heart looked kindly at me and nodded " Only five. we need to get more fluids into her"
She walked out of the room with the other doctors. I glared at the doctor. How could he?! He knew how much pain I was in! why couldn't he just let me die? " Why did you save me?" I asked angrily, crossing my Hooves. He lifted a hoof gently to my face. He had tears in his eye. "Because you mean the world to me." He said shakily. " I DON'T CARE ANYMORE!" I screamed. "WHAT'S THE POINT OF LIVING IF ALL YOU'RE GONNA FEEL IS PAIN AND SORROW?" I started sobbing. Why can't he just accept the fact that this was MY decision? It was MY life I was trying to take after all. I lowered my voice to barely a whisper. " I wasn't gonna kill myself because my eye or because every pony hates me. It's because I hate myself. " All I ever wanted was to have some pony hold me" I said even lower. "You know....maybe if you had told me how you felt, you would have known that there was some pony who loves you." He said softly. I looked at him with tired eyes " I'm sorry" I whispered. Then, I kissed him for what felt like eternity. Pulling away, I yanked the cords and wires out of my body causing a whole bunch of alarms to go off. "WHAT DO YOU THNK YOU'RE DOING?!" the Doctor yelled "This is my choice" and taking one let glimpse of his beautiful face, I went into a coughing fit and blacked out once more.
She ripped the wires and cords out of her body "WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING?!" the doctor yelled. "I'm sorry Doctor, but this is my choice" She whispered. Then she suddenly went into a coughing fit "NURSE!" thee doctor screamed. This couldn't be happening! By the time Nurse Red-Heart came in, it was too late. There was no heart beat showing on the monitor.