"I Don't Want to Hear It"
Sweetiebelle rushed down the white hallway that was filled with trolleys, doctors and other machinery. Where she was going, she didn't entirely know, she was just running, chasing Spike who she had no idea where he was. Never the less, she rushed along, turning corners at random hoping to catch a glimpse of that lovely purple dragon.
Finally, after turning a corner that led to the mess-hall she saw him and with that distraction she tumbled over too. She fell straight on her face, looking up she saw that she had tripped over a pot plant. She slowly picked herself up and looked around, however, she noticed that Spike was nowhere to be seen. Sweetie frowned, she had a feeling that Spike was avoiding her and although she understood that Spike's reactions were understandable it didn't change the fact that she didn't like them one bit.
All she wanted to do was talk to him... and sing a nice song.
"Spike!" she called out and gave chase to him again, "Spike I'm sorry... please, let me make it up to you!" she yelled out after him as she raced down another hallway.
Spike didn't reply to her but then again he wasn't actually running away from her, he was simply walking, he wanted to be alone. He didn't want to have to put up with the feeble excuses that Sweetiebelle would surely tell.
"Spike! Please, just let me make it up to you. I promise that I can," she begged.
Spike stopped just outside the automatic door that led to the outside and turned around to face the pleading unicorn.
"How?" he asked "How can you make it up to me?" ... "and what makes you think that your promise is actually worth anything to me right now, hmm?"
Sweetiebelle looked down in shame and she meekly spoke, "Spike... I... I can explain. You.. you see, I..." Spike stopped her simple and spoke carelessly.
"Sweetiebelle, I don't want to hear it... I couldn't care less if you were confused, or if you lonely or scared. I don't care if you're single now, but the fact remains that you betrayed and took advantage of my trust and my vulnerability and cheated on me while I was in a fucking coma!" he broke his calm attitude and yelled, "I couldn't care less if you're sorry or if you regret what you did. And you know what? I think it's a fucking improvement that you're single, and just as well, because you're staying that way. No. Matter. What!"
"Spike...?" Sweetie winced...
"You wanna know something Sweetie?" he continued, "When I woke up to your scream, I woke up in order to help someone who was beloved to me, someone I cherished dearly. And I beat up Leo for you with that in mind. But now, now that I know the full story, I'm regretting what I did. Waking up did no one any good, especially me. I think I prefer to be in that coma, because that way I won't have to put up with this disloyal and foolish behaviour being dislayed by someone I thought loved me!"
"But... I do love you Spike..."
"Oh, you love me, huh?" ... "You love me!? Is that why you betrayed me and cheated on me with a guy I thought you were repulsed by! Is that why you lied to my very face a year ago when you said you'd never leave me!" he was huffing in anger now, "You're not fooling anyone with you little lies. The words 'I love you' mean nothing to me now. Especially when coming from you!"
"But... Spike..." she winced again and a dew tears dripped from her eyes and rolled down the white fur covering her cheeks.
"Don't 'Spike' me! I don't care, okay? I. Don't. Care!" he sighed, "and cut the waterworks, Sweetiebelle. Your fucking fifteen years old, act your damn age for crying-out-loud! Also, as I said, no one is going to believe your little lies anyway so don't even bother pretending!" And with finishing on that, Spike stormed out of the hopsital leaving his darling ex-girlfriend in tears as she fell to her knees in the middle of hospital lobby.
"Spike...." was all the little mare could say before choking upon her own tears as she sat helplessly and lonely on the cold, hard, tiled floor.
She felt like she had screwed up, probably because she had. Spike didn't love her anymore and it was all her fault. Spike didn't love her anymore because she was stupid enough to think dating someone else was a good idea. Spike didn't love her anymore because she fucked up... she fucked up and ruined the greatest thing she ever had. And now, she was afraid she would never get it back... she was afraid that Spike would never hold her again, that she couldn't taste his lips and that Spike would never protect her her again.... yeah... she had fucked up.
Big time...
And now, she was alone... for good...