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// Yet to be thoughts 
// Story: Starswirl's Journal 
// by AlesFlamas 
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Date: ???


I wonder sometimes. What if I had held my tongue? What if I'd been there to prevent her from leaving? What if, what if, what if. Would she have been raised differently? Would she have become the mare she is now? Would I have been better able to fulfill my role if she were still  here? I drive myself mad with these questions some nights. But then I look at her. I look and I feel a pride like no other and I know that she would be proud too. Proud of all she's accomplished and all that she's become. But by the crown of the king, may he rest peacefully, do I miss her with all my heart. 

. . .Not even my research soothes me tonight. In fact it only made things worse. For I now know that throughout all timelines and dimensions, regardless of circumstance or situation, the one consistency was her. I grow weary. . . I think tonight. . . I will sleep. . . yes, that's what I need.

. . .I miss her so much.