//------------------------------// // Cancer // Story: Error in setting // by Rulette //------------------------------// That room looked terrible. "It looks horrible!"I said to Soarin, in mobile. "Describe it me." "Bed , bed , something what has to be bedside table , bed, one table and one big wardrobe." "But in that room will live three girls, right?" "Don´t you read newspaper? Education is in a disastrous state!" "At least, you have pubs there." Yeah, Three." "I´ll come to you" "NOW" "Just wait, i have much work with recruits" I shut down my phone , because the door opened and on their doorstap stand girl with purple hair and blue eyes. Behind her appeared a boy, blue-haired and too with blue eyes. "So you will live in this room with us?" "Yes , I am Rainbow Dash.""And you?" "Hi i am Rarity, designer" She said. "and this is Fancy Pants, ecomimic" Then the third comed. She had pink fluffy hair, blue eyes , and colorfull dresess. She wanted to sleep under the window, nothing more.But she was veeeery friendly. Her name was Pinkie Pie ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ "So you live with two lovers and hippie?" "And with 100 cockroaches." I said to mobile .To Soarin. "Wow, that is terrible!" "It isn´t that bad, you just have to turn on the ligh and wait 15 seconds ,until they run away." "That sounds bad!!" "And you can´t look to the walls." "They are moldy right?" he asked. "Yeah , babe" "I am so glad that only thing what i have to do is take care for recruits." "And when you will came to me?" i asked "I have much work now, later." I shut down my phone , because i found some what i have to know. School was worse than my room. Only theory. No practce. Stupid teachers.Just hell.But I have to endure it. I must have a high school. Then Wonderbolts and Soarin. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ "I DON´T BELIVE THAT YOU HAVE STILL SOME WORK WITH RECRUITS SOARIN!!!" "Ohh...somebody have bad mood." "Didn´t you want to came to me?" "I still have work" "In the night , i was the only , what was alone in bed." "Hippie had visit?" "She is in love" "You don´t like it, right?" "Yeah" "They have sex when you in room?" "If yes, i don´t hear it." "And that make you mad, right?" "I let them do what they want, when i don´t hear them." "Ok, OK." "Come here!" "Wait, i have much work." I shut down my phone again, he just have sweet voice and i was allways nervous when Soarin talking to me. I have always kept distance. Not social, but emotional.I´ve never talking about love ,not words like I love you, you´re my onlyone...No. And allways it ends .Always love when left, I realized that love is just a cluster of runaway hormones. My father wanted only a boy. But now he have wild daughter, and one son. I can´t say that he don´t like me... He love me. He is my father. But i have his soul. Wild , bit boish. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ "So you don´t have anybody?" Rarity asked. "Well" "Yes or not" Said Hippie-Pinkie She loked at me with sad face. "Cause i don´t want." ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ "You know that i don´t want a boyfriend."Said Dash to mobile. "Yeah , everybody knows that." Said Soarin "So why they don´t let me be?" "You spend a lot of time with them." "This is mine room. They are here in addition. "So find a job." "Will you came here?" "Not now, i have much work" I shut down my phone again, because i opened newspaper with jobs.And i had to laugh, because first was Selling hot dogs in Square. This is not for me. I found job in event agenture. Owned by lady, proffesional wife. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ "You're not a bit emaciated?" Asked Hippie Pinkie. "Aren´t you a bit irritated?" Asked Rarity. Very sad. At the beginning of the semester , Fancy Pants left us. I was not irritated, just tired, exhausted and fainted. I woke up this way in the morning. during the day I lived this way. I lying down in bed this way. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ "You didn´t call for 5 months, it´s something wrong?" Soarin aked "It seems to me that I have something in my right breast." I said "Something like a tumor?" "Y-yes." I said "It seems to you, or you have it in there?" "I have it in there" "Especially don´t regrets you , and do not try to say me you have cancer." " I don´t have, i just saying you. I have to go to doctor, but i don´t have time." "Go to doctor, you have only one health" Rarity gives me card with phone number of her doctor. So i phoned him. And i goes to his ordination. He was startled. I i was startled. Puncture. Investigations. Cancer. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ "How it is , be in love?"I asked "Very good" Soarin replied. "You really shaking knees?" "Yes." "and when somebody is missing. Does it hurt?" "Yes, very!" "It is wonderful right?" "Why we talking about it?" "Because i´ll die without know how it is." How crazy feeling it is , when you know you dieing. It is strange that we have to deal with it...You can not get used to it, you can not ultimately accept. You want to live. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ "Again calling me?" Soarin sounds sleepy. "I know you love me!!" Silence "That´s why you never comes, because you don´t want to feel pain.I am bitch in skirt." "I´ll came in Suterday OK?" "Ok..." I shutted down phone , because to my room came a nurse with medication. I felt that with the last.