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// Rarity's Secret Diary 
// Story: Thirty Minute Sparity Prompts: from SparityLoveisForever 
// by SparityLoveisForever 
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Dear, New Diary

It's been a while since I've written anything in you. I know this has been because I've been letting my thoughts out in the new community diary I'm sharing with my friends. However I don't feel the entries I've made there really express my deepest thoughts, as I sometimes keep certain things back from my friends. For their own safety of course, after all Twilight doesn't like to hear how nasally she is. I know I should tell them everything, but it's hard for me to do that. Especially on matters of the heart.  There are somethings that not even your best friends can help you do, and I have to find the courage to do this myself.

I'm sure you're already well aware of my friend “Spikey Wikey.” The kindest, gentlest, most dutiful, and generous dragon I've ever had the pleasure to know. What you don't know is that after, spending time with him in Manehatten is that something in my heart changed. I found that I had been treating his every single generous action with little to no recompense. Now while the young boy may be so dutiful because he dose secretly care for me. I've always been a little slow on the pick up with matters of this kind. I believe you recall my other entry about a certain prince who has no morals what so ever. 

I only just realized that, I think I really truly deeply love him as much as I think he loves me. I now need to start showing more appreciation to his acts of kindness. Maybe I should make the first move as he seems a little bit nervous to get things started. After all a lady should know what is best for her stallion. Even if he is a dragon. Oh so many things I need to do if I truly intend to pursue this. Perhaps I should write the Princess a letter about it. I'm sure she'd respond though I think I'd have to use the regular mail as opposed to Spike's fire-breath. I wouldn't want him to end up reading what the princess wanted to tell me personally about all this.


What if she said we could never be together? What if she said that there was something wrong with it according to the treaties with the dragons? Could I really stand to know that I can't be with him even if I do everything possible? Everypony is relying on me a lot more as of late. Would I have to give up my dreams just to be with him?  Would others condemn and ridicule our love? Would it end my fashion career? There are so many unknown things. I've gotten several new orders since winning fashion week in Manehatten. It seems that everypony truly did like the dresses, I made with the help of my wonderful friends. Spike even helped me by cutting the few gems that were in certain parts of the ensembles. There my mind goes again back to Spike. I really do love him, he's certainly been there with me through more than any other stallion has. 

My heart pines to be with him but I don't think it's just the right time.  When I look into his eyes, I just get swept away by those emerald green eyes. They're my one and only enjoyable touch of green in my life. I think I would be incredibly lucky if he really wants to be with me. I have to be sure though. I need to make sure it's more than just a crush. There is only so much I can do in that regard.

I enjoy our time together and he is such a dear to assist me when Twilight seems to be far from his reach. The two of them remind me of Sweetie Belle and I, which is why I can see myself with him. I would like to have that kind of closeness with him I do think he can be childish at times, but he's much more mature than even my own sister. He knows a lot about gem stones and is very good at cutting them with his teeth or even his claws. He can already lift much more than a pony should be able to at his size. I know Twilight doesn't like it when I ask him to be a dear and do something additional for me. I'd like to think that I'm trying to help him be his own drake. He needs to be able to do that, and Twilight can teach him all about books, dusting, and common everyday house work, as she has him doing near everything in that library. I think he needs to get out before he's trapped like she is. Maybe I can be that bridge. It's getting late my diary and everypony needs their beauty sleep. Until tomorrow Dear Diary, Love Rarity.


As Rarity closed her new dairy she used her magic to close it and put it into a secret pocket of a special fabric she had come up with. Sweetie Belle would be hard pressed to find her new diary. As Rarity turned to look out the window of Carousel Boutique there was a shooting star that streaked through the night in the direction of Golden Oaks Library.