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// October 
// Story: The Life of A God 
// by Eventide Indigo 
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October 1st

Hey diary, really sorry I've been waiting so long between entries! Turns out hanging out in the woods is actually waaay harder than it seems. Mommy used to take me camping every summer out here, but things seem different without her there. They're darker. They're colder. 

Home sweet home, I guess. Chryssi and Sombra try to make the best out of it, but it's hard for me. They have an avantage though because they come from dark, scary places where light is what's scary. Chryssi once told me about the hive she lives in and how itimi intimada intimidating it can be. It's all big and sticky and really really loud! Loud like a million pony-sized bees flying around is what she said!

It sounds kinda cool actually. Maybe Chryssi can take me there sometime.

...

You know who I miss? 

I miss that Luna filly a lot. She was so kind. And she was real smart because she had the most avanced vocabullarily EVER! She talks all fancy, but I guess princesses do that kind of thing. The last few days I saw her, we would sit and talk about life and stuff. Actually, we talked more about cooties. She would say all sorts of weird stuff like 'thou' and 'verily'. 

What was her sister's name again? Tia?

I've tried real hard to forget that name. Guess I'll have to try again!

~ Discord


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October 3rd

I'm tired of this forest, diary. I'm sick of all the shadows and the dark. I want to leave soon, and I have a plan.

I'm going to wait until tomorrow to tell Sombra and Chryssi about the plan though because I don't feel so good. I'm happy the voices gave me the plan, but it was also bad because they wouldn't shut up and kept me up aaaall night. That's okay.

I hope the voices won't be mad that I told you that diary. Sometimes they get mad and yell at me!

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October 4th

I told them the plan and they love it! I mean, Sombra liked it more. Chryssi was kinda scared. She doesn't like doing bad things, but neither do I. We've been stuck in the forest for far too long and I might just go crazy!

Am I... already crazy?

NO.

shut up shut up shut up shut UP shUT UP SHUT UP

...

Sorry.

Let me explain the plan. 

Basicaly, we're gonna reach the edge of the forest where it reaches this nearby place called... what was it? Pony - something? Ponyville. It's kinda far from Canterlot, but we've been slowly moving towards this Ponyville over time. A couple times we had to hide because these flower carts keep driving through this one route close to us. I overheard one of the cartponies talking about Canterlot and how excited they were to sell their flowers at such a 'fancy schmancy' place. 

So, We're gonna jump out when the next one drives by and... umm... steal the cart. We won't hurt the ponies, I swear! I'll control myself, I swear! They won't die. I promise! They won't die. 

...

I should go. Hopefully the plan works!

~ Discord

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October 4th

I've done something bad.

I've done something really really bad.

I...

I killed them.

I said... I promised I wouldn't but I did.

On accident, I swear!

There was that same flash of light and I just lost control! It was just like when I killed that little colt... I didn't mean to.

I'm not a monster.

But Chryssi's eyes... say differently. 

She's afraid of me.

Maybe I am a monster after all.

Mommy was just wrong.

And the whole world was right.

~ Discord