Dear Silver Spoon
I wish I knew what to say. I truly do. But it seems like what I say anymore goes through one ear and out the other. So maybe seeing this... reading this will help you see how much I miss you.
You stopped being my friend after Sweetie Belle and I started hanging out more and you started some pretty mean stuff. I forgave you because you were my best friend for so many years. I know you still hate them and you still aren't too fond of me. I wish you would tell me why you were so upset with me. I thought we had put our childish behavior behind us and wanted to grow up and not have a life of just... irritation and stress. I mean, the reason we were so mean to them in the first place was so... Juvenile. Just because they hadn't found their special talent yet when we had. I feel like we were just secretly jealous that our talents were so... Well, irregular.
Do you remember when we had that sleepover? The last night you spoke to me? We had so much fun laughing and playing. Even before Twist and the rest of the fillies came over, you were so happy. Until Sweetie Belle came in. You had always been so upset that she became my friend. Were you jealous? Were you just angry? I remember hearing my dad and your mom talking in the hall while you were sleeping in a totally different room and refusing to sleep on the floor with us. Your mom said you were so miserable that I was being taken away from you. Why would you have felt that way?
You were still my best friend. I mean, we literally grew up together. You were the sister I never had. You were at mom's funeral and crying as if you lost your own mom. We knew each other so well, but all over jealousy I lost you.
And that breaks my heart.
But I hope one day you forgive me and put the differences aside for once and for all.
I miss you Silvs.
I love you
Di-Di