Sup Mates. Been working on this for a while and it may seem stale right now but I have that for a plan close to the end. Btw thanks for the support and stuff. If you want to contact me and get a fast reply My youtube channel is the best place to do so. I have a link on my profile.
~Chapter 6~
I was put into therapy after my grandmother had died I was just in this blank stage I didn't think about anything, I didn't feel anything, and I didn't want to do anything. My grandmother was all I had left and now she's gone. I thought about myself 4 years later in my house alone dead.... With nothing to love in this world "Why should I be alive." I thought to myself.
"Ok I'm gonna ask you some questions and you answer them. Ya got that?" The therapist said.
"Yeah..." I said quiet enough that I thought she didn't hear me.
My little Apple Jack thinks of me as her father. Was this Karma coming to give me something to care about?
A day later we worked on selling more apples We saved and saved money until we saved around 600 dollars from the apple store and from what I saved from my job before I met Apple Jack, was around 2,300 $ and from what money I have added together with both of those equals around 23,000 $. I told apple Jack we almost have enough money to go somewhere for you to run around and for a bigger apple farm. She smiled at me, she's always smiling such a positive pony.... Maybe I should learn from her. I know now that she is indeed my daughter.
"I can't wait till we move Pa." Apple Jack said.
"Same here We've almost saved enough money to move out." I said
And we were. I couldn't wait either a huge open field just for my daughter, an apple farm to make money with My Little Apple Tree Kicker, Alone No one else just me and her. We could make the rest of the money in a month or so I didn't tell her this I wanted it to be a surprise.
~~~2 weeks later~~~
Today was her birthday. We celebrated, she seemed pretty happy "Was I bringing this enjoyment?" I asked myself. Anyways We had apple cake another apple food we made at home, It was meant for celebration mostly around here. I got her a cowboy hat like from the show she loved it. I also got her other things but she loved the hat most of all. After we celebrated her birthday I brought her to her room, she, still wearing her hat and laid her down and tucked her in, again she said "I love you Pa." Every time she said that, I had a smile on my face. I haven't felt something like this for so long.
After yesterday I had to go to work. On my way out I noticed things around me were more....positive? It's always been a downer around here and so negative but something is here that is making it positive. I wondered if it was Apple Jack being here from a more positive realm or something. It makes a bit of since but I'm not sure the more I think about it the more I think it's probably just because I haven't noticed much since I was always down in the dumps and didn't really notice life around me moving on. In fact when I look in the mirror I look different I don't know what it is though. Until I realized..... It was because I was happy. Everything wasn't sad..... everything wasn't so dead around me. I have Apple Jack to thank for that.
After work I saw that my car was fixed. My boss was there and told me he fixed it because I've been working harder than usually. I asked him how he got into my car because I had locked it. He replied with "I found your keys by your car I kept them until you wanted them back, keep these next time and don't lose them."
My boss had seen it was there for a long time and asked me about it so I told him it wasn't working and I don't have the money to fix it. That was pretty nice so I said thanks and shook his hand. And went off to my house. The seats were fixed and so was everything else. I can't believe someone did something like this, like I said though everything was getting so positive around here but I think it's just because I never really noticed anything around me.
When I got home Apple Jack wanted to know what I was in. She never really was outside since I didn't want someone to see her that's why I put a tall fence up so no one would see her, but that's all she really get's to be outside. I explained to Apple Jack that we can't let anyone see her because she was a "special" kind of pony that others would want to do terrible things to but I think she knew the real reason why. Anyways I told her that having this car fixed was great since it would cost us around 400 dollars less. That scrapes the amount we need down to 700 Dollars. That made Apple Jack pretty happy knowing she would be able to go outside freely and that we could have a huge farm of apple trees.
The next day I went to sell stuff at our apple shop and we sold enough to leave. I took all the money from the cash register there since if we're moving then I'd have to take this shop down since I wouldn't be able to sell anything here. We had 750 dollars in the cash register, and from what I sold there came up to 200 dollars. that leaves us with 550 left over money, and because I was saving money for electricity and taxes we now have 4,670 dollars and from we needed to buy a house we have 20,000. Look at me here thinking about math when I should be thinking about our new house.
After that I went home I told Apple Jack that we had enough money to get the new house made. She was bouncing off the walls happy. Same was I. I can finally give my daughter what she finally needed, an outside place not cramped and a place for her to be happy at. I can't believe I am causing happiness, let alone feeling it.