September 4th
Today was the first day of grade three.
There weren't very many new ponies this year, and if they were, they are still too good for me. Tia has a lot of friends. Basically everyone is her friend. She ignores me and Lulu though.
I thought sisters were supposed to stick together...? Lulu and Tia hate each other. They always glare at each other from across the classroom. Well, actually, Tia does most of the glaring. Luna tries her best, just like me, to impress Tia. Live up to her expectations and be her equal. But Tia just looks down on us.
I wish I could fall out of love. It would be so much easier. I'm in love with a filly who hates me! Lulu is so nice to me. But I just... can't love her. I don't know why. She just isn't her sister. And her sister is the most beautiful thing in all of Equestria!
Lulu is just a friend to me.
I wish it didn't have to be that way. Love is hard, diary.
-Discord